disgraceful 「tenoji」

my heart

prod @ne0hn
@glassxhotel

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my fears r gettin older
new me is getting colder
why cant i face my feelings
gotta fix myself

i wish i could be like you
all the things that we could do
to you it doesnt matter
im done my life is shattered


you cant say sorry like i do
i cant be honest like u do
i always end up like this
i know it was something special
im always blamed for something
u could have done it better

doesnt matter (neohn)

@lazydoll
@y4ndere

[@angelicxmei]
it is so cold yeah
pass me the sweater
my heart is frozen
burn the loveletter
im stuck here always
is it for something?
u were my fever
my heart is frozeennn
my wings wont stay forever
but ill do my best ill be better
feelings wont last forever
nothing matters at the end

[@lazydoll]
i saw you fall out
i don't even understand
make me sad,
make me mad,
make me feel alright?
hold my hands and go far away together
frozen my heart
君が見えないや
そばに居たって変わらない
でも君が居ないと意味がない
i promised in that cold night

[@angelicxmei]
closer, the things
i havent told her
its okay
i been working 
for nothing

frozen w/ lazydoll (yandere)

my part edit&mix:@lazydoll
songs mix&master:@0arid
prod:glaciar+heiho

Spotify link

4121 https://open.spotify.com/track/6GfsT9Jn3pd1M2ZqHbiWq9

tysm all my friends

[intro:angelicxmei]
and as the rain keeps falling to the ground
i know,
i would never let you fall
open up, all the way
inside your heart
dont wanna let it waste
i know that we the best

[hook:ididntcry]
届かなくたって 僕は手を伸ばして
(綻びは)綻びのまま 
僕は駆け抜けてく
雨が止んだって 火照りが取れずに
まだ願ってる 青い空の下

(I will reach out, even if I can't reach you
A tear is still a tear I run through
the rain may stop, but it won't take away the fire
I still hope, under the blue sky)

[verse1:tjweaver]
it's so scary in my mind
i shut my eyes so much i think i'm going blind
don't stop calling out i promise that i'm listening
sometimes it hurts so much but still i don't wanna die
i don't think you know how much i fight
i could be an angel with no wings but i'll still fly
i made a promise to myself i'll touch the sky
i'll take a piece of it i'll hold onto it tight

[verse2:arid]
i tried to find myself
i know im still doin well
u told me rot in hell
theres many things i wont tell
like what were meant to be
what we were meant to see
i know u wasted our love
u drained it all from me

[verse3:crescent]
distoreded emotions 
i throw them in the ocean
i put it in my own hands
i crush a wall so i build something
deep lies big blue sky
i cant go back anytime
3rd eye watching now
number 9 is on me now
3rd eye watching now
3rd eye watching now
number 9 is on me now
number 9 is on me now

[hook:ididntcry]
届かなくたって 僕は手を伸ばして
(綻びは)綻びのまま 
僕は駆け抜けてく
雨が止んだって 火照りが取れずに
まだ願ってる 青い空の下

(I will reach out, even if I can't reach you
A tear is still a tear I run through
the rain may stop, but it won't take away the fire
I still hope, under the blue sky)

rainfall cypher ++angelicxmei,tjweaver,arid&crescent[glaciar+heiho]

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♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT://
back once again^^
trying a new sound dis time,, hope u like it :3..

[ everything by me @minteaness ]

p.s.
ib: @brakence

((lyrics))
call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im fa-

and everyday is mess,,
feelin' anxious
got the butterflies in my stomach..
and the fact tht u been distant
i wonder where i went wrong
can u tell me the problem..
we'll fix it 2gthr
pls dont tear urself apart..
i'll find the pieces
and put u right back
then you'll nvr be alone again..

a lifetime of regrets is not enough
to tell u how im sry for turning out this way..
lord knows how much i tried to die
but it never works out
cuz ur always on my mind..

so call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im falling apart..

its so cold..
its so cold no..
its so cold
its so cold no..
on my own..
on my own now..
im so cold on my own no..

its so cold no..
on my own now
everytime i try to hide
you pull me back out..
imma blackout
chip in everything i got
cnt look back now..

i jus cant get the words out of my mouth..
and all the times i speak my mind, 
it just always goes south..
no im not proud..
ima pop a bottle
to keep my thoughts from getting too loud
day in day out
my mind corrupts me..
i cnt keep up w this shit..
ur face in my dreams
ik its not real
ik its not real..

so everyday i wake up to the same shit..
go to school from 9 to 5
i cnt take this..
i feel so trapped in my mind
cant tell who i am
but the sound of ur voice is the only thing that resonates with me
in my head,,
coalesced
my emotions' been repressed

i need u here,
ur the light in dark
help me fight off all my fears..

so call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im falling apart..

im falling apaaaaaart~!!!!
*lets feelings out*

blackout*

i do it all for my brothers
do it all for my mother
i do it for proof before the heavens start callling
i do it for you, shawty you're just like no other
i want to see you again, if not this life then another (x2)

Tell me, are you ready?
Fall in love and suffer
My hearts way too heavy
Can you feel the burden?

Read you like I’m Levy
Why am I never learning?
Heal you like I’m Wendy
everytime you’re hurting

Tell me that you need me
Tell me with your eyes
It’s real because we’re bleeding
Real because we’re alive
Staring at the ceiling
こころこわすない
まじで this feeling
Takes me to the sky

今は泣かないで
未だ鮮明で
取り残されたわたしは
なにもできないただ今は
自信を持てるようにおんがくをつくってる
歌ってる

願うの毎朝
明日は来ないなら
もうあんなことしなきゃ良かったなんて
願って憂いな運命なら
本当の強さは何処にあるんだ

僕らはまだいっしょに
離れないで居たいのに
左側がいたいの
何処にもいかないで

離れないで
まだここにいて
手を預けて
感じてみて
目の前には
はじめようか、もう一回

existence ft utumiyqcom (star607)

spotify

silence

breaking apart +luckymelo, angelicxmei (lil biscuit)

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prod @miraie + @jichuuu
w/ @miraie

spotify;https://open.spotify.com/intl-ja/track/11cXRFJeVIzyWStZB5a0Mn?si=da75cd16994b418a&nd=1

(っ - )ᐝ
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[utumiyqcom]
吐いて捨てるように
Hi, would you like a もういい
知らないなにかその先は
For limit 先延ばして
朝までおやすみ
まちがい探し途方に
未来この先何処に？
答えるよ正解「わかんないよ」
痛みを抱えて生きていくの

[miraie]
最後までお付き合い　ありがとう
I'll make sure that I catch you if you're falling
この瞬間 I just want to stay by your side
将来のことは将来で考えて
「もう俺の事嫌いになった？」
「もうさっさと消えていく」
All these words hurt me but you didn't know
All you care was yourself and nobody else, no

[utumiyqcom + miraie]
君といると
弱い自分が好きになれる
忘れないで、この痛み
I live my life for you, and I bleed myself to nothing

[utumiyqcom + miraie]
うまく話せないから
心の声で歌おう、だから
日々思うまま歌った、だから
心が壊れて、強さを飼った

[miraie]
一人きりで闇雲に
彷徨う夜に、答えが欲しい
見えない何かに阻まれて
教えて、どうすればいいんだろう

[utumiyqcom + miraie]
吐いて捨てるように
Hi, would you like a もういい
知らないなにかその先は
Go limit なんてない
朝まで眠らないのだから　
まちがいばかりどの道
未来この先何処に？
探していこうよ正解を
2人手を繋いでいこうこのまま

悶えた想いは十分よ
救ってくれたあなたに「ありがとう」

heartfelt w/ miraie (prod.miraie + jichu)

faces places【ididntcry dylqn angelicxmei noah】

#antidotexe

ig @ 1dy.lqn
pfp by @ 1shim4

silence

dylann

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