Another amazing song Dylan! Played this all day yesterday at work and on the way home. I'm still listening now. Thank you <3

Bro this shit sucks😧I don’t like music from people who sexually assault young girls

Lyrics:

one way, it's the right time
she like how i talk, i said the right line
sippin' rosé, in the nighttime
we been up all night she took a white line
i swear she so fine, she don't even need no makeup
i went to check the time, try to leave and shawty say some
i'm boutta lose my mind i don't know if i can stay up
i smoked a lil too much man i'm scared of all these fake drugs like

gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes
gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes

my ego's at the ceiling but the ceilings pretty low
i been broken
why'd you have to leave me in the cold
i was frozen
i'm a monster, baby, i don't show emotion
if you really wanna know what's in my head, then rip me open

i've been pushin' a hundred, you're runnin' in place
you can see my path of destruction, you're stuck in the wake
i can make a million songs, you got nothin' to say
i can't afford to be slowed down, get the f*ck out the way
tellin' you if you can't save me, there's nothin' that can
i tried so hard to pick up the pieces, there's bl**d on my hands
turned into a monster, there's no way you'll love me again
i wish i was stronger, but i guess that's just how it ends

just how it ends
i guess that's just how it ends
i guess that's just how it ends
you'll never love me again
i don't think anyone can

gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes
gettin high cuz i been kinda low
they said life been moving fast
well my life been moving slow
caught a funny feeling man i gotta go
why my ego at the ceiling but my feelings by my toes

Kinda Low ft. Kennedyxoxo (drma + triazoondatrack)

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

Run, run, where the wind blows
I can't decide so I don't care no more
Like tell me the hell was I worried about?
'cause I don't do stressing for fun
Like tell me like what do you play me for?
I wager my life with this gun
Tell the lord take care of me
'cause I don't even trust in me
I'm only tryna find my peace

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

soul to reap

it's hard

lyrics:
i scribbled symphonies of peace to cope with finding out the truth
worked as needed reaching what middle school me would think was cool
fiddling pens and pencils pensive wasn’t picky with the tool
i’d use for some naive translation of my angst and fragile mood

i can’t afford it now

growing pains replaced with what the bills are like in winter now
since the cold ascended i can’t shake the taste of poetry
phonetically imperfect pretty speech protruding out of me
im cramming syllables to cry of colder temps and picture books
reliving twisted memories romanticizing what it took
to be alive surviving prerip jeans and social trends
extending my insistence on reliving those remember when’s

it’s a fucked up toxic endeavor

middle child needs attention to feel valid who’da guessed it?
choose an evening to feel hollow with my grief i’ve been selective
been a lot of things over the years but never been objective
i’m a passive dude

some would call it sitting fence and when i’m honest i probably would too
at my expense i picked the easiest escape when i could
now im desperate to do something i should

cause there’s something bout finality that scares me
wavered care perpetuated the impression that i’m distant and aware
of ticking hours minutes seconds sticking strictly to my regiment
rejected any message i was yet to learn my lesson
started strong and i accepted that’s enough to use the leverage
and projected progress farther now it’s a little more than hard
to understand i’m on a limit always finish weaker than i started
know how to begin but stutter further in the tempo how ironic

looking in the mirror a song by melmige thank you for listening [prod. eeryskies]

Out on Spotify
@sinxi <3 
Self Prod 

Lyrics 

If you want to lie, tell me that you lie for me
If you want to cry, tell me something nice to me
Numb these feelings that you never learn to miss
I know feelings turn to shit, in this way that we stay up

Break up Break up
On our way out
Take us, take love don't erase us
I don't need nobody else
Left up in my head
Everything you said
I don't need nobody vacant
Tell me something when you say nothing
And these feelings that we left
I don't want regrets
I just want to feel things that we never left

I need someone in my mind that's going to love me back
I need someone on decline that's going to wait for that
Everything you ever say
You don't need no wedding ring
You change seasons in a day
You look at me you say
Wake up, took the day drugs
Love you till you speak to Satan
Then you break up
Tell me lies longer than acres
will break curse
On this leave your feeling vacant
So vacant, guess I got to leave

(Sinxi)
What you saying to me
Think you better calm it down
I just said I was on my way
Irritated by the words you say
And it ain't going to get any better
I been losing all sense of self
So it doesn't mean you don't recognise me
I been going for way too long
And I know that its so disheartening

Break up Break up
On our way out
Take us, take love don't erase us
I don't need nobody else
Left up in my head
Everything you said
I don't need nobody vacant
Tell me something when you say nothing
And these feelings that we left
I don't want regrets
I just want to feel things that we never left

CURSE (feat. Sinxi)

Lyrics ⬇️

its easy for you to say that i dont care
never came true but i wish youd repair
the love that we lost cuz ever since then
No one compares
they wanna slide knives all inside of me
no i do not vibe with that energy
i really tbought you be here with me
too many nights all alone i miss ur sympathy 

ur trickin me
nonother way to explain without imagery 
Your blue eyes dont look like the sky tn
so know theyre not tempting me
in the meantime ima find the light
in the ways that this life will unwind me

can’t rewind no matter what i try all the time i dont wanna leave behind me

Cold shoulder made me make another set back
i dont wanna lie but i really had to back track
did time now im feelin all the whiplash 
couldnt cry so i came up with a big stack
tell my mama ima do all the dishes
in no time ima have a life witta mistress
want a cosign but i dknt really need the attention

just quit that 
so many nights no text back
so many fights still got back
into ur life just like that

ik that its wrong but i still be makin yhese songs
abt someone that has been gone for so long
yea j feel dumb
think i should quit it cuz i think shes done

done with the bluffs done with lies and the losing of trust
done with signs of abusing the drugs
time and time again u say its enough
why am i high again this is gettin rough
cant look back
tummy turnin thinkin boit my relapse
you dont feel bad
well i get that
i did it to myself 
now im feeling all the whiplash 

cant rewind but maybe if i could you would still be here beside me

whiplash (cxrter)

prod. flesh x chris6lair x taurs

lyrics:
i don't like to stand out
i don't understand how
i keep moving on
running circles in the madhouse
treading when it's shallow
scared of my shadow
roam into the fog
no i don't know where 

i've been going
and i know i get lost a lot
but i'm on my way home
if it all goes wrong
would you wanna be safe from harm?
would you lock up
give it all up?

i know i'm not what you thought i'd
be at this point i've become
more myself than i had ever dreamed
so why don't you fuck off
i remember everything you said
i've been screaming at myself to give it up and let it rest
i've been at it so long
when i redirect it won't last long
i reflect what i couldn't get
what i'll pass on

so much on my plate
gotta finish what i started up
throw it all away
if what i made ain't what i wanted to
think i need a break
then i'm lying wide awake
i don't wait, i won't hesitate
i can't pull the brakes

yea i'm stuck
i'm in go mode
i do not know what to do
should i slow down?
not my tempo, let go
but i hold on when it's ice cold
i can't wait to warm up
what a nice goal

redirect (flesh x chris6lair x taurs)

lip gloss w/ byekento [prod. zupehr]

all i have is nothing w/ byekento

guitar by me

monsters
inside my walls
they like break me
down
until i crawl
save me
i think i lost
the war between
myself and i
leave me here to rot
i’ll take u back any day
with no second thought 
do u ever feel the same
would u kill for just a day
for us
to meet
once again

walls

@xobroken @jolst


and i can tell when you're lying
you can see it in your eyes
you can see it in your smile
fucking hate when you're vile

its like you get a fucking knife
and you stab me in the vital

ur only nice on your birthday
get your cards and open them up
the writing on the inside are lies open it up

and i dont wanna feed your ego
if i could get out of here
id be heathrow

guess i pay the price now
fuck it its a time out
i just turn the light out
tell me whats important
6 in the morning
i left in the morning
i just want a foreign

"take a seat"
i dont wanna sit down
ive been all up on my mind
n idk where im going

dont act like you know
dont act like you know whats going on
cause you fkn dont

It’s a cycle
She hit my vitals
No survival 
Expect apologies when I’m dying, ya so entitled
Feelin like I lost myself since your arrival
Saw this Shit coming but I was in denial

I been deceased 
She not missing me
Turned into fiend
Full of grief
Xanax make me lean
Weak up in the knees
Puffin trees
Just to get some sleep
Unable to dream
White tee
Blood drippin on me

Didn’t see you leaving, what should I expect? Im so dead,  there’s no way to resurrect me
Said you loved me 
Then you left
What’s is that?
Everything’s a mess

smile w/ xobroken (jolst x radkoun)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

all i have is nothing w/ byekento

dylan lotus

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