B ITTERSWEET ft. guardin

tired eyes

produced by drmabeats
feat guardin
thanks for listening <3

FANGORIA feat. guardin (prod. drmabeats)

i hate living this way.
lyrics
hate to choose between my sanity, or always being lonely
but both still make me crazy and theyll both just kill me slowly
so what am i to do, just live my life all by myself
or should i end it quick, but i dont want to go to hell

so maybe ill just hide away and stay inside my box
wont let anyone inside and i wont hear it if you knock
if you somehow make it in, ill just guide you back outside
then ill thank you for the visit, i dont need you, said im fine (then i cry)

i know thats no excuse, im just so tired at this point
cause nothing ever helps, like i wont even hit a joint
my younger self would hate me, i dont mean to disappoint
but nothing really changed, its been the same since i was a boy

i hate the way i work,, it always feels like somethings broken
"i wish that i was normal", swear that shit could be my slogan
i wish they understood i try my best, i just feel frozen
i swear it just gets hard now when so much of me has been stolen

i think i told my ex that i was fixed. "it went away"
but the truth is that i feel it still, the emptiness and pain
swear its probably been a year now, said it on this very day
i just hope i make it out alive. but i can only pray

its probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
its probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
its probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
probably going to kill me
its probably going to kill me
its probably gonna kill me

BPD pt 2 (prod kyotospeak)

Hate That

feat. Brooke Elise

MUSIC VIDEO: youtu.be/oi7Zz4BQzjE?si=9OlulE9wfAJCfYvT
Website: www.anxietyattacksmusic.com/
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

Count the leaves on the ground as they fall, it reminds me the seasons change
I see my family growing old, and I start to feel everything
Sometimes I wonder why it's so hard to let things go
Some things I can't control
I've never felt so far from home, I don't even know where I still belong

As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

I know it's all been done before, I still get lost along the way
I've been told to let it go, hard to know if I'm okay
I'm always running around, think it's best to just ignore it 
I don't wanna sit too long and feel the weight

As I grow up, all the things that used to help me 
They fade away, why am I so empty

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empty

Sick
I'm tired of losing, I sort through the wreckage
My hands keep on bruising
Sick
I'm so done with choosing, which vice I'm abusing
To get through the day, and I'm
Sick

I'm gonna make it out
I fucking swear, I fucking promise
Only one way to the top bitch
I could take my time to teach you
But I know you ain't gon' rock this
Only one thing on my mind
A couple months I'm out this block bitch

Every time I take a loss
I swear I get like five more wins
Ima stack it for myself
Ain't got no bitch, ain't got no kids
Ima keep it to myself after all the work I done did
Man I know I'd live a lonely life
Ever since I was a kid, huh

Sick
I'm tired of losing, I sort through the wreckage
My hands keep on bruising
Sick
I'm so done with choosing, which vice I'm abusing
To get through the day, and I'm
Sick

Know it's lonely at the top
But it's lonely at the bottom
All the same you gon' get rocked
I'm still sticking to my guns
It's laser focus, gotta lock in
Now my only friend my Ruger
'Cause I still can't find my Glock bitch

I know I got big talk
But I never plan on stopping
Ima get up out this bitch
First thing I do when that guap hit
When I'm highest in the building
Overlooking all that mob shit
Bitch I'm really gonna do this
Ain't just bars for this bop shit

Sick
I'm tired of losing, I sort through the wreckage
My hands keep on bruising
Sick
I'm so done with choosing, which vice I'm abusing
To get through the day, and I'm

Sick
Tired of losing, I sort through the wreckage
My hands keep on bruising
Sick
I'm so done with choosing, which vice I'm abusing
To get through the day, and I'm

Sick

Going To Win

prod: never forever 
master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

put aside my emotion
i wasn't important 
he touched someone else
that night my body was forfeit
i like it when he record it 
watch it back and feel gorgeous 
i think i need help 
but i'm so good at ignoring,
ignoring it 

ima pour this bottle all out
till i feel my life breaking down 
and i hate myself even now 
don't know what that's all about
and i hate my songs 
won't show my face 
took a couple steps back 
went m.i.a
insane 
didn't learn my lesson 
nothing ever mattered when i try my best and
most days i just feel like a reject 
friends fake n then ask for my preset
hands up, 
asked god for a reason 
blood soaked and i beg for the meaning
most days wake up and i'm screaming 
and my body just shake like im fiending
painful, i remember the feeling 
stitch myself cause i dream i'm in pieces

important

I thought that you loved me but you had someone else
And I thought maybe it’s better if i don’t know you too well
I’m stupid, addicted to love when it’s fair
I’d break all of these bones, if I could hold you there 

No better, take all the clothes that you want
Invested, in learning, why you don’t talk to me much
Forget it
I’m falling 
Into the mould that you made
My body malleable I can’t contort it again 

I thought that you loved me but you had someone else
And I thought maybe it’s better if i don’t know you too well
I’m stupid, addicted to love when it’s fair
I’d break all of these bones, if I could hold you there 

I know your smile is proud
Too proud to let me down 
And when you hold me, embrace it
I’m done being scared now
Who lays in the dark
And pass through my arms
I could start to see forever
Never been this far
Hope my hands feel safe
Fingers below your waist 
I’ll be gentle don’t worry
It’s hard cause I’m not
Used to somebody 
Being all that I want

I thought that you loved me but you had someone else
And I thought maybe it’s better if i don’t know you too well
I’m stupid, addicted to love when it’s fair
I’d break all of these bones, if I could hold you there 
There’s birds laughing at me
But don’t know why I’m here
I’ll spend every moment
Looking over this pier
I thought that you loved me
No I guess I was wrong
I’ll stand over the edge 
Wind is coming in strong

someone else

fuck it i love you (p. ryan ansel)

The story of The Forest continues ...

Lyrics:
Feel the moss grown in, underneath my skin
I can't help but play pretend
Feel it leaching off my essence
effervescence sapped as I descend
lost in pines, I lost my hope
That I'll find my way back home
Feel the roots intertwine into my soul
Wear a suit made of grime
Heart black as coal
~
NAVY
~
Leaves fall down from the trees
I drown in the rain
Hear the sirens calling, how the fuck they know my name  
SOS gotta set it up in flames
I am out cold on the forest floor
I feel the dirt seep through my pores
Spirts they whisper into my core
~
Feel the moss grown in, underneath my skin
I can't help but play pretend
Feel it leaching off my essense
effervescence sapped as I descend
lost in pines, I lost my hope
That I'll find my way back home
Feel the roots intertwine into my soul
Wear a suit made of grime
Heart black as coal
~
Wolfs rip my bones
Red stains on the snow
Flowers grow
Drain my life force
even flow
Feed my body to the crows

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