gonna start sharing voice memos of some songs i write! headphones advised cuz the audio is not gr8 lol <3

lyrics

i find comfort in the sorrow of always waiting for tomorrow
a broken record sings that i'm liable
but the aching feeling lingers, you put my mouth under your finger
i get a feeling when you show kindness to me

tell me i'm worthy, i want your word
a stab in the back, i'll dance in a twirl
as long as you'll have me, say that you want me
please, promise me, that you still love me
cause i'm the last human on earth
(the only one left)
(the only choice you have)

maybe with a better reputation, i'd have a grasp on your attention
but then again, i guess you were just being nice
i accept it was for a season, the silence came in for a reason
you don't have much to say anymore and that's alright

a little too desperate, a little too strong
i hover around for a little too long
a little too invested in the other person's heart
when they don't seem to care whether you both grow apart
so take in this salvation
force myself to let go of expectations
of this haven of validation from you

tell me i'm worthy, i want your word
a stab in the back, i'll dance in a twirl
as long as you love me, say that you love me
please, promise me, that you still love me
cause i'm the last human on earth

as long as you love me (voice memo)

lyrics

i gave away my childhood clothes today
is that it? now it’s all over
it’s scary growing older
i moved away from home today
now it’s just a place i visit
i checked the future and missed it

i’m the age i used to dream
it’s not exactly what i thought sixteen would be
all my friends have jobs and they’re all in love and their lives look picture pretty
it’s wicked wishing for back then
when i’m still here asking when

hey sister, you look taller
we got fine lines now but at least our parents are sober 
we gotta move on, all is well
nostalgic crying, oh change, it hurts like hell
these sonder thoughts, they haunt me
how’s the dog?

i gave away my childhood clothes today
is that it? now it’s all over
i’m a stranger getting bolder
i moved away from home today
i don’t recognize these places
getting lost in these new faces

i miss the sunsets views that make you believe
i miss the overworked, stuck up, privileged teens losing sleep
i miss midnight rides, exhausting all our lungs
and screaming feelings into words of all our favorite songs

i gave away my childhood clothes today
i gave away my childhood clothes today

i made it out once and i’ll do it again 
i wonder when’s the next time ill get to see all my friends
i made it out once, can u let me back in?
i wish that i could just do it all over again

the age i used to dream (voice memo)

wake up before the super sonic sounds waves
the imagery appears, i see a hot, red face
there’s practically steam coming out of your ears and nose
waiting for the ticking time bomb of your mouth to blow

shaking me down, down to my skin
giving me chills, hands me a hit
popping a vein, a sore throat 
please just sign the good bye note 
destroy your own creation like your mother did
can’t believe you did it to your own kid

i’m tired of replacing my ears with pillows
memorized your foot steps , they’re familiar, the way they go
plunge the knife in and twist like you do all my words 
you ask why i’m crying and you start to curse

mother of son, take this gun
and shoot it right behind his head
son of mother, you look weathered
hide it away beneath your bed
destroy your own creation like your mother did
can’t believe you did it to your own kid
your own kid

crashing down and breaking plates
burning bridges for no one's sake
lashing out, no saving grace
learned early on to lie to your face
so go, go, go away
So go, go, go 
wash those broken dishes down the drain

super sonic sound waves (voice memo)

reviving the soundcloud. dumping more songs soon. 

lyrics:

i’ll admit i’ve been self conscious 
and in the end i turned out mean 
kissing you when it’s so obvious 
that i don’t like you as much as you like me
i just used you to be touched and seen
god, i’m so mean.

can i show some self control?
if i’m honest, i don’t really know
can i kiss you just to kiss?
i’ve never been good at taking things slow
now you know.. i have no self control.

self control (voice memo)

hateee this take but i'm so tired and couldn't get a better one so enjoy!!!

lyrics:
you spit out ur roughhouse, control how you please
I manipulate the way i’m being perceived
puff up my chest and force vocabulary
with unnatural words making my tongue bleed embarrassingly 

prove ur a man, can you do that for me?
don’t flail ur arms, keep ‘em strong, keep ‘em lean
make sure emotion is no where to be seen
forbid any urge of flamboyancy

you make fun of me, you make fun of me
you make fun of me, you make fun

take any chance to pick bones with intention to swing
exchange a few words that end up with my heart in a sling
signals and cues that I can’t read, even handshakes confuse me
hurts me to say, you grew a little sleezy
It’s hard for me to stay, i’ve always bruised easy

I don’t want to fall in love with you
but your so nice to me
I would’ve loved you but I didnt wanna ruin how you see me
And the friendship
and the moment
fuck the torment
and the script 

you make fun of me, you make fun of me
you make fun of me, you make fun

rough house (voice memo)

anytime i breathe, i cant get your smoky taste off my gums
come inside of me and show me ur sweet side as we laugh it off
can you give me a second, to caress myself vain and then mend it
place your hand on my neck yeah till the night runs out

all you’re saying doesn’t matter
cuz we’re both so fucking plastered
what we’re doing, let’s move faster
we’ll get trashed it’ll be so killer
plastered

i’m on all the forums, trying to lessen the noise from the flood
display some decorum, comfortably teach me how to touch 
put my hands on your waist, while you’re kissing my cheek
you asked me stay, won’t see you next week
this side’s looking grey, which is quite unlike me
and you know I won’t stay 
i’m already so weak

plastered (voice memo)

i watched you grow even though i didn't mean to
i thought i was watering you so well
read all the pages burned with self hatred
and saw your petals start to welt

but i'm no father, i'll take the role
take you to places for comfort and growth
some call it girlhood, i won't understand
i'll build up the walls for you
kill anyone who lays a hand on you

dustin vuong

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