- and i think

Proof

https://youtu.be/xRJpWajYiPA?si=p9FAz-3Xq-eRJkFy

wait

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/geness/pardon-me
the message of this song was written years ago and i no longer feel this way. happy birthday me.

Pardon me
I've just been feeling quite lonely
All of these strangers that know me
Don't really see what's behind my screen
I'm sorry
For calling
And texting early in the morning
Each time I feel it it's foreign
Grinding the tip of my teeth while I sleep
It taunts me
Commonly
I miss the time I was calmer
I miss the time of no trauma (uh)
Lately, just a coward
All the sweet things have turned sour
Feel like I lost all my power
Wasted my time by the hour
Know I can't turn back the clock now

Home is where all of my problems meet
I feel the peace when my palms meet
I do this shit on the daily
I do this shit till my palms bleed
So why the fuck people don't pay me huh
I've worked my ass on this long enough
Years passing by
I'm still feeling stuck
Years passing by
I'm still feeling (ugh)
I'm out of luck
I'm out of love
I'm out of money
I need that shit up
I need a job
I need a hug
I need whatever to make me budge
Why am I always so cumbersome
Why does the cat always catch my tongue
Why do I miss out on all the fun
Why does it seem like I'm
(Uh)

Pardon me
I've just been feeling quite lonely
All of these strangers that know me
Don't really see what's behind my screen
I'm sorry
For calling
And texting early in the morning
Each time I feel it it's foreign
Grinding the tip of my teeth while I sleep
It taunts me
Commonly
I miss the time I was calmer
I miss the time of no trauma (uh)
Lately, just a coward
All the sweet things have turned sour
Feel like I lost all my power
Wasted my time by the hour
Know I can't turn back the clock now

Apologies if I'm ranting
I'm just tryna be candid
living never stays apparent
I'm always going on a tangent
Management
Yeah that's what I need
Handle it is what they say to me
Cancelling plans and therapies
Adamant but unconsciously
All on me
All of me
Just put the blame on all of me
No need to tell me more than once
My two ears heard more than once
Tell me how to right my wrongs
Tell me how to right my wrongs
Just tell me how to right my wrongs
Tell me (uh)

Pardon me
Can I vent
Sorry for stealing attention again
Pardon me
Can I vent
Sorry for stealing attention again
Pardon me
Can I vent
Sorry for stealing attention again
Pardon me
Can I vent
Sorry for stealing attention again
Pardon me
Can I vent
Sorry for stealing attention again
Pardon me
Can I vent
(Sorry for stealing attention again)
(Pardon me)
(Yuh)
(Sorry for stealing attention)

flow state

Dougy

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