prod @autumndropsdead and @imcaves
original song by @autumndropsdead

totally unprepared
faces shapeshifting around me
i tell myself, don't be scared
only what i think can hurt me
but every night's harder than the last
(the last)
(the last)
(the last)
i let my spirit shatter just like glass
(like glass)
(like glass)
i stood up again last night
i couldn't close my eyes
no matter how much i cried
i tried
i tried...

spirit trash - autumndropsdead cover

prod micheal harrison and @vito2300

lyrics:

texts that i regret
words i shouldnt have said
never even meant a thing to anyone 
the likes of you
im sorry
i hope you never hear this
its boring
i just write the same sob story

i still read our olds texts
did you know that
i still love you
how pathetic 

texts that i regret
words i shouldnt have said
never even meant a thing to anyone 
the likes of you
im sorry
i hope you never hear this
its boring
i just write the same sob story

i hope you never hear this

prod micheal harrison x dyingforcertain
thanks @vito2300 for help with the mix 

lyrics:

you cant heal from this
its only bandages
so ill take the hits
and fall faster when

i say things i never meant
floating in my head 20 years on earth and now i only feel regret

i did everything
i was told to do
im getting clean
whys it still raining

i dreamt of you again
blood dirt and cigarettes
i guess this is the end
are you happy yet

flashbacks of us in the rain

https://open.spotify.com/album/0PXTP3Hueks72EDBrBpVTF?si=wOYbt-PSQku5cB5Bwmwneg

prod micheal harrison
mix/master @vito2300 <3 

this ones a lil different, but hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:

you said i was different
i should have known
something was missing
but it felt like home
never wanted to change it
just got caught up in truth
now i think of it different

i wish i was you

move on in a minute
be done with you soon
but im just too stupid
to live without you

now ill scratch my skin
wherever you touched me
until im one big bruise
all tattered and blue
ill rip out of my eyes
ill feed them to birds
you can watch as i die
and my lungs fill with spurs

pick at my skin

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2fOKenTYbA4h0s9mQQO40t?si=RYH60238TiOgzBDjjYutug

prod moneo
mix/master myself
ft @evergardens
<3 
lyrics:
if i could speak to you
what would i say
probably something thats stupid
or something thats useless
would you say the same
would you listen 
or would you just leave
i cant convince myself
that its meant to be

there has to be more
there has to be more
it cant just end here
why does it end here

evergarden:

if i re weave my words
in an honest regret
what would i hear
floating aimless

together:

there has to be more
there has to be more
it cant just end here
why does it end here

there has to be more (w/ evergarden)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6XRTgfvcIfdTwsJhSzUVwB?si=-NiSKhDKSU2JF5VjEHmZ1g

really like this one, hope you feel the same <3
prod idly blare 
thanks @vito2300 for help with the mix once again <3

lyrics:
its always lurking
a feeling im not
gifted to learn
how to live through this rot
overcome all my burdens
please force me to stop
please force me to stop

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight
i think i need you here

i could sink in the dirt
feed my life to the worms in the earth
maybe then id be worth something
in your eyes, wouldnt that be nice

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight

do the daises cry
do the roses get jealous
when you're nearby

im planting flowers in our garden
watching the pollen pollute my eyes
do you notice i get quiet
i think i need you here tonight 
x2

*i wish people would take the time, to appreciate the little guy, past year and a half ive been alone, i have not been missed i get what its like, i really really wish people would reach out more, idk be a man right*

jitters

prod neverforever

lyrics:
you liked my post from your art account
i think its been some years since we've spoken now
im too scared to reach out
ill probably just embarrass myself

it seems like you're doing well
you really should be proud of yourself

so give it your hardest
and give it hell
i know you can do it
my poor angel that fell

spotify

my angel

make a wish <3

prod idle blare

lyrics:

*i dream of a little world, its just you and i with little bugs and squrriels, and a tv glow that highlights what a girl, you are*

ill blow out the candles
make a wish
something had changed
i swear it did

can i see you tonight then?
your breath on my lips
i wished on a star for you
i dont feel like you did


i dont feel like you did
this is not how i want to live
its not prince and princess like we dreamed as kids

youre the universe pretending to be a girl
and im just a boy who sees you as his world
a collection of stars that form a figure just like yours
is bright enough to burn into my core

make a wish

<3
shoutout @killzoltar for help with the mix/master

lyrics:
ill die for youx10000000

is it how my teeth look
or how my voice sounds
i love you too much
i need you around, me


is it how im different
is that not a good thing
ill change till im wanted
please tell me im wanted

ill die for youx100000000

i'll die for you

mix/master @itsthipe
prod neverforever

ill stare right at the sun
i dont care if i go blind
ive been on the run
searching for a new life

the flowers are falling
cut from the stem 
with the knife that you flaunted
the steel to my head
your words cut so easy
white lines to the bone 
you love when im bleeding
like my bloods not youre own
how can you not see it
your words cut so easy

cut from the stem

love yall 

lyrics:
ill paint my walls, your favourite colours
ill dye my hair, and let it smother
the parts of me, that make you wonder
if im really worth it

ill paint my teeth, and make them whiter
ill plant my roots, and grow you flowers
give my life, to make them taller
ill die to make them taller

ill break myself
for you

the colours you remind me of

ive always wondered 
what's it like to be you
the eyes of an angel
do they see different hues? 
say are you able
to change how you view me
id be so grateful
if youd just mold me smoothly
a clay figurine
of all that you need
no more than a puppet
my sole reason to breathe

dyingforcertain

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