autistic asf

My dream is to join 1team, but I can't nod

Sleepless Nights

spill my guts

i feel so stupid
i dont wanna be
but the last time that youll see youll be crawling at my knees
a bullet to ur head

dreaming of endles summer
clouds around my feet
but the next time that we meet
youll be more than 6 feet deep
youll be dead  

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2025 APRIL COMPILATION SUBMISSION 1
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Safe and sound but cant be found
I cant breathe i need to see
caution tape all around
look at me, look at me!
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i seem to be perceived 
i need some PCP
laying low of town
carefully sighting down

i seem to be perceived 
i need some PCP
laying low of town
carefully sighting down
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lock it up and down around
perceive your mind capability
testify, markify
deranged out of my mind
they're out for me don't be deceived
they out for us you're out till dusk
patiently wait, sit down and paint
they will come just trust me please
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i seem to be perceived 
i need some PCP
laying low of town
carefully sighting down

i seem to be perceived 
i need some PCP
laying low of town
carefully sighting down
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Safe and sound but cant be found
I cant breathe i need to see
caution tape all around
look at me, look at me!
look at me,  look at me!
look at me, look at me!

Out For Me

FBF COVER

bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

my ig's :
www.instagram.com/busheddead/
www.instagram.com/busheddeath/

party

2025 APRIL COMPILATION SUBMISSION 2
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Sitting here, down a pair
sleepless nights, hunged tight
why am i, still alive?
why am i, rotting ALIVE?

ALIVE!! (x4)

in a fit, spouting shit
god damnit, out for me
god please, come for me
god come, comfort me
hanging on, for my dear life
trucking on, but its just my soul
hunted down, im peeling out
help me, i dont want to DIE!!!

DIE!!!! (x4)

last moments, last night
on my bed, looking out,
12:01, final time
thank you, for my life.

Alive

thisismyreality now (Demo)

I will start posting these songs on my YouTube channel. Follow my SoundCloud in my Insta. new post is coming soon.

I'm playing on my DS right now

black smoke all up in my lungs,
hold tight i can see right thru u now
lee enfield, black with stains
like we was outside, nah aint shit changed now 

yeah in the squad i trust
for the squad i bust
find me out in tha field man
field of black rust

i wanna lay you deep down
watch you fall apart, one million times again
black and red, watch how we coming out again and again
take a look in my eyes, im already dead
i was outside i was so misled

whole world a black place - hnhhhh
wear a chain 4 a necklaaaceeeee
without u oh i cry
without u oh i cry alone at night

another highway procession
black road, paved with sin
without u oh i cry
without u oh i cry alone at night

dull shine on the dirt road, shit so low
im in my cowboy boots u might catch me w/ a bolo
s just the life i live, the way i am
leave a mark, gon place a brand

ooh i leave u black and blue
stepping out in the field, boots heavy like glue
nothing else to do but see it thru 2 tha end
rust world retreat oh im home again


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garden graves