LYRICS¬

I don't really wanna explain
got a lot on my chest that im struggling to relay
so i keep it hush for your sake
nobody ever listened in the first place
i could cry my heart out on a track and you’d forget it in like 4 days 
If you listened to my lyrics then you’d never be surprised that im not okay
no you’d never be surprised that im not okay
Woah,
lemme it slow down for a minute
i been fighting, im abouta reach my limit
Need pills with the potent stuff in it
cross out my own name off the hitlist
Uh 
and its non of your business
Who called it
But its obvious…
…oh its obvious

i could fight the demons, exorcise the monsters
but i could never save me from myself
tell me it gets better when I’m older
but you could never feel the pain i felt
I cant tell you how to make it better,
but i can understand you, if it helps
at least you know now, that were here together
trapped for, an eternity in hell

and oftentimes the thought of something’s
way more daunting than the fucking process
Panic causes me to digress and i push shit to the side when i should progress
and its holding me back
And i cant accept the facts
but it
Its fine
I
Ill make it 
this time

(I could never 
I could
I could never save me from myself
My hearts broken, 
i fall apart
all, the words i left
Unspoken)

helpless case
dont give me hope baby i know that you’re not here to stay
I know you’ll leave one day
Like everything ive ever loved you’ll slowly fade away
fade away

i could fight the demons, exorcise the monsters
but i could never save me from myself
tell me it gets better when I’m older
but you could never feel the pain i felt
I cant, tell you, how to, make it better,
but i can,understand you, if it helps
at least you know now, that were here together
trapped for, an eternity in hell

save me from myself (idealism)

wasting time until i can leave this place

Just a heart broken kid trying to live in this mess of a world

@4EVER-Collective
FTB
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The uncut king🤘🏻

 
 PSA: All recoded on my iPhone 
 (Independent Artist)

save me from myself (idealism)

dxnny