I love that you turn your trauma into art fr inspiring

the amount of times I’ve listened to the last 20 seconds of this

This is genuinely beautiful. Never misses no matter the type of song fr. REPEAT

"I pay all the bills you're to young to be hurting" 🥲

why does nobody talk about this holy shit

Walking Intrusive Thought (XIO)

SLAGALICIOUS

Pink Ice Dildo

LYRICS
yo
I think there’s something seriously wrong with me (LIKE SERIOUSLY WRONG) and I can’t tell you

Like I have these thoughts about getting raped by my ugly P.E teacher like this is a hentai plot
I DONT WANNA THINK OF THIS SHIT
Fucking Ugly bastard

AHHHH


Blood and guts on the floor
Burn your hand on the stove
Do it or your family dies
or slit your wrist about 10 times 

Repetitive activity
Make these thoughts leave me be
I don’t have a moral compass
Nor do I trust my better judgement

I really need a therapist 
My brain needs some special assist
I see myself awaiting trial
because I’m bound to be a pedophile

No I’m not a pedophile
I would never touch a child
These thoughts are sick and immoral 
Give my boyfriends dad some oral

I’m a good person I swear on it
I would never do this shit
Rituals will stop the bad thoughts
Cut my boyfriends penis head off

My therapist sent me away
Away to Guantanamo Bay
She said I’m totally insane
SHE SAID IM TOTALLY INSANE

Oh oh oh oh

What is going on in my brain


What the fuck is wrong with her
Why can’t no one understand
YOURE A FUCKING RAPIST
I can’t control what’s in my fucking head

OH STEPBROTHER
I’m a victim of my own fucking mind
YOU WANT TO MURDER AND KILL A PREGNANT LADY
I feel like I’m fucking trapped inside
I FEEL LIKE MY FUCKING BRAIN IS RAPING ME 

( oh oh oh oh oh! )
(SHE SAID IM TOTALLY INSANE)

Verse 2

to stop this hell I must create
An inner world I can escape
It’s in my mind and it will take me
to a place that’s nice and safe

Me and my man are on a date
We went to a breakfast cafe 
Then suddenly i start to think
What if I just piss in his face

No that is not the goddamn plot (yes it is)
Why can’t my mind stay on the plot (because you like it)
I’m trying to erase this part
STOP REPLAYING THIS FUCKING PART

I tired of this fucking game (I bet you are)
My mind keeps forcing me to play (don’t put this on me?)
I need to be sent far away (you really do)
Away to guatanemo bay

Because these thoughts won’t go away 
No matter what I do or say

WHAT IS GOING IN MY BRAIN??

It’s literally the end of this song
yeah no shit Sherlock 
Could I possibly be gay
And I have yet to understand what’s wrong
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
I open the diagnosis papers from my doctor and see
That I definitely have OCD
I thought that was a fucking cleaning disorder

OBSESSIVE CUMPULSIVE DISORDER

LYRICS 

Just turned an adult yesterday 
Now I legally can hit my vape
Got nic addiction from my mama
It’s all cause I got generational trauma

my relationships they all end bad
And it’s a big ol thanks to my dad
Life can’t be filled unless there’s drama
So I sleep with men older than Obama 

Stuck in a loop I can’t escape
My inner child has packaged rage
Turned spiritual to heal my pain
Burned all my worries with lots of sage

Growing up I felt like a burden
“I pay all the bills you’re too young to be hurting”
My grandma gave my mom the pain
Now I pass it to my child’s name 

Ohhhhh ohhhh ahhh
Oh ohhhhh woaahhh ohhh ohh

Sometimes when I stay up late
I think “why can’t I run away”
Just pack my bags and not look back
And tell my mom to kiss my ass

But I’m just gonna keep it frank
I don’t know what steps to take
Because living now in this economy 
You’re lucky to be stuck with family 

“It hurts me more than you”
You hear those words you know you’re screwed
All cause you didn’t fix your grades 
Now asking for help gives you shame

But I know that once I leave
I’ll hear “who’s gonna take care of me”
It’s not easy to go no contact
Cause leaving here has vital impact

Ohhhhh ohhhh ahhh
Oh ohhhhh woaahhh ohhh ohh

Generational Trauma

hypersexuality 

Xio: GIRL… I just fucked someone’s dad bro

Girl1: HUH? Xio it’s fucking 3 o clock in the morning and you have dick in your mouth like it’s a pacifier already?

Xio: Alright not too much now

Girl1: bitch you have a real fucking problem and I know you didn’t wear a condom so you better get tested you fucking whore 

Let’s cut the formalities
I need some dick to help me sleep
Ignore my compulsivity
I need some dick inside of me

I hit my world record this week
I got no dick for like 3 weeks
Now I just lied it was 3 days
only happy when I get laid

I fucked my boyfriend then his dad
I feel no guilt nor am I sad
Just as long as I get my nut
Wait don’t put that shit in my butt (OW what the FUCK)

I eat big dick when I am sad
My problems come right from my dad
My mother thinks that I’m a whore 
Now I fuck dick until I’m sore 

I feel no control over myself
But I control how much dick I put in my mouth

HAHAHA
I just love this much male attention
Basing my self worth on how much dick I can bring in, 
I mean it’s only a problem if i don’t wear a condom

I don’t need green eggs and ham
No you can’t stay for breakfast
I have no real need for men
Unless it’s what’s in his pants

Some people think this is sad
But again blame my dad
Sleeping with men twice my age
Isn’t the smartest okay?


But he has money and I plan to marry rich anyways (doesn’t really matter)

Excuse me sir I must confess
This is something I should address
I told you I was a virgin
But I lied and found your address

You have a secret wife and kids
I hate when niggas keep this
How do I find myself in this
Fucked up situationship

HYPERSEXUALITY AND DILFS (PROD. ROSEWTR)

Lyrics

OH MY GOD CAN WE SHUT THIS COUNTRY SHIT THE FUCK UP?

Ok that better now hehe

What the fuck
Look at that skinny slut over there
She’s reeking of heroin and it’s making me stare
She’s shooting up that needle in her veins
Let’s take her out of her misery and blow out her brain


So I’m now in the kitchen
Doing the dishes
I’m taking too damn long so
My mom gives me a whipping

My daddy walks in while I’m laying it down
But he don’t exist
Cause he left town

Dumb bitches

Now I’m going to the store
To get a vape
And as I’m trying to enter
This niggas in my way
I told him to move
Cause I know he want play
Since he didn’t listen I shot in the face
(Shoot)
Yeah uh huh time to get my vape
Yeah uh huh what what okay

I’ve always been told to date men my age
But look how I turned out, crazed and deranged (AND RICH)

So cmon follow me
You’ll learn how to make a dime
But if you’re gonna whine
Bitch I’ll break your spine (bitch)

Yeah uh huh, what, okay
We are finna pimp yo ass today
Better give me money or I’ll shoot you in the face 

Yeah uh huh yeah im vicious 
I’m finna be rich because I prostitute bitches

HOEDOWN (MILLIONAIRES COVER)

impolish syngene (prod. glistn)

You know that I can’t stay you’re just gonna hold on to the hope that we’ll be something one day

I know that I shouldn’t play with your feelings but i,l just want to be desired and pretty

Oh… I’m never gonna love you the way you need me to 
Until you’re gone I’ll never love you 
It’s true I can’t need you until you stop needing me 

You know that I can’t stay you’re just gonna hold on to the hope that we’ll be something one day

I know that I shouldn’t play with your feelings but i just want to be desired and pretty

NARC SUPPLY

Big Boobs and Fat Cock

HAPPYCORELUXXX

Ur Dad

LYRICS 

Got this nigga that’s in my DMs
He’s saying that he really wanna be my man
I swiped up on his page cause he said he a trick 
And immediately he said that he was on no bullshit
Then I said okay
And he was like 
“I don’t play games, I’m a broken man I don’t wanna get my heart played”
“You’re not like my ex you’re so chill and different”
Then I blocked his ass cause I don’t got time  to sit here and listen
Listen
I own more niggas than slave masters
And niggas wanna eat this pussy like its chicken al pastor 
Or pastor idk im American
He eating my clit like he a barbarian
Then I fucked his sister cause she is a lesbian 
then I fucked his mother cause she is a lesbian
Rode that strap so hard you call me an equestrian girl
(MY LITTLE PONYYY)

YOU GOTTA TELL THESE LIL NIGGAS LIKE
neva gonna get it never getting it from me
YOU GOTTA TELL THESE LIL NIGGAS LIKE
neva gonna get it never getting it from me
(RIGHT, RIGHT,YOU GOTTA MAKE IT RIGHT OR YOU BE A SECOND WIFE)

Cant date no man if he’s 5”4
Or a Gemini, cause that nigga a whore
I know that seems extreme and a bit too far
But the only nigga I’d let hit like that is Kendrick lamar
yeah I admit, I’d fuck kdot 
I need my man with hair like Marley, no bob
Yeah I’m doing hair cause it pays a lot
I’m on the hunt for a nigga with dreadlocks
a nigga with dreadlocks
a nigga with dreadlocks
A-a-uh-uh wait stop the beat
HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID TO NOT KNOW HIS DICK BELONGS TO THE COMMUNITY 

I called that nigga to my house
Cause I had a plan
And he was feening for this pussy to my house he ran
I told him I could be the side and 5”3 is my height 
You wanna break from your bitch
I’m giving free retwists
I’m giving free retwists
I’m giving free retwists

And now I’m washing his hair
But he don’t know I put nair 
And now I’m washing his hair
But he don’t know I put nair 
He don’t know I put nair in his hair
HAHAHAHAHA

THE COSMETOLOGIST (prod. grady paul)

I’m running out of ideas
And I will go to North Korea
But I’m, I’m pretty sure that illegal
I’ll take a sounding rod and stick it right up his peehole 

I’m running out of ideas
And I will go to North Korea
But I’m, I’m pretty sure that illegal
I’ll take a sounding rod and stick it right up his peehole 

I’ll hypnotize my audience
With bullshit they don’t make no sense
Ill stimulate their dopamine cause they all have adhd
They are all high so they don’t mind
Plus I have a big black behind
I’m turning all their brain to rot
cause this damn song has no plot

They’ll probably defend me
Saying this song has meaning
And they are wrong, because I am
Doing this shit cause I can
They all love me cause I am a distraction
From everything that is going to happen

Oh, the world is going to end
So let’s not pretend
We don’t know what’s going on
Stop listening to this song 

Oh, the world is going to end
So let’s not pretend
We don’t know what’s going on
(You get back to distracting the audience hoe)
Stop listening to this song 

I’m running out of ideas
And I will go to North Korea
And I’m, I’m pretty sure that illegal
I’ll take a sounding rod and stick it right up his peehole

BRAINROT

Here I am single again, it’s for actually for real this time
I was about to go commit a crime
 then some guy tells me 
“ohhh you so fineee, i wanna take you out take care of you”
Then I say “oh really boo? You wanna prove your love” he’s like “fuck yeah”
I say
“Well it’s your lucky day cause we’re gonna kill my ex today”
“Wait..wait what did you say?…”
“I said we’re gonna kill my ex today”
“Oh hell nah I gotta get away”
“I got cyanide and laced cocaine”
“Gotta runaway, this bitch 8: insane”
You wanna get with with me well here’s the way, we’re gonna kill my ex today
“I said we’re gonna kill my ex today”
“What… GOD FUCK, no way”
“I said we’re gonna kill my ex today”
“I gotta get away I gotta escape”

Well that guy just ran away
Whatever he a whole bitch anyways
Now I can focus on my plan
To commit homocide on a man
Maybe I should just see a shrink
But nah i act before I think
Look i am not a psychopath
Just want that nigga to feel my wraith
Or maybe I should just move on
But I can’t unless he’s gone
Oh I know I just call up John
Cause he’ll just get the job done
But then he’s gonna wanna fuck
Man planning a homicide kinda sucks
I guess I’ll take this coke and this crack
And lie and say I want him back cause

I’m gonna kill my ex today
“Hey big head I miss you baee”
I-I-I’m gonna kill my ex today
“Xio what do you want, it’s fucking late”
Said im gonna kill my ex today
“Come on now bae I wanna play”
I-I-I’m gonna kill my ex today
“Ur blocked I don’t have time for games”
Said gonna kill my ex today
“Come on now don’t be this way”
I-I- im gonna kill my ex today
“Fine I’ll be over in 8”
Cause I’m gonna kill my ex today
Just like I planned this is gonna be great
He think he’s gonna get some play
But I’m gonna kill my ex today 

Alright okay okay
I’m gonna kill this bitch nigga today 

Alright okay okay, 
gonna put this cyanide in his drank his drank 

Now he is inside my house and we skip the words takes off my blouse

And now he’s sucking on my tits then he pulls back says “WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS”

I say “black tar heroin!!” 

“FUCKING BLACK TAR HEROI—AHH”

“Shhh shh” I say as i shove a needle in his neck
 
A needle that is full of fent 
The needle w-was full of fent
I put the fent inside his neck
And now this my ex is fucken dead

I put the fent inside his neck
(That nigga dead)

I put the fent inside his neck
(That nigga dead)

I put the fent inside i-i put the fent inside his neck
(That nigga dead)

Cause I just killed my ex today
Haha bitch got nun to say?

Yeah I just killed my ex today
“Hey siri how do you dig a grave?”

I-I just killed my ex today
“Okay how am I gonna get away?..”
And now the police are on their way cause I just killed my ex today.

[To be continued…]

GKMET (prod. Luveril)

red light green light something doesn't feel right 5x
you can change the mood right 
there's nothing to prove right
left to right I right my wrongs 
i might loose sight hope you can guide me home 
I'm a walking contradiction wishing love and prosperity 
push me to the edge shawty theres no sparing me
she thinks that she's candy so I'm calling her my sour patch
I can't get enough of that oh my God panic attack
I can't say I love you yet I feel like that is sabotage 
I hope that you're feeling me and this is not a damn mirage
fuck niggas gone camouflage 
we'll cancel out their facade
I ain't saying I live forever but with you I'm feeling better 
dance for me baby we could dance in the moonlight
I don't care for others but for you I might just give my life
I know that don't sound right 2x
something doesn't sound right.
i just hope that I'm alright.
red light green light something doesn't feel right 5x
you can change the mood right 
there's nothing to prove right
red light green light something doesn't feel right 2x

TrapAk4ri - paradox (prod Kittyflower x t57t57)

Big Juicy

Big Juicy - Ayesha Erotica

IM BARELY HERE AT ALL 😭
still gay
I got banned from roblox.. (i lied i have an alt)

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