Lyrics:

I’m goin down a different road 
 U know how it goes
Popping champagne 
no excuse 
Im bout to toke
Never let it be shown
My mind bout to overload 
No clue
if u disapprove 
Need to explain yourself 
That was always your move

They say fake it till u make it 
Than ur sadly mistake 
If u think I’m faking 
Theirs pain in my chest 
That’s always aching 
Thought u were an angel 
might as well be satan
Guess it’s for the best 
Than partaken 
In painful conversations 

Who knows if we’ll make it through
No matter what I do
I’m cutting all ties
I got nothing left to lose
But it’s all lies 
Right now
Cause I’m chillen with a group
Smoking s bunch of weed 
while drinking on a cruise 

Spending time away from home
Fuck grieving 
I know that I’ll  never  be alone
Still got my demons
Told me to grab her by the neck
It was meant for squeezing 
Situation is gettin heated 
one thing I needed
I’m done skipping stones 
Wait hold the phone 
Calls aren’t receiving 
What’s intervening 
I turn ghost 
I suppose 
Leaving every other weekend 
My head spinning like a cyclone
Ur services no longer needed
Looked up true happiness 
Never got the meaning 
I got tired of reading


I can’t take anymore
I hate being ignored 
Saying that u love me
Love s little more

Busting down the doors
I don’t need a tour 
I’ve been here before 

I can’t take anymore
Now I’m falling on the floors
Didn’t know what was in store 
But I can’t take anymore

I’m goin down a different road 
 U know how it goes
Popping champagne 
no excuse 
Im bout to toke
Never let it be shown
My mind bout to overload 
No clue
if u disapprove 
Need to explain yourself 
That was always your move

bars: can’t take anymore

If It Was Up To Me

Lyrics:
I pray to god
But I’m still ignored
Asking
Why am I here
What am I living for
Tryin to get rid of this devil
Should I let him in
Cause he steadily knocking on my front floor
They say this is a battle 
Nah this is war
Reach my limit
I ain’t fighting it anymore
My relatives don’t even wanna see me
My depression says I have to stay indoors

So when they find me dead on the kitchen floor
That’s why I nunb the pain which each drink I pour
Cause when I’m drinking and thinking
My thoughts can be deceiving
But it’s sad when u dead 
People miss u more
People saying I’m lame
What’s am I suppose to believe
They only way to reach your goal is in ur dreams
U should find another hobby
Cause this one outta reach
All the promises to myself 
I couldn’t keep
I swear god this hurts
Nothing can get any worse
I’m drowning in whiskey
Everything’s tempting
My life’s starting to feel like a curse
But I know that im not perfect
Does someone knows that I’m worth it
No one ever sees im actually hurting
So I find myself still searching for another bottle
Hitting full throttle
Not giving two fucks if I start swerving 

People see through u like a ghost
What’s happen man in high school your lines were dope 
Looking into the mirror
Don’t know how ya could cope
Saying your gonna famous
Ha that’s a joke
Wanna go to heaven but I’m destined for hell
Try to kill yourself so many times and ya failed
Just seems more like a cry for help
No longer can deal with yourself 
Trust me I can tell 

Wanna grab a gun 
paint all the walls red
Saddest person I even met
U live in regret
So if u think bout it man
Your already dead
The voices inside my head wanna put me down like a vet
Whole life 
still haven’t accomplished shit
And I will never be forgiven for the things that I did
They won’t let me in the church so I can’t repent
U can have my life
Let my momma live 

U weren’t suppose to leave me
Suppose to help me fight these demons
Now in the abyss
I feel like I’m sinking
Still in the attic healing
Barely dealing 
Drugs and alcohol is the only way I can numb this feeling 
Know she won’t find things appealing 
And if Pandora’s box knew my fucking thoughts
It blasts apart its walls and ceilings
Me and myself we aren’t even friends 
Telling me everything’s coming to an end
Just a sheep trapped in a lions den 
If I had a grenade I probably pull the pin
Uh the devil looking at me with a devilish grin
I had enough of this
Man I’m calling it quits
Tbh my souls doesn’t really mean shit 
U can have my life
Just let my momma live

My Love For You 959

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