I wish I wasn't late, I recently realized that you had a soundclound account, I follow you since 2023 on spotify, and when I saw that you had a soundclound account I wanted to put a flattering comment, YOU ARE AMAZING, my most painful nights were spent with some of your songs, please, don't give up, genuinely whether you are a man or a woman, I honestly don't care, I love you, even if you don't believe it, you helped me to let off steam, just know that there is a fan that has you in some part of his heart, I just wanted to thank you for everything, it is the least I can do 🖤

The Essence of All Things

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

im still here your dying chaos

burden

heart collapse

hardly 

rmx : https://soundcloud.com/dssctveself/imdisgusting?si=9d0d365c267443649dbcceeee8be2715&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

imdisgusting : refuck

i wanted to post something, i havent posted in a while.., but im still making stuff.
hardly anything worth listening to unfortunately.. mostly short basic beats, melodies or shitposts. my last ep i made after feeling really suicidal and it almost feels like it drained my "creative energy," whatever that means. i wanted to make something before i decided to leave, but im still here. things are comparatively brighter now, but lonely.. as always..

its hard to make music, but that's not music's fault, doing anything is difficult for me.. its been difficult finding a reason to get out of bed for years now, and it's only been getting harder. only times i can get out of bed or do anything without wanting to quit 20 minutes in is when i take adderall LOL!

im unsure why i feel compelled to write this.. truly self pitiful behavior

self isolating because i hate everyone and myself

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