APOTEMNOPHILIA

DXRKOSDEAD VOL. 3 (2022-2023)

DXRKOSDEAD VOL. 4 (2024)

plebeian - divinity (demo)

plebeian - holy psychosis

nightmare disorder

what's it like to bleed?

It's hard to say, talk about
And so I confess today 
Talk about my eyes again 
The eyes that kill my head 

Take a rest again 
Eyes shooting from my head 
Take a rest, hold your tongue 
Eyes shooting from my head 

Take me 
I can't see 
Dancing on my grave 
Surgery 
I can't, I can't love again 
Take me 
I can't see
Dancing on my grave 
Surgery 
I can't, I can't love again

LOVE ME

Can't see what you want 
But you don't matter to me 
I still can't see my face 
I'm guilty, not again 

Fall again 
It's suicide 
What's it like to die again?
It's suicide
What's it like to die?

You can't see what's in my head 
You don't matter to me anyway
You can't see what's in my head 
You don't matter to me anyway

I can't stand what's around my body 
You're so, "Why can't I die?"
I feel silence around my body 
You're so, "Why can't I die?"

What'd you say?
Hurts again? 
Sorry I broke you
Born again

YOU DON'T MATTER TO ME

sacrifice

I feel frozen
But you can't take it off of your face
I feel sorrow 
Now take it off nice and slow 

Upon the shadow 
Or silence I rather stay
Upon the shadow 
Or silence I rather stay

I take you in
I take you out
But I can't put you down 
I don't know who you told 
That I'm so fucking cold

Upon the shadow 
Or silence I rather stay
Upon the shadow 
Or silence I rather stay

FROZEN

no more

jealous

emotional

falling

curse me

im okay

PAIN KILLER

EASY

ugly (apotemnophilia throwaway)

all for you i'd die

i can barely move

paranoid

more than me

vertiginous

aseity

I HATE YOU

AGAINST THE SUN

RIP IT FROM MY FACE

okay?

AUTOPHAGIA

HOPELESS (FEAT. SERAMONIES)

16010914

save me from myself

panpsychism

solipsism

syllogism

qualia

tautology

nihilism

cotard's syndrome

plebeian - crucifixion

plebeian - eucharist

plebeian - voices//memories

plebeian - catatonia

Turn your back on me
Can you hear me now?
Turn your back on me
I'm still ignored

Baptize me in sin 
Blood soaked sacrament
Baptize me again 
Pass me the knife
Baptize me in sin 
Blood soaked sacrament

Watch me while I burn
Change my life again
Why can't I live?
Why can't I burn?
Dear god, change my life again

plebeian - baptism

You cut me down, left me to die
It's not my fault, just your own 
Suffering, I hate you
Suffering, I hate you

Son, look me in the eye
It hurts to love you too
I hold back because I can't love you too
Look me in the eye
It hurts to love you too
I hold back because I can't love you too

plebeian - epiclesis

You're dead, yet again
Hold me, never let me go
Son of a working man, hold your tongue
I've come undone
I'm cutting through
Your head, covered in silt, yet so close

Something caught in my throat
I can't know
Somebody, please help me
I can't know

I dream from above
It's something you won't understand
I’m heaven above
Please, somebody else, just so you won't take me
Death from above
I've come undone
It's all for you

Oh, I've come undone
Your hand, caught on my throat
Your head, covered in silt
I can't know
Something caught in my throat
I can't know
You're dead
I can't know
You're dead

I dream from above
It's something you won't understand
I’m heaven above
Please, somebody else, just so you won't take me
Death from above
I've come undone
It's all for you

And I can't die
Something stuck in my head
Just look at you
Suffer once again
Something caught in my throat
Something I can't show
Someone touch my face just so I feel loved

plebeian - tabernacle

Paranoid, but so are you
And I fear what's in my head 
I don't know who I am
And I fear what's in my head 

And I, I lie below because I fear I'm never enough 
And I, I lie below because I fear I'm never enough

Paranoid, it's who I am
And I fear what's in my head 
Paranoid, it's who I am
And I fear what's in my head 

And I, I lie below because I fear I'm never enough 
And I, I lie below because I fear I'm never enough

plebeian - paranoia

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