all plats

bridges w/ killval [prod. luciid]

worth it [prod. zupehr]

this song means a lot to me, hope u like :)

lyrics:
Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault
Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault

Don’t wanna feel it anymore
And now I’m heaving hit the floor
I left my feelings at the door
I left my feelings at the door

I always fight with the razor blade
And it’s all your fault 
And every night I can’t take the pain
And it’s all your fault
I always fight with the razor blade
And it’s all your fault 
And every night I can’t take the pain
And it’s all your fault

Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault
Don’t wanna hear your voice at all
I couldn’t eat I couldn’t talk
I end up bleeding on the walls
I fight these demons all your fault

fault [prod. zupehr x luciid x yeezo]

:(

thank u @itschrismarek for the amazing beat ily dawg 

hope u guys like this btw, tried summ different 

lyrics:

cut my wrists and burn me down
you’re all i think about
you’re all i think about
you’re an angel from the clouds

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

(i gave you all the fucking world)

did you miss me?
cuz you left me with these scars like i was sixteen
fucking crying in the car and sippin whiskey
i remember all the times you would kiss me
that you would kiss me

ohhh
i don’t wanna fall
all the time i lost
tryna find my love

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way
i gave you all the fucking world
i guess you’ll never feel the same 
i’m done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way

feel the same [prod. chrismarek]

happy birthday to me :)

out of everything i dropped this year this song was defs my favorite so enjoy the slow, sad version. thank u to everyone who made 17 the best year i ever had <33

thank u @itschrismarek for producing this, we the best duo in the state fr hehe 

alsooo i plan on venturing far from my roots this year. expect some rly sad, alternative sounds.

woebegone </3

feel the same [og]

IM DROWNING IN MY PAIN AGAIN AND HIDING WITH THE DRUGSSSSSS

@zupehr i am literally SO FUCKING GLAD we tapped in again. i missed workin with u so much dawg, everything we make is super deep and our vibe is just gjdhjgdjhkg so good ily brobro

i went to war with myself mixing this so ur welcome for posting this btw lol

lyrics:

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

fuck love
i’ll never be enough
i’m drowning in my pain again and hiding with the drugs 
i’m like, “the fuck’s up?”
you never told me wrong
i blame myself for everything and hide it in a song

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

i been fighting
but the razor blade is looking so inviting
all the memories we made are coinciding 
in my brain again my skin is just dividing

fuckin it up and i just blame it on the timing 
nobody loves a man without a silver lining
down to my gut i feel that i won’t be surviving 
covered in cuts i been a mess that i been hiding 

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

fuck love
i’ll never be enough
i’m drowning in my pain again and hiding with the drugs 
i’m like, “the fuck’s up?”
you never told me wrong
i blame myself for everything and hide it in a song

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

hiding [prod. zupehr x sadpra]

experimental. 

huge shoutout to @kryst3n, my best friend in the scene for doin this feat. so glad we made a song finally ily twin <3333

lyrics:

one fight then we break up
then you’re coming back and you’re always tryna make up
do it all again, do it all again,
tell me you’re in love then you say we’re better friends

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

(SUICIDES MY ONLY HOPE)

im falling u dont even give a damn
you would rather focus on everything that i did wrong
your legs move running fast as you can
you were called out on all the bullshit that you said

I was the other fucking half of u
threw out good times im so fucking mad with u
now its bad habits we fell back into 
i hope all ur new friends turn and laugh at u i swear

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

back2u w/ kryst3n [prod. dercept x 80root]

@killvalxo </3

- lyrics -
i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 

take it to your bitch id prolly take her heart and run with it
i been off the grid sitting back and watching money flip
i just took the lid off the whip, they ain’t catching up
she saw the world spin when she lit off the pixie dust

shawty i would slide for my bros
shawty i would die for my bros, that’s just how i go
she would prolly cry if i’m gone
she would prolly die if i’m gone, so i’m coming home

and i ain’t even try but i know 
i could prolly still get her tho, cuz she on go
and i be on stage smokin dope
yeah i be on stage throwin fours, they know how i go

(but it’s obvious)
(i be gettin high like a paladis)
(i be havin troops like a paladin)
(prolly get you gone…)

i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience…

obvious w/ killval [prod. zupehr]

:)

produced by @zupehr

~ lyrics ~

pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back 

cut off my connections cuz i promised i won’t get attached 
fuck all of these labels tryna hit me up they gettin mad
i don’t want attention cuz i promised i won’t give it back
fuck your love, it broke me but i gotta leave you in the past 
pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back 

yeah we going up
like the trees we growing up
labels always gettin in my way and say i’m blowing up
trying to regurgitate the pain i wanna throw it up
light another blunt into my face; i like to roll it up

find a cavern in the light of day; i’m in my solitude
now i’m doing all the fuckin things i always wanted to
hope that i can understand the ways that i have fallen through 
hope that i can understand the ways that i have fallen through 

pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back 

cut off my connections cuz i promised i won’t get attached 
fuck all of these labels tryna hit me up they gettin mad
i don’t want attention cuz i promised i won’t give it back
fuck your love, it broke me but i gotta leave you in the past 
pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back

promised [prod. zupehr]

got the whole gangy on dis song <33

dudley got his first cover art awwww

holy shit that girl hurt me but hey it results in good music :P

lil message to the homies in this (scroll down 4 lyrics):
had such a fun new year's weekend with u all, and i rly enjoyed the time we spent tg. take a sec to read the lil letters i wrote u :) luv u guys

@kryst3n holy shit i alr known u for literal YEARS thats insane. it's hard to believe we were like 14 when we first played brawlhalla and now we literally linked twice and got super close. had so much fun chillin wit u and makin this song. our voices together is such a beautiful thing and i wanna make sm more with u. thanks for bein a rly good friend despite how shitty i cld be sometimes. ly bro, cheers to more memories <333 cheesy OUT.

@claudesdiary no clue where to even start with u. i. always. looked. up. to. you. best cousin ever to say the least. i always felt like that annoying lil brother to you, but i hope you see through that. i know im out of control a lot and say sum rly out of pocket stuff, but the fact u love me for being myself and keeping me company means the absolute world. words cannot describe how much of an impact u had on my life, would not be makin music if it wasn't for u cuzzo, and tbh i feel a lot less alone when we hang at family gatherings. so thankful for every moment we spend together fr, u been my boy since day 0 jay ilysm < 3

@assperrr I FUCKIN LUV U SWOOZ. i cant make this shit up bro, some of the things u say got me laughin for so long i gotta mute my mic on calls, n when we linked i was DEAD. never change, u got a rly good vibe and can positively affect the ppl around u. hope we can continue to get closer cuz u honestly one of my closest homies in the community. keep doin yo thing, lets make more music soon and link again much luv dawg

if u aint swooz jesse or jay WHY DID U READ THIS SHIT OMG

lyrics:

all my bones are so dismantled
all these feelings i can’t handle
make these plans you always cancel
just my soul; it’s all i gambled

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

break my bones and ur pulling away
i could hardly hold on to anything
you say now
so pull me close
and say were not done
ive been tryna write songs but its hard
when the cats got ur tongue
hit my head on the wall 
till im banged up and bruised
make a song cuz its easier
than talking to you (about it)

you’re stabbing my back when i never would
it’s easy to say that i never could
lead you on, lead you on
theres nothing left
you can’t prove me wrong

i would give more just to share the same feelings
no you can’t feel it, no you can’t feel it
i’m so far gone you’re the only one to heal me
no you can’t hear me, no you can’t hear me

lead u on w/ kryst3n [prod. king theta x claude x asperr]

feel my world just decay as i'm growing up . . .

huge shoutout to @byekento for carrying tf outta this song, u one of my best friends bro ilysm <33

>lyrics<
i been through too much
tryna do too much
feel my world just decay as im growing up
sprials swirling away; brain is blowing up
tryna hurl all my pain; i been throwing up

i just been too fucked up to remember
the times i gave soul back up for the devil
i take a couple puffs; im not more than a vessel
im thinkin way too much; i'll just go fuckin mental

i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them 
i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them

and i been tryna find my way back
if you really love me 
why the fuck ain’t you just say that 
i know im still caught up in my head 
i can’t escape yet chase a paycheck 
still alive but im looking for my fucking grave damn 

and i know that its still gon be the fucking same 
i know i won’t ever change
i know i’m the bad guy 
so i stay inside my lane
fuck no i ain’t reaching out
but i still wish they heard me now 
i know that i let ‘em down

its all my fault so i stay alone 
never had a place to go 
never had a place like home
always somewhere dosing off
i could never let it show
nothing but a sacrifice 
know its all inside my mind 
all this time to figure me out

i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them 
i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them

impaled w/ byekento [prod. dercept x jolst]

@1darza @ninewaters <33
luv makin music with my friends fr ily guys

--lyrics--
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

hoping someone gets them off of me
im running for my life
want the peace the lord has offered me
im tryna catch a vibe
dont want attention, i dont want too many friends
forgot to mention, i cut off too many threads

hard for me to function, hard to feel alive
talkin all that tough shit, whyd i even try
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet, ohhh

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

bitch im on this perc and ecstacy im out my mind
fuck 12 i aint doing time
you can see the pain when you lookin in my eyes
waking up high, thought i died last night

my bitch put the coke in her pussy
you aint doin shit to me boy you just a pussy
pullin up with rick on me, got your bitch lookin
flexin all that cash, now he sad cuz i took it

im on demon time, yeah
fees in my line, yeah
i dont needa die, im already dead
pull up to your spot, we gon paint it red
i need all the percocets, i need all the meds, yeah

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

it's the worst day
sometimes i will wonder why i did this in the first place
i would get antagonized and treated in the worst ways
i just want an answer; on my own im always searching
THERE'S TOO MANY PEOPLE IN MY WAY

alive w/ darza [prod. ninewaters]

𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓸 𝓶𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓲'𝓶 𝓷𝓾𝓶𝓫

@caspywaspy this turned out fckin incredible ilysm bro

- lyrics -
tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

i got so much to say
but there's no point to mention it
i love to just decay
a void marks where my presence is
am i even around?
am i making a sound?
i smoke
and then i choke
and then i fold
im going deep into the ground

tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

tape my fucking mouth and blow it shut
mixing different drinks with teeth and blood
nothing can erase the shit ive done

isolating myself in a wooden hut
listening to birds singing when im up
forget about the things that got me fucked

i can't keep people close
cuz of the wounds i hold
some new and some old
but none of them close
why do i keep drowning feelings
and not search healing in all of the people i know

tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb
tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

somber w/ casperrr [prod. santana]

it’s finally out <33

been holding onto this song in the vault for a while cuz it was meant to be a personal song, but you guys really seemed to want it so go crazy and show some luv ❤️

~lyrics~
please don’t let me go
can we look up at the stars?
please just let me know
if you feel it in your heart
please just hold me close
i just wanna see that face
can you tell me now?
how i made you feel that day

i been getting in my head too much
doing everything to make you blush
is it fine? imma let you judge
we can slow it baby we don’t gotta rush at all
i was bound just to fall apart
tearing my emotions like the fucking walls
praying every night for a fuckin call
why’d i tell it to myself that i’d never fold?

please don’t let me go
can we look up at the stars?
please just let me know
if you feel it in your heart
please just hold me close
i just wanna see that face
can you tell me now?
how i made you feel that day

please don’t let me go
can we look up at the stars?
please just let me know
if you feel it in your heart
please just hold me close
i just wanna see that face
can you tell me now?
how i made you feel that day

hold me close [prod. irby]

your way w/ lebxanon [prod. shingan]

do you love that? when im out on the floor...

@kryst3n u went crazy twin ily 

lyrics:
countin' down on all the days i dream
prayin' on the times that i will stay 18 again
but here i am
im rotting away, im buried in my head
(im buried in my head)

do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that
do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that

do you want that? 'cause I don't feel right
looking at the stars and our fates intertwined
I want you all the time you pay no piece of mind
you sit back seat reclined you leave me with crossed eyes
I'm losing you'd be better off without me
you were 2 faced and our waters still cloudy
you make it seem like its easier without me
why am I holding onto somebody who never cared

i dont want that, nothing feels right
i feel the time is ticking down, i wanna rewind
you cut me off and make it hard for me to be fine
you got me questioning if I've been in the real life

do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that
do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that

contact w/ kryst3n [prod. jolst]

happy bday to me :D

enjoy the original version of one of my favorite songs i ever made... 18 was the best year of my life. thank u timeless archive, solace records, all my friends, and all of u guys for making this possible. big things gna happen this year so stick around <33

i love u

coffin [og]

soundcloud if u take it down one more time im swingin

sulking w/ casperrr [prod. santana]

i love my boys fr @auburnleavesfall @notkrvys

harming w/ auburnleavesfall + krvys [prod. tores x warheart]

thank u @thornskin for making this possible ilysm

worst alive w/ thornskin

this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

have you been awaiting this your whole life?
to find a boy, treat him shitty when he acts right?
lately i been getting so emotional then act fine
i swear you fucked me up, and i been fighting just to stay alive 

love is like a drug i swear i'm so addicted
love the way i feel with you it's prohibition
i can never have it; why'd you go? i miss this
never knowing why you put me on restrictions

it's best we go our separate roads
been broken since eleventh grade
my pops told me don't trust these hoes
they'll crush you til you break away

just a little bit of salt in the wound
it reminds me of the day we were through
every time you left me banged up and bruised
tell me was it worth it in the end? not a clue.. 
this is nothing but a lullaby
this is never what i meant i never wanna die
i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

i won't do it again
i'll never do it again...

bruised [prod. jolst]

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

i been high as fuck but i ain't feelin shit
cuz every time you give me hell i start to breathe it in
just watch me blow out all the smoke and never speak again
you're losing all your fuckin friends; i'm never thinkin that

overthinking in my bed i'll never sleep again
you always promise me you'll stay but never keeping it
now i got another question to ask you
what's it like to have emotion surround you

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again 

where the fuck were all these people when i needed them?
cuz i been wondering if maybe i defeated them
some sort of battle, mind is in shambles
fallin apart because the devil's a gamble

i been falling apart, its getting harder to handle
got my mind in the dust, im tearing up like a vandal
maybe i should really listen what i say
im never really here

i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again
when i'm feelin off i'm told to suck it up and deal with it
i got plenty thoughts that take control i'm tryna keep within
open up my scars each time you go i wanna bleed again
never wind up feelin it, i just wanna feel again

feel again [prod. 17 letters x slayingibis]

mistaken, full emotion
fucked up and overdosing
i know i had it all
i guess im always falling
tears drop, it's always snowing
i wonder where im going
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking

it's all the fuck i got
in my bed and grave i'll rot
you're all the fuck i want
you're all the fuck i want
girl i hate that
if you wanted more attention then just say that
got a lot of friends that tell me i should probably stay back
if you really loved me then you wouldnt be a trainwreck
i dont give a fuck because you're tearing up my patience

mistaken, full emotion
fucked up and overdosing
i know i had it all
i guess im always falling
tears drop, it's always snowing
i wonder where im going
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking
head in the clouds, i'm always smoking

trainwreck [prod. drma x jibaorockin]

\ lyrics /
noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

and she said "don't go, you were my everything"
gave you my heart but then you break it like it's anything
retrace my steps back to you
i'll tell you everything i couldn't do

and you walked away as the leaves would fall
and i reached my arm but you didn't help
and under my skin you'll uncover and hide
the darkest place that i can reside

and i replay the moment when you leave and depart
while i just lay in my bed with open arms
and i don't wanna hurt myself again and again
but it seems like the start of the end

noooo i dont know whats wrong
you're fuckin everything up, i never wanted to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

noooo you never tell me wrong
i'm left with all of these texts i ain't responding to
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you
i swear ive gone through too much to fall in love with you

too much w/ vislyn [prod. michael harrison]

dust w/ caroline bowman [prod. michael harrison]

theywantmetofall


couple messages, im trippin over voice lines
everybody wanna say shit that aint right
girl i meant it; said i had enough of all of this
swear i've had enough and i dont wanna live...

and now i fell in love i said i never really wanted
everybody say im fuckin up
put the chain around my throat i swear im shutting up
oblivious to why the fuck im holding on

you hold my past against me without a reason to
im only human can you peak into my point of view 
i think of all the shit she said each time im holding you
i said wasnt gonna end it now im going to

girl i meant it; said i had enough of all of this

swear i've had enough and i dont wanna live...

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