caregiver.wav

prod ilyl1ght

lyrics:
Oh haven't seen your face
And the sky is turning grey
sucks you dont think about me daily 
It must be nice to think your not going crazy 
staying home all day don’t wanna go out anymore 
sleeping in all day have fun being a whore 
I wonder what is like having people that care
I wonder what it’s like having somebody there
I wish that I was no longer here
Now the plan is just to go disappear

Oh haven't seen your face
And the sky is turning grey
sucks you dont think about me daily 
It must be nice to think your not going crazy 
Oh haven't seen your face
And the sky is turning grey
want you to go but I want you to stay here because I’m in love
You should probably go cause I’m building up anger that’s not good for us
Why is everybody pointing out on my flaws?
sucks to think that we’re all human but you don’t give a fuck
sucks to think that we’re all human but you don’t give a

sorry

i might be over it

take over control [prod. afrojack]

lyrics

now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
its nice to see your face
and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say

i dont know
but i aint drink this whole week and im proud of myself for that
wake up imma call you right back
love how youre tryna get me on the right track
cause im too busy worrying bout the right tracks
but i feel so dead inside
liquor and the soundbites coincide
and you want retribution for all the things that you dont know
go to sleep with my excuses and i wake up feeling old
cause i caught her on the wrong day
she hugged me in the hallway
i could talk about her all day

and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say
now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
fall in the rain

the house that nick built (p. acey)

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

none the music been made to blow
even half it wasn't relatable
but i steady cook
spearheader shit
fuck u talkn bout, go getter
i was made to push
loud autobot, team outroll 
baby girl u could smell the bush
homies smokin on cedar wood
really hope ts isn't laced kush
and really hope that i make it too
or else every dream ending up wasted

grinding till morning ember evanesce night sky
light this red trickling my eyes
likened dead, preyed upon life

so tell me why do u hide 
getting cold in my soul only frozen outside
like the snow finna reach inside my bones when i die
couldn't help me anyway so
i jus sit inside and fix to fucking lay low
i jus had 2 count my money get ur pesos up
boy u a pussy pos n i aint say that much
even on my worst days beat u in tha best way

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

lovely (ARVM)

saturn (notenvy)

autumn_freestyle w/ yungcray + epitomeoffailure + wraith

lyrics

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere

life, keeps fucking me over like left and right
man sometimes i just wanna fuckin die 
i waste my time inside
i barely show my face
i feel so out of place
like an alien up in space
man i just want a taste of a normal life

like how’s i supposed to know
u were gonna go
a target placed on me it’s like u were aiming for my throat
throat, mine closed up i couldn’t say no more
fuck i think i passed out and smacked my head upon the floor

what was i fuckin thinkin huh
love blinded me and it’s obvious 
holdin back tears and it’s bad for us
i’m done
if i can’t count on u
then, then what would u have me do?

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere (2x)

take over control [prod. afrojack]

dylan lotus

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