there’s no love here, i’m just saying

Walking Intrusive Thought (XIO)

Pink Ice Dildo

LYRICS
yo
I think there’s something seriously wrong with me (LIKE SERIOUSLY WRONG) and I can’t tell you

Like I have these thoughts about getting raped by my ugly P.E teacher like this is a hentai plot
I DONT WANNA THINK OF THIS SHIT
Fucking Ugly bastard

AHHHH


Blood and guts on the floor
Burn your hand on the stove
Do it or your family dies
or slit your wrist about 10 times 

Repetitive activity
Make these thoughts leave me be
I don’t have a moral compass
Nor do I trust my better judgement

I really need a therapist 
My brain needs some special assist
I see myself awaiting trial
because I’m bound to be a pedophile

No I’m not a pedophile
I would never touch a child
These thoughts are sick and immoral 
Give my boyfriends dad some oral

I’m a good person I swear on it
I would never do this shit
Rituals will stop the bad thoughts
Cut my boyfriends penis head off

My therapist sent me away
Away to Guantanamo Bay
She said I’m totally insane
SHE SAID IM TOTALLY INSANE

Oh oh oh oh

What is going on in my brain


What the fuck is wrong with her
Why can’t no one understand
YOURE A FUCKING RAPIST
I can’t control what’s in my fucking head

OH STEPBROTHER
I’m a victim of my own fucking mind
YOU WANT TO MURDER AND KILL A PREGNANT LADY
I feel like I’m fucking trapped inside
I FEEL LIKE MY FUCKING BRAIN IS RAPING ME 

( oh oh oh oh oh! )
(SHE SAID IM TOTALLY INSANE)

Verse 2

to stop this hell I must create
An inner world I can escape
It’s in my mind and it will take me
to a place that’s nice and safe

Me and my man are on a date
We went to a breakfast cafe 
Then suddenly i start to think
What if I just piss in his face

No that is not the goddamn plot (yes it is)
Why can’t my mind stay on the plot (because you like it)
I’m trying to erase this part
STOP REPLAYING THIS FUCKING PART

I tired of this fucking game (I bet you are)
My mind keeps forcing me to play (don’t put this on me?)
I need to be sent far away (you really do)
Away to guatanemo bay

Because these thoughts won’t go away 
No matter what I do or say

WHAT IS GOING IN MY BRAIN??

It’s literally the end of this song
yeah no shit Sherlock 
Could I possibly be gay
And I have yet to understand what’s wrong
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
I open the diagnosis papers from my doctor and see
That I definitely have OCD
I thought that was a fucking cleaning disorder

OBSESSIVE CUMPULSIVE DISORDER

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LYRICS 

Just turned an adult yesterday 
Now I legally can hit my vape
Got nic addiction from my mama
It’s all cause I got generational trauma

my relationships they all end bad
And it’s a big ol thanks to my dad
Life can’t be filled unless there’s drama
So I sleep with men older than Obama 

Stuck in a loop I can’t escape
My inner child has packaged rage
Turned spiritual to heal my pain
Burned all my worries with lots of sage

Growing up I felt like a burden
“I pay all the bills you’re too young to be hurting”
My grandma gave my mom the pain
Now I pass it to my child’s name 

Ohhhhh ohhhh ahhh
Oh ohhhhh woaahhh ohhh ohh

Sometimes when I stay up late
I think “why can’t I run away”
Just pack my bags and not look back
And tell my mom to kiss my ass

But I’m just gonna keep it frank
I don’t know what steps to take
Because living now in this economy 
You’re lucky to be stuck with family 

“It hurts me more than you”
You hear those words you know you’re screwed
All cause you didn’t fix your grades 
Now asking for help gives you shame

But I know that once I leave
I’ll hear “who’s gonna take care of me”
It’s not easy to go no contact
Cause leaving here has vital impact

Ohhhhh ohhhh ahhh
Oh ohhhhh woaahhh ohhh ohh

Generational Trauma

hypersexuality 

Xio: GIRL… I just fucked someone’s dad bro

Girl1: HUH? Xio it’s fucking 3 o clock in the morning and you have dick in your mouth like it’s a pacifier already?

Xio: Alright not too much now

Girl1: bitch you have a real fucking problem and I know you didn’t wear a condom so you better get tested you fucking whore 

Let’s cut the formalities
I need some dick to help me sleep
Ignore my compulsivity
I need some dick inside of me

I hit my world record this week
I got no dick for like 3 weeks
Now I just lied it was 3 days
only happy when I get laid

I fucked my boyfriend then his dad
I feel no guilt nor am I sad
Just as long as I get my nut
Wait don’t put that shit in my butt (OW what the FUCK)

I eat big dick when I am sad
My problems come right from my dad
My mother thinks that I’m a whore 
Now I fuck dick until I’m sore 

I feel no control over myself
But I control how much dick I put in my mouth

HAHAHA
I just love this much male attention
Basing my self worth on how much dick I can bring in, 
I mean it’s only a problem if i don’t wear a condom

I don’t need green eggs and ham
No you can’t stay for breakfast
I have no real need for men
Unless it’s what’s in his pants

Some people think this is sad
But again blame my dad
Sleeping with men twice my age
Isn’t the smartest okay?


But he has money and I plan to marry rich anyways (doesn’t really matter)

Excuse me sir I must confess
This is something I should address
I told you I was a virgin
But I lied and found your address

You have a secret wife and kids
I hate when niggas keep this
How do I find myself in this
Fucked up situationship

HYPERSEXUALITY AND DILFS (PROD. ROSEWTR)

Lyrics

OH MY GOD CAN WE SHUT THIS COUNTRY SHIT THE FUCK UP?

Ok that better now hehe

What the fuck
Look at that skinny slut over there
She’s reeking of heroin and it’s making me stare
She’s shooting up that needle in her veins
Let’s take her out of her misery and blow out her brain


So I’m now in the kitchen
Doing the dishes
I’m taking too damn long so
My mom gives me a whipping

My daddy walks in while I’m laying it down
But he don’t exist
Cause he left town

Dumb bitches

Now I’m going to the store
To get a vape
And as I’m trying to enter
This niggas in my way
I told him to move
Cause I know he want play
Since he didn’t listen I shot in the face
(Shoot)
Yeah uh huh time to get my vape
Yeah uh huh what what okay

I’ve always been told to date men my age
But look how I turned out, crazed and deranged (AND RICH)

So cmon follow me
You’ll learn how to make a dime
But if you’re gonna whine
Bitch I’ll break your spine (bitch)

Yeah uh huh, what, okay
We are finna pimp yo ass today
Better give me money or I’ll shoot you in the face 

Yeah uh huh yeah im vicious 
I’m finna be rich because I prostitute bitches

HOEDOWN (MILLIONAIRES COVER)

impolish syngene (prod. glistn)

Big Boobs and Fat Cock

What’s my name? 
What’s my name?
 X I O M A R A

I hate when bitches wanna chat
Think they all that
But then don’t know where they daddy at
You couldn’t fuck with me bitch get a clue
You couldn’t lick the bottom of my shoe
Bitch you won’t forget my name
Bitch I’m stuck in your memory
Talk shit about a bitch cmon say my name it’s spelled X I O M A R A 
Bitch think that Im playing games 
Her nigga don’t claim her damn what a shame
Her niggas yeah neighbors they know my name 
he screaming X I O M A R A
Show yo ass a magic trick
Pussy put a spell on him now he a magic trick
Said he got a tat on his chest and it is my name
it’s spelled X I O M A R A
Alright bitch let’s get this straight 
I’m not a bitch who likes to chase
So if you playing in my face
I will blow out your fucking brains
Here’s the lesson for today
About X i o m a r a
She Hates the bitches that are fake
And puts these niggas in their place by taking they ass to a bank and emptying out their savings
Niggas think that i need saving
There is no love here I’m just saying
Shit to me is just a game and 
You can’t kill my legacy
Bitch I am timeless, I am a queen
Bitch I have immortality 
Yall be dumb as fuck I give you grace
A lot of you bitches were not raised 
Be lacking common sense and a brain 
and a D I P L O M A 
Bitches always on my case 
Tits so big like Mia fey
fuck with money you better pray 
I’ll pull a D A H L I A
Bitch you better know ur place
Bitch I’m in your memory
Bitch you won’t forget my name
X I O M A R A 
Bitch it’s not for debate
Bitch I’m am your enemy 
Bitch you won’t forget my name
It’s spelled
X I O M A R A

B L A C K S T O C K
bitch I’m in your brain
X I O M A R A

B L A C K S T O C K
bitch I’m in your brain
X I O M A R A

X I O M A R A

SENSORY DEPRIVATION

Just 4 the Night

Just like this nigga hair locked
This link up, bitch I am dreading
He said “why you acting scared, girl match them messages?”

I was really down with it
Then I saw them inches
Then I started thinking how
How the fuck I’m gon do this 

Told him “I pull hair nigga
Im am not for the tender headed
Like these braiding skills in your head bitch I am embedded”

first I saw the shrinkage 
And was like that ain’t much
And then he pulled it out
And i was like what the fuck

I told him straight up like this is too much
But he paid his deposit so I had to tough it up
So I took a deep breath, mama ain’t raise no bitch
But I can’t deny that nigga had big ass—
Head full of hair
grew like a chia pet
And All a bitch could do was stare
I Started feeling around he ask me “why u scared? Like bitch you was eager to do this why you over there?”
I had to come clean told him “this my first time”
He getting mad that nigga said “you a damn lie, wasting my time”
 I said “well nigga, what you want me to lie”
“My mother told me to fill my stomach before my eyes”
He said “Girl what are you talking about just do my damn hair”
I said “talk to me like that again I’ll get the damn nair.“
He said “bitch you is crazy I’m getting the fuck outta here”
I said “you live in Brooklyn nigga good luck with the fare”

HAIR APPOINTMENT (prod. Gemology)

Hoe woah oh oh
You’re a hoe woah oh oh
Hoe woah oh oh
You’re a hoe woah oh oh
Tryna make the situation deeper than it needs to be
Tryna dig up some dirt on me but all you’ll find here is weed
This coochie is inhabitable 
No stay, no guarantee 
Yeah I’ll turn your ass to grass then Ill fuck around and leave

D-don’t you try to play with me
I’m only in it for the green
Nigga wanna grow a garden but he digging in them streets
His audacity unheard of better luck in them dreams
1 2 3 better start counting them sheep

Cause I’m a hoe
Yeah you didn’t know?
Never try to save a hoe
Cause they’re a hoe

Don’t try and save a bitch 
Yeah bitch you’re just a trick
Don’t try and save a bitch 
Yeah bitch you’re just a trick

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FUN (feat. venusgrl!)

karaoke. #YK!.m4a

IM BARELY HERE AT ALL 😭
still gay
I got banned from roblox.. (i lied i have an alt)

Ig: walkingintrusiveth0ught
Business? Witxio.04@gmail.com

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