prod by heylog

lyrics:
there's just something about driving away from your house
you cried in my arms cause i gotta go now
when you touch my skin, i go numb cause of it
your hand on my face, narrow waist on my hips
i don't know why i'm like this
i'm not open minded
i'm filled up with hate
but you keep me sane
she looks up and listens
and she likes submitting
i got you, it's fine
i'll give us a life

there's just something about walking out of your house
you stood at the stairs, i know you'll miss me now
your nails touch my skin, i go numb cause of it
your lips on my mouth and your waist on my hips
god this feelings amazing
the smell of your fragrance
lingers in my room
it makes me miss you
the ripples and dents
you won't bleed again
i got you, it's fine
i'll give you a life

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mouth

prod by me :>

lyrics:

"sorry I haven't talked to you in a while.."
"I mean its only been a- [???]"
"..which I guess in the grand scheme of things isn't that long"
"isn't our life like a blip in the cosmic calendar or something.."

talk to me, i love your voice and it's features. 
love on me, give me everything you offer

down again, not near the top, again
i'm lookin down, again, not one to talk, again
i'm feeling lone, again, no one around, again
i'm killing time, again, still stuck on you, again

and i been..

down for a while now, feeling like im dead now
can't muster the courage to talk to ppl im 'round now
dried eyes from crying out, hoping someone hears how
im dying in my room, singing lonely songs to deaf walls

down for a while now, feeling like im dead now
can't muster the courage to talk to ppl im 'round now
dried eyes from crying out, hoping someone hears how
im dying in my room, singing lonely songs to deaf walls

"makes me hate myself that I've already gotten used to the idea of her not being here"

"in a year, I'll maybe think about her every once in a while. and then she'll become an anecdote"

“a thing to say..”

"..I knew a girl that died"


"with the added bonus.. of- ..she died because of me."


"maybe I should hate myself"

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sorry for being dead lately. 
life isn't good as of now. 

...

tomorrow is another day.

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again

Prod by: awfuldrama 

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home
You crush my soul, then give me hope
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord

(And you’re dressed just like a rose, but you cut me with your thorns)
(And I can’t get past your angel face with the horns)

I feel the least you could do is pick up your phone and call
Cause I’m sweating here just tryna think through it all

Mmm, and I thought I would let you take control…
Turn my view against me and left me think alone.
You know I cared too much to care at all.
(But I love when you talk, it stops my heart.)

Yeah, keep me close, don’t let me go (don’t let me go)
I’ll keep you warm, just come back home (just come back home)
You crush my soul, then give me hope (yeah, you give me hope)
Teach me the ropes, then cut the cord (then you cut the cord)

(You cut the cord)
(I’ll keep you warm)

thorns w/ xona

giving up w/ bbdalena [prod. michael harrison]

produced by logan

if you need me i wont be there
when you wake up, in front are stairs
have to hold back on what i want
i would love to be this blunt
save yourself
dont die in my arms
if word got out, youd be behind bars
save yourself
dont bleed in my arms
if you got out, youd be behind bars

i know something you dont know
i know i know i know i know
think im stupid? ive watched you close
im watchin watchin watchin been watchin
hows the weather over there
tell me why the fuck you scared

scared

This song will only be available on my soundcloud and is not being monetized.

cover of 'isolation' by sleepwater (produced by speedlmt)
love you🌲

isolation cover (sleepwater)

prod, @prodgrayskies

- lyrics -
you said your last goodbye, 
while countin’ down your life
why'd time let you go
left on my own

theres blood on the page
my memories aren’t at bay
im so fckd in my head
i hold a gun just to test

why cant i walk in ease
the wind is cold feel the breeze
(feel the breeze)

you said your last goodbye
while countin’ down your life
why'd time let you go
left on my own

goodbye (x5)

locked in the mist
i see so many faces 
who aren’t you
who aren’t you
take a knife and stab it through my wrist
it wont hurt im at my wit
im at my wit
cause you said your goodbye
last goodbye (x2)
said your last goodbye
you said your last goodbye
You said your last goodbye
you said your last goodbye, 
while countin’ down your life
why'd time let you go
left on my own
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flower petals ✾

your last goodbye

closure w/ ezra [prod. dercept x jkei]

Play the full Playlist soundcloud.com/xroverse/sets/grunge-chillout-acoustic-electronic-vibes

Ashes Fall

The smoke didn’t speak — it just lingered.
Ashes Don’t Wait is the second descent into the Act I of Vivid Dissonance: silent resistance, breathing ruins, and the illusion of stillness.

🎭 Part of the emotional concept series Ashes in Motion

🔥 Act I – Breathing Ashes

giving up w/ bbdalena [prod. michael harrison]

dylan lotus

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