LYRICS:

It's a double ended dagger when I'm talking to you
Fucking up is like the only thing we know how to do
Always looking for an exit from the shit we should deal
Push the blade a little deeper just to see if we feel
Started thinkin bout a life without the pain and regret
Wonder how I'd function knowing I'm the only one left
Another chapter of a life that I don't know how to live
I'd stick around if I thought I had some thing else left to give

Why'd you light a match and asked me to put it out?
It's like everything you do I need to figure out
Try to find a resolution that's not in sight
I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite
Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home?
And now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone
It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone
But then again I'm not the one who fuckin broke this

Song
Broke this
Song
Broke this

It's funny how you think the only one with feelings is you
You try to hold me under water so you can't see the truth
I don't react the way you wanted, so you think your in pain
I know your ego's really hungry but I'm over the games
I started thinking if it's me that doesn't know how to love
A life of hurt on top of choices I can't say I'm proud of
Another chapter of a life that I don't know how to live
I'd stick around if I thought I had some thing else left to give

Why'd you light a match and asked me to put it out?
It's like everything you do I need to figure out
Try to find a resolution that's not in sight
I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite
Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home?
And now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone
It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone
But then again I'm not the one who fuckin broke this

Song
Broke this
Song
Broke this

I paralyzed the rest of me ever feeling
Anything, just so I survive (broke this)
A greedy little parasite feeding on the
Hole in my chest to stay alive (broke this)
I can't even try to fake another smile
With you pushing on my face (broke this)
If this is your idea of showing me
Your love then it's time you were erased

Why'd you light a match and asked me to put it out?
It's like everything you do I need to figure out
Try to find a resolution that's not in sight
I used to eat it up but I'm not gonna take a bite
Remember when you'd wait in bed till I made it home?
And now I pray to god that I'm sleeping all alone
It almost hurts to realize that the feelings gone
But then again I'm not the one who fuckin broke this

broke this ( extended version )

In a nutshell, This song is about someone using witchcraft to get revenge on another witch who hurt them


Lyrics:
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It's a joke, you're a fool, for thinking I'm here to play a game
Cause this ain't a movie baby I'm right here
If you think your in shit for trying to stab me in the back
Honey you got so much more you need to fear
All your cards are laid out
I'm ready to read them one by one
And you best believe the shit I pulled is fire
There's a price that you pay for turning a broken heart to stone
This electric hate just shorted out the wire

Now the earth is cracking
The fire erupts
And the waters boiling under me
But the wind is gently holding me to wipe away my tears
And the circle that I've been scared to leaves finally growing so damn big
That I can get to you the way you tried to get to me last night

It's a joke, you're a fool, for thinking I'm here to play a game
Cause this ain't a movie baby I'm right here
There's a price that you pay for turning a broken heart to stone
This electric hate just shorted out the wire

I can't even cry cuz I shut down
It's a nightmare and it came with fire
I can't feel the pain you brought with you
Cuz I broke before we met
And I ain't had the chance to heal till now

Now the earth is cracking
The fire erupts
And the waters boiling under me
But the wind is gently holding me to wipe away my tears
And the circle that I've been scared to leaves finally growing so damn big
That I can get to you the way you tried to get to me last night


Electric Hate / Revenge Spell

This song is from the perspective of me being a supernatural ghost or creature trying to help someone defend themselves 

Walking on Fire variant2 -Draft

This song draft was inspired by 90s horror movies and video games 

KillerBloodyDangerMurder -broken cassette tape draft

This is the first collection of many future song demos and rough drafts that I’ve written over the years. I was waiting till I could re-make them more “professionally” and then just decided that day might never come, so I’m just gonna start putting out all of my old music as it is. And if it gets enough interest, maybe down the road I can remake professional versions. 

This first collection ( Vulgar ) is some of my more Campy Slutty over the top songs with a few serious moments sprinkled in there. 

I'M a FAG -Demo intro

A silly campy slutty song with some light industrial horror 90s vibes

Silly Gay Vulgar Slut -Demo

This song draft started as more of a conversation in my own head about being to weird to make it as an artist

Mind Abuse -rough Draft

This song is for the people that act like they care about you but their actions say otherwise 

Lying -Rough Draft

A song draft I wrote while I was in a slutty supernatural kinda mood, 90s horror vibes mixed with sweaty gay sex vibes, cause why not?

Werewolves -Draft

Another campy slutty song about having sex in front of everyone 

Exhibition -Demo

The Instrumental version of Astra Zero’s EP: Drafts & Demo_s. Vol.001 : VULGAR
Inspired by a mix of Gay Club culture, 90s style industrial music & and horror movies



Preformed by : Astra Zero / Dustin Nicholls
Produced by: Astra Zero / Dustin Nicholls
Artwork by: Astra Zero / Dustin Nicholls

Label: GAY ZOMBIE RECORDS
catalog number: 04

Release Type: EP

I'M a FAG -Demo intro -INSTRUMENTAL

Exhibition -Demo -INSTRUMENTAL

Werewolves -Draft -INSTRUMENTAL

Mind Abuse -rough Draft -INSTRUMENTAL

Lying -Rough Draft -INSTRUMENTAL

KillerBloodyDangerMurder -broken cassette tape draft -INSTRUMENTAL

Silly Gay Vulgar Slut -Demo -INSTRUMENTAL

Walking on Fire variant2 -Draft -INSTRUMENTAL

Alternate version of an older track.

I ended up taking the original version off of streaming when I switched distributors, and now I’m adding this version to streaming. But the original is still up here on bandcamp.

Part of an ongoing collection of old songs that I’m slowly putting out.


— LYRICS —
I'm tasting wasted tears
And the part of me that cared is shutting down

The man that I've become
Is a solid piece of stainless steel and blood

I'm waiting for the blades to hit the floor
Cuz I don't know what it is I’m fighting for

You found me bleeding out
And I guess I thought you'd make the pain be gone
So Imagine my surprise
You’re the one who had me gutted all along

I'm waiting for the blades to hit the floor
Cuz I don't know what it is in fighting for
I'm waiting for the blades to hit the floor
Cuz I don't know what it is in fighting for

WASTED TEARS -variant2

This song was kind a of Frankensteined together from different old recordings that I pitched up and down in different keys and with different effects for my own amusement, which I ended up kinda loving the crazy drastic electronic vocal switches, so I kept it like that, and now that we live in an age where I can finally start cleaning up my old recordings more professionally by myself, I’m so excited for more new music that sounds a touch more “professional“.

As for the song’s meaning, I wrote it a long time ago about an ex boyfriend who liked to make sure I remembered that I will always be a poor trailer trash kid, and that I needed to be more insecure than I already was because I didn’t care enough about being his idea of “cool”

Covered in flies

All For You -Draft

Demon's Out -Draft

Rip It Out -Demo

Pan's Flute -Demo

Down -Demo

Rotten

Blood Moon -Draft

He's a block away and your so afraid, cuz your body isn't ready for this escapade , 
but you need it now , god he's almost here , 
and this mother fuckers ready to relive your fear 

So you dim the lights and you pray to God, 
That he's gonna give it up the way he said he would, 
Glass of whiskeys out just to calm your nerves , 
and a little bit of leather baby never hurts 

••••••••••••••••••••••• 
Even if I wanna stop 
Even if I wanna go 
Even if I never wanna see your face again 
I know 

We ain't never gonna tell 
Fuckin up this room alone 
We tha kinda boys who make the rules up as we go along 

••••••••••••••••••••••• 
You can be my enemy in public 
but right now your mine 
And now we're gonna let out all our anger 
And push the limits 

••••••••••••••••••••••• 
He's a block away and your so afraid, cuz your body isn't ready for this escapade , 
but you need it now , god he's almost here , 
and this mother fuckers ready to relive your fear 

So you dim the lights and you pray to God, 
That he's gonna give it up the way he said he would, 
Glass of whiskeys out just to calm your nerves , 
and a little bit of leather baby never hurts 

••••••••••••••••••••••• 
Even if I wanna stop 
Even if I wanna go 
Even if I never wanna see your face again 
I know 

We ain't never gonna tell 
Fuckin up this room alone 
We tha kinda boys who make the rules up as we go along...

WE MAKE THE RULES - Astra Zero

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