you're such a bore and i'm not patient anymore
and i'd adore my fucking body as a corpse
i don't care anymore and now my pride is on the floor
can't go back to before sit in silence and ignore

waste

frankenstein.

#1 - what a pathetic story

Why, you're wasting my time
Tell me how it felt to commit your crime
In my head I only hear your cries
And you're dead with the pills unadvised
I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life, that I know isn't mine
Spit in my grave when I'm villainized
Shit never changed, guess I'll be this way until I die

I cannot just leave my past behind
It'll always come back to me, a remind
I can't take back your innocence, already intertwined
Carrying this weight on my shoulders, I've been so blind

Why, my dirty little mind
Plays tricks on me all the time
I need this I need that, no I fucking don't
I just need to take a break and regain all my self-control

My heart's pounding inside, I pray to God I don't die
What comes next for me will be fire
Cause I couldn't get over my desire

I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life
That I know isn't mine

Prod xy1va

abandon

oh theres no spark in me
red eyes 
lost all to lotterys
theres not much thought of me
i die 
there wont be talk of me

oh i feel so ugly when i smile
havent felt good in a while

oh i need her all to me 
cut off her legs put them in my fridge

how can i leave i got friends to see
watching me when im out like cya!

i dont know what to do im stuck with this feeling
my consious is hurting
my body is bleeding 
walk out the party
with my head in a hoodie

and i thought my life was better of 
if i builled you

shitty rockout demo don’t listen to this

can you find me 
in my bed where i lay ?
ill still be here
at the end of the day ^^
dont let me change
i still love it hereeee
i cant be bothered
im a teenage loserrrr

i dont wanna think
i js wanna do drugs :P
i dont wanna drink
cuz that shit sucks
have you heard what they say ?
that youre going insane
that theres smth wrong
inside your brain

so kick me around
like a tin can
cause i deserve it
im such a bitch man </3
youre tempting me
but i wont bite
me vs you
you win that fight

i dont
no i dont
no i dont know
one bad thing and ill start to go
one bad song and ill go to hell
leave me alone know im doing well

cause im a dirtbag
and theres mattes in my hair
dont wanna brush them
cause they make people stare
youre kinda shitty
youre just like me
all that to say
youre kinda frightening


teenage loser (ALL PLATS)

too far gone

i'm rlly clueless (feat. overtonight)

I think i'll stay inside
Cause outside looks so fucking grey
Grow my hair out to hide
Today i’d rather mask my face
Watching all my friends move on with life
When i can barely grab the wheel
Talking to myself cause no one likes me
This is exactly how i feel 

Spend time rotting in my room with my tunes 
Disregard all signs of help
And your why all these months I’ve been losing my cool
I want you and no one else, yeah
I cant keep up x4 

I know she’s moved on and its all said and done
So why am i still here
If i closed my phone and got myself gone
Would you even really care

Spend time rotting in my room with my tunes 
Disregard all signs of help
And your why all these months I’ve been losing my cool
I want you and no one else, yeah
I cant keep up x4

i cant keep up

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spawncamped/left-behind

I never get it right
You fail me and my life
You weren't there for the ride
Not like I didn't try
(But I still say its fine)
Not like I didn't try
(I sit here and I cry)
Just one more left behind

(I'm lost again
There's nowhere left to run to
It's not the same without you
It's not the same without you)

Want you back, it's wishful thinking
I don't know what the hell you're seeing in me
You break my bones until I'm empty
I wake up and this awful feeling's inside

And now I hear the truth
Everything is you

stream

left behind

https://open.spotify.com/track/62Kx7oQZSo2hr1wEcWvN3h
(prod. spawncamped)

stream <3

missed calls

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i cant keep up

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