You want a man on a white horse to come save you from today,
You want to be swept right off your feet and be taken far, far away,
You wanna be treated like royalty, you want to be treated just like a queen,
But you're no princess darling, your prince isn't coming,

There is no knight in shining armor for you,
There is no prince or a kingdom for you,
Cause your soul mate is just too late,
And you're sinning in my heaven,

You're the devil in the guise of an angel,
And you have my heart in a strangle hold, 
In my safe haven you're bringing the danger,
You make the air I breath start to turn cold,

Cause your sticks and stones may break my bones,
But your words leave wounds that will never heal,
I never thought this would feel so real,
Your actions speak louder than words,
Your pen is mightier than your sword,
And you're piercing me, you're rewriting history,

You play the role of the damsel crying out in distress,
You think that you can hide the blood that soaks your dress,
You grip the dagger that you hide behind your back,
You really think that I'm gonna fall for that,

Perfection is a,
Perception but your,
Perception seems to be flawed,
and you're running on borrowed time,
I think it's time that you,
Stop with your lies,
Perfection is a,
Perception but your,
Perception seems to be flawed,
and you're running on borrowed time,
I think it's time that you,
Stop with your lies,

Cause your sticks and stones may break my bones,
But your words leave wounds that will never heal,
I never thought this would feel so real,
Your actions speak louder than words,
Your pen is mightier than your sword,
And you're piercing me, you're rewriting history,

You want a man on a white horse to come save you from today,
You want to be swept right off your feet and be taken far, far away,
You wanna be treated like royalty, you want to be treated just like a queen,
But you're no princess darling, your prince isn't coming,

Cause your sticks and stones may break my bones,
But your words leave wounds that will never heal,
I never thought this would feel so real,
Your actions speak louder than words,
Your pen is mightier than your sword,
And you're piercing me, you're rewriting history.

Cause your sticks and stones may break my bones,
But your words leave wounds that will never heal,
I never thought this would feel so real,
Your actions speak louder than words,
Your pen is mightier than your sword,
And you're piercing me, you're rewriting history.

Strangle Hold

I'm fine,
That's another lie,
That I tell myself when I look in the mirror,
The truth has never been so clear,

I've been drawing,
on my arms again,
I paint this scene with vibrant reds,
and hope my art won't do unnoticed,

Is it a waste of time,
to wait to be saved tonight?

Heaven,
Where is my angel?
I need her now to shine her grace,
and help me to escape this fate,
I'm holding,
On way too tightly,
I need her help to loosen my grip,
and help me to get through all of this,

I'm okay,
That's what I say,
Whenever you ask how I am,
I choke back tears to smile again,

You wanna know the truth,
I'm happy, you're glad thats all I can say,
while razor blades dance ontop of my veins,

Is it a waste of time,
to wait to be saved tonight?

Heaven,
Where is my angel?
I need her now to shine her grace,
and help me to escape this fate,
I'm holding,
On way too tightly,
I need her help to loosen my grip,
and help me to get through all of this,

I'm fine,
That's another lie,
That I tell myself when I look in the mirror,
The truth has never been so clear,

Heaven,
Where is my angel?
I need her now to shine her grace,
and help me to escape this fate,
I'm holding,
On way too tightly,
I need her help to loosen my grip,
and help me to get through all of this.

Heaven,
Where is my angel?
I need her now to shine her grace,
and help me to escape this fate,
I'm holding,
On way too tightly,
I need her help to loosen my grip,
and help me to get through all of this.

Lying to Myself

Betwixt & Between

Remember when we were happy,
It was not so bad,
Everything that I gave to you was all I ever had,
Remember when we were special,
We were always true,
I gave up the world just to stay with you,
I couldn't give you mountains,
Couldn't promise you the sky,
All I could do was promise that I'd never leave your side,
I couldn't give you money,
I could never buy you jewels,
I guess that it was never enough for you,

And you rub it in my face,
You said, "You were my biggest mistake,"
And you shove it in my face,

There's plenty of fish in the sea,
And I'm swimming to the deep,
can you please stop reeling me back in,
Cause I can't swim on the shore,
I can't take this anymore,
I'm cutting your line and going back to the ocean.

You're drowning me,
in your subtleties,
This anniversary will never be the same,
And you're killing me,
With your sympathy,
But I digress and I suppress,
When I'm depressed it makes me stressed,
And I'd be blessed if you hate me less,
Cause I try my best when I'm a mess,
And Even now I feel so wrecked,
And all I do is hope and dream,

And you rub it in my face,
You said, "You were my biggest mistake",
And you shove it in my face,

There's plenty of fish in the sea,
And I'm swimming to the deep,
can you please stop reeling me back in,
Cause I can't swim on the shore,
I can't take this anymore,
I'm cutting your line and going back to the ocean.

There's plenty of fish in the sea,
And I'm swimming to the deep,
can you please stop reeling me back in,
Cause I can't swim on the shore,
I can't take this anymore,
I'm cutting your line and going back to the ocean.

And you rub it in my face..

Plenty in the Sea

I thought this town had nothing for me,
Until I enjoyed your company,
When you came and sat next to me,
I felt my heart in harmony,
I started to feel something new,
I guess theres just something about you,
The way you smile when you cry,
I guess there's just something on the inside,

And maybe,
Just maybe,
You just might be driving me crazy,
And maybe,
Yes maybe,

I don't want you to be the one,
Who came into my life and got away,
Maybe if I write this for you,
It will convince you to stay,
Maybe there's just something in your eyes,
That way you stare right into mine,
How you try to hide your face when you blush,
There's no rush, but I think I might just have a crush,

But who am I compared to all those other guys,
Who buy you flowers, tell me, should I even try,
Tell me now, Am I wasting my time,
It's okay, no don't worry, I swear it's fine,
Who am I to try for a girl like you,
You're so divine, you're adorable, I mean it's true,
I don't know what to do please give me a clue,
Should I press on or should I just be done with you,

And maybe,
Just maybe,
You just might be driving me crazy,
And maybe,
Yes maybe,
I could just fall,
And maybe,
Just maybe,
You just might be driving me crazy,
And maybe,
Yes maybe,

I don't want you to be the one,
Who came into my life and got away,
Maybe if I write this for you,
It will convince you to stay,
Maybe there's just something in your eyes,
That way you stare right into mine,
How you try to hide your face when you blush,
There's no rush, but I think I might just have a crush,

You brought the fire, I brought the rain,
You brought the love and I brought the pain,
You said, "It's too late, don't hold your breath,"
I said, "It's too late....I'll wait." 

And maybe,
Just maybe,
You just might be driving me crazy,
And maybe,
Yes maybe, 

I don't want you to be the one,
Who came into my life and got away,
Maybe if I write this for you,
It will convince you to stay,
Maybe there's just something in your eyes,
That way you stare right into mine,
How you try to hide your face when you blush,
There's no rush, but I think I might just have a crush,

I don't want you to be the one,
Who came into my life and got away,
Maybe if I write this for you,
It will convince you to stay,
Maybe there's just something in your eyes,
That way you stare right into mine,
How you try to hide your face when you blush,
There's no rush, but I think I might just have a crush.
Woah Woah Woah
But I think I might just have a crush,
Woah Woah Woah,
I think I might just have a crush.

Just Maybe

You surprised me,
when you called me that night,
you said, "Hello.. I miss you,
Can you see me tonight?"

I said, "What's wrong,
are you okay, are you doing alright?
I can tell you've been crying,
I'll be over in five."

You broke down,
when you saw that I arrived,
you whispered something under your breath,
and the tears flowed out your eyes,

You fell low,
You cried, "No one cares anymore"
I said to you, "That's not true,
if it was I would've ignored you."

Maybe if you take my advice,
You would realize that everything will be alright,
If you could just stop and listen to me,
You could finally see you were never alone,
So pull the wool from over your eyes,
And you'll see tomorrow will rise,
So long as you dream it,
And should you ever fall,
I'll be there to catch you,
Just know you're not alone.

I helped you back,
up on your feet,
You fell into me,
then looked up and said "Sorry",

I just smiled,
Said,"It's okay,
Let's go inside,
you can tell me about your day."

You slumped into your couch,
Then you told me all about,
How everyone just goes around,
And stabs you in the back when your not around,

How you try to just smile through,
Because you don't know what to do,
You said, "Nobody cares about me."
I said, "If that's true then just call me Nobody."

Maybe if you take my advice,
You would realize that everything will be alright,
If you could just stop and listen to me,
You could finally see you were never alone,
So pull the wool from over your eyes,
And you'll see tomorrow will rise,
So long as you dream it,
And should you ever fall,
I'll be there to catch you,
Just know you're not alone.

Maybe if you take my advice,
You would realize that everything will be alright,
If you could just stop and listen to me,
You could finally see you were never alone,
So pull the wool from over your eyes,
And you'll see tomorrow will rise,
So long as you dream it,
And should you ever fall,
I'll be there to catch you,
Just know you're not alone.

Not Alone

I got a new microphone \m/

Lyrics: 

When the stars come out to play,
do you think of me, 
All those words I used to say, 
all those lines I used to sing,
When you came into my life,
You meant everything, 
Now when you think of me,
I mean,

You used to be my favorite drug,
You always gave me the right kind of buzz,
Don't you know you had me so love drunk, 
When you left it was hard to sober up,
My friends say forget you, 
don't ever let you back in,
it's hard when my heart, 
wants to keep relapsing,
But where were you, 
When I needed you,
You need me and I'm right by your side,
You only talk to me, 
When no one talks to you,
You say you miss me then talk about other guys,

You need to stop, and drop what you're doing,
See what you do to me, You're driving me crazy,
Stop, and drop what you're doing,
See what you do to me, You're driving me crazy,

When the stars come out to play, 
do you think of me,  
All those words I used to say,
 all those lines I used to sing,
When you came into my life, 
you meant everything, 
Now when you think of me, 
I mean nothing to you,
Nothing to you,

How can you say that you care, 
when you are never ever here,
Don't you dare say you love me, 
I just got through recovery,
Loneliness is my rehab, 
And Love is the most addictive drug there is,
I admit it, I'm an addict, 
I'm going through withdrawals but I don't need it,

You need to stop, and drop what you're doing,
See what you do to me, You're driving me crazy,
Stop, and drop what you're doing,
See what you do to me, You're driving me crazy,

When the stars come out to play,
 do you think of me,
All those words I used to say,
 all those lines I used to sing,
When you came into my life,
 you meant everything,
Now when you think of me, 
I mean nothing to you,
Nothing to you.
Loneliness is my rehab,
And Love is the most addictive drug there is,
I admit it, I'm an addict,
I'm going through withdrawals but I don't need it,
Loneliness is my rehab,
And Love is the most addictive drug there is,
I admit it, I'm an addict,
I'm going through withdrawals but I don't need it,

You need to stop, and drop what you're doing,
See what you do to me, You're driving me crazy.

Rehab

Okay, so I broke my wrist about a week ago and havent been able to really play guitar much, but I managed to play this with the cast on. Im stoked.

Lyrics:

Remember yesterday you came to me and then you said,
How everything isn’t what it seems,
Then you faded away like a memory,
were you just a dream that was haunting me,
and now you lay there sound asleep,
As I’m counting sheep, time escapes me,
Take another pill to kill the pain,
kill the noise, kill the voices in my head,

Seems like all we had has gone away,
You’re no longer the one I knew, no no,
Seems like all I had has washed away,
Better than wasted on you, no no,

That’s another lie,
I cannot hide,
Just another time,
I wish I could take back,
Just another lie,
Of which I cant abide by,
Tell me one more time,
That youll never come back, no,

And I will not defy you,
No I, swear it’ll be the Last time,
And I, will not pursue you,
it hurts so much but I gotta let you go now

Remember that time you came to me and then you said,
how all my problems are all in my head,
and then at the time that I needed you the most,
you up and disappeared like you were a ghost,
and now you lay there sound asleep,
As I’m counting sheep, time escapes me,
Take another pill to kill the pain,
kill the noise, kill the voices in my head,

Seems like all we had has gone away,
You’re no longer the one I knew, no no,
Seems like all I had has washed away,
Better than wasted on you, no no,

That’s another lie,
I cannot hide,
Just another time,
I wish I could take back,
Just another lie,
Of which I cant abide by,
Tell me one more time,
That youll never come back, no,

And I will not defy you,
No I, swear it’ll be the Last time,
And I, will not pursue you,
it hurts so much but I gotta let you go now
That’s another lie,
I cannot hide,
Just another time,
I wish I could take back,
Just another lie,
Of which I cant abide by,
Tell me one more time,
That youll never come back, no,

And I will not defy you,
No I, swear it’ll be the Last time,
And I, will not pursue you,
it hurts so much but I gotta let you go now.

Kill The Pain

It seems like yesterday you came to me and you whispered something sweet, 
You smiled at me so blissfully and you swept me off my feet, 
I made a promise to you I know what to do, if your head is clear and your heart is true, 
I know that I can't hide it from you; maybe it's just that I love you, 
It went well for a couple of months then I started fucking up, 
You realized I’m not the guy that once stole you heart, 
You packed your bags and got out of town, then you changed your number, I don't know it now, 
You left your house and you burned it down, a blocked number calls when I'm not around, 

It's you; you won't say why you didn't stay, 
Now I see that you're not meant for me, 

You're messing with my, 
Head again and I cannot get away, 
Every time you call you find another thing to blame, 
On me again now I feel so unsure, 
Every time I shut my eyes you slam another door, on me. 

I got used to being alone doing everything on my own, 
I realized I'm not a guy to be dependent on, 
I go out all night and then I get high, I get drunk as fuck to kill what's inside, 
I talk to those who flirt with suicide, to see if we can do it side by side, 
Then I realize what's suicide I got so much to live for, 
Why waste a life over something dumb like some fucking girl, 
When I can go out all night and then get high, Press my luck downtown tonight, 
Gaze upon the city lights, and then something catches my eye, 

It's you; you won't say why you didn't stay, 
Now I see that you're not meant for me, 

You're messing with my, 
Head again and I cannot get away, 
Everytime you call you find another thing to blame, 
On me again now I feel so unsure, 
Everytime I shut my eyes you slam another door, on me. 

She said "It went well for a couple of months then I started fucking up, 
You realized I’m not the girl that once stole you heart, 
So I packed my bags and got out of town, then I changed my number, you don't know it now, 
I left that house and I burned it down, Please understand why I'm not around, 
It’s you, you won’t say why you didn’t stay,
Now I see that you’re not meant for me
Cause you’re messing with my, 
Head again and I cannot get away, 
Every time you call you find another thing to blame, 
On me again now I feel so unsure, 
Every time I shut my eyes you slam another door, 
You're in my, 
Head again and I cannot get away, 
Every time you call you find another thing to blame, 
On me again now I feel so unsure, 
Every time I shut my eyes you slam another door, on me.


Blocked Caller

It seems like yesterday you came to me and you whispered something sweet, 
You smiled at me so blissfully and you swept me off my feet, 
I made a promise to you I know what to do, if your head is clear and your heart is true, 
I know that I can't hide it from you; maybe it's just that I love you, 
It went well for a couple of months then I started fucking up, 
You realized I’m not the guy that once stole you heart, 
You packed your bags and got out of town, then you changed your number, I don't know it now, 
You left your house and you burned it down, a blocked number calls when I'm not around, 

It's you; you won't say why you didn't stay, 
Now I see that you're not meant for me, 

You're messing with my, 
Head again and I cannot get away, 
Every time you call you find another thing to blame, 
On me again now I feel so unsure, 
Every time I shut my eyes you slam another door, on me. 

I got used to being alone doing everything on my own, 
I realized I'm not a guy to be dependent on, 
I go out all night and then I get high, I get drunk as fuck to kill what's inside, 
I talk to those who flirt with suicide, to see if we can do it side by side, 
Then I realize what's suicide I got so much to live for, 
Why waste a life over something dumb like some fucking girl, 
When I can go out all night and then get high, Press my luck downtown tonight, 
Gaze upon the city lights, and then something catches my eye, 

It's you; you won't say why you didn't stay, 
Now I see that you're not meant for me, 

You're messing with my, 
Head again and I cannot get away, 
Everytime you call you find another thing to blame, 
On me again now I feel so unsure, 
Everytime I shut my eyes you slam another door, on me. 

She said "It went well for a couple of months then I started fucking up, 
You realized I’m not the girl that once stole you heart, 
So I packed my bags and got out of town, then I changed my number, you don't know it now, 
I left that house and I burned it down, Please understand why I'm not around, 
It’s you, you won’t say why you didn’t stay,
Now I see that you’re not meant for me
Cause you’re messing with my, 
Head again and I cannot get away, 
Every time you call you find another thing to blame, 
On me again now I feel so unsure, 
Every time I shut my eyes you slam another door, 
You're in my, 
Head again and I cannot get away, 
Every time you call you find another thing to blame, 
On me again now I feel so unsure, 
Every time I shut my eyes you slam another door, on me.


Peace'95