stop this shit is the best, u actually did so fucking good dylan holy shit <33

prod. flesh

lyrics:
i could simmer in all these afterimages 
i still think about you every night
the summer that we spent, the perfect vibe
i was into it, don't know where the feeling went
like a cigarette, burned it to the filter bit
what i said and what i did it wasnt right
but you came back with the worst of words to spite me
i just wanna work it out don't wanna fight

can we just talk?
why you load the cannons up?
got a notification from you
i know you give a fuck
swear the day before we fought
way we were i never thought
it could end up like this
and i know it's been months
but i really wanna clear the air
if you hear this know i always cared
know you said that i was never a friend to you
but i wanna try to make some amends with you

brought the sun home, are we donezo?
even so i gotta say that it was fun though
all those memories we made they mean so much to me
in my head i'll always love you
drop the gun show, tell me where the gun smoke
you were right, had to do a coup d'etat to em
dropping crumbs all the floor i had to pick em up
i can't escape his influence

but i try so hard, all of this time i took
ended up syndicate, all of those friends that i made on the internet knocking on wood
healing my scars, eat me apart, i just want love so i try to be good
how many licks to the center of my heart? i do not know a part of me should
should be here now what i read in a book
i know i struggled with reading the signs
sorry i know just how bad that it looks
i don't blame no one who left me behind
too much time away from it can leave a person blind
even if you hate me still i hope that you're alright

whoa whoa whoa, everything the same
if you wanna talk then you can always pick my brain
we was shooting shots, were they even blanks?
all this moving on has put in a different state of mind
still i'm in the same place
not in that apartment with the roaches and the pain
i'm at home just tryna paint
a picture with my words like i'm approaching something great to write

but every time it's always air i bite
running circles round the point till i die
no substance ever make me feel so alive
in my life, if i'm right
bout the way that the world is then i'm fine
which ever way that this goes it is all light
even when the blues have got me 
stayin up all night

donezo

EATURHEARTOUT W/ KENNYORLANDO (prod. noahmadethiss x recyclebin)

got a feeling that im fallin back...

thank u @aspect6 for the beat bro

and ofc thank u to @x1fern for the amazing feat ily dawg <3

lyrics:

woah woah woah i don’t think that i can fuck with that
go go go moving forward i ain’t going back
no no no got a feeling that i’m falling back
every time i’m going up everyone is bringing me down 
nothing ever lasts
gotta keep my distance or i’m get attached
i don’t wanna feel again the love is just a trap
i don’t know what’s real again i’ll smoke another pack
now my visions turning black 

ive been too messed & faded
honestly i dont really think ill make it
whatever you wanna say bitch just say it
i dont wanna offer you my heart if you break it
i dont wanna get attached 
but shawty over there & she kinda looking bad
stop me in my steps like i had a heart attack
oh my god i know this is gonna turn out bad

woah woah woah i don’t think that i can fuck with that
go go go moving forward i ain’t going back
no no no got a feeling that i’m falling back
every time i’m going up everyone is bringing me down 
nothing ever lasts
gotta keep my distance or i’m get attached
i don’t wanna feel again the love is just a trap
i don’t know what’s real again i’ll smoke another pack
now my visions turning black

all plats

distance w/ 1fern [prod. aspect]

HYH feat. Alruna and Nick Ferreri

@ilysora </3

thank u for listening, this song means a lot to both me and sora

sc only :)

o ya btw i was like 15 when i made this hook lol i know it’s mid

for us w/ ilysora [prod. luciid x jkei]

open up [prod. ctr1s x delto]

@55depths
@leftunconscious-xo

background vocals by leftunconscious-xo

i'll be there soon.

lyrics:
"hi, it's me.
um, i'm just calling to see
what time you're picking me up
this morning.
um, so just give me a call"

i wrote you a letter
attached to my sweater
and babe it gets better
i thought you should know
i'm trying my best
if love were a test
i'd study for you
with notes on my chest

and give me a reason
to wait through the season
i'm tired of waiting
i'm falling apart
and give me a reason
to stop all the bleeding
i've slowly been fading
no love in my heart

it's never the same
cause things always change
the seasons will know
just how i feel

and give me a reason
to wait through the season
i'm tired of waiting
i'm falling apart
and give me a reason
to stop all the bleeding
i've slowly been fading
no love in my heart

seasons w/ leftunconscious

(prod. jody)
  jaxi <3
 
lyrics:
shawty think too much 
heart be on repeat i think iv had enough 
sippin k onna bus 
dream about the day i see her once a month 

spending money getting cash tho 
i don’t wanna turn into an a**hole
she say she luv me i know it’s cap so 
i only miss the one cuz she never coming back home
oooooo 
no i can’t live like this it’s more time spent 
i meant everything i always saiiiiddd

blacked out probably off an addy 
no doubt it shoulda ended last week 
2 faced ya i think she went & masked me 
ya i’ll never luv a girl like jaxi 

blacked out probably off an addy 
no doubt it shoulda ended last week 
2 faced ya i think she went & masked me 
ya i’ll never luv a girl like jaxi 

i don’t wanna learn to live a life i know will end 
& i don’t wanna spend my time with lonely no good friends 

ye but that was last week 
2 cups for my drink make me mad geeked 
so what im rockin asics das the new wave 
u sad i pop preme north face  

blacked out probably off an addy 
no doubt it shoulda ended last week 
2 faced ya i think she went & masked me 
ya i’ll never luv a girl like jaxi 

blacked out probably off an addy 
no doubt it shoulda ended last week 
2 faced ya i think she went & masked me 
ya i’ll never luv a girl like jaxi

jaxi

forget

@55depths
@silentcxbin
@failure404
produced by me.
EP art by cxbin!

off of the COGNIZANT EP with silentcxbin!

lyrics:
(dth)
you think you know me
but you knew me
face it
while i'm lost in the darkness
and tracing my own chalk outline on the pavement
you must be dreaming
to think
that i'll take this
while i listen to you
exposing the truth in your own self hatred

is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

(epitomeoffailure)
i know you know that i can't stay
these racing thoughts have been
plaguing my brain
oh how i wish things would
stay the same
now i'm in pain
i have seen better days
i remember when things were simple
now every day just feels like a struggle
to know my place
and where i belong
when half the time
i don't know what's going on

(cxbin)
if i fall will i land?
well take me back to eden
place your bet
draw your hand
but still there never even

okay ya your walking now
okay ill just go on bout
don't wanna sit and pout now
don't wanna be around now

sell my soul
the scripture already written
don't think twice
but maybe i should listen
fucked up now
can't get out the kitchen
shoot at me 
got plenty ammunition
unload rounds in me
in my chest
keeps me down
from doing my best
i'm a stupid fuck
its all in my head
well that's what you wanted right?

(dth)
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that
is this what you want to be when i come back?
things have been tough here too
and you know that
i know you know that

open up [prod. ctr1s x delto]

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