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a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 9/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#did-you-get-what-you-wanted

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lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

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a beautiful, yet hurtful life

did you get what you wanted?

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hot milk (synthwave 80s/darksynth remix)

swept away. in the Waves of the Ocean...                                                                                .                                                                                                                                                                         "vocals by ALYEN EYES" https://soundcloud.com/alyen-eyes-official                                         .                                                                                                                                               "art by Shea"

Waves of the Ocean

Waves of the Ocean (feat. ALYEN EYES)

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 6/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#i-wish-i-wanted-to-be-here

connect with me:
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discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
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lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

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art credits: me

This is also one of my favourite songs from the album. I stumbled across the initial looping sample on my drive and the rest of the song was made revolving around it. I came up with the vocal riff while driving and wrote the lyrics down soon after.

Although the theme is cliche, this song is about feeling like I am obligated to have my stuff together and be alright and feel like I am unable to let myself falter. This is in no way shape or form anyone else's fault, but many people I know, whether recently met or people I've known long-term, tell me about how I seem completely stable and how they feel like I have my life together.

This makes me feel a level of impostor syndrome as on the outside, it does look like everything is stable, however, I constantly feel like my life is fluid and constantly changing.

I feel these feelings have stemmed from the fact I have struggled to keep people close and consistent in my life. I often find myself very goal-directed and hyperfocused on things at the expense of giving other people the attention they need. I also find myself not realising that I'm trapped with people who make my life more difficult and bring nothing but negativity. The combination of these two alongside my seemingly bad luck with general life events makes me feel like my life is unstable and that anything could happen at any given moment.

Thankfully at the time of writing this, I have people who I love and adore and can count on through thick and thin. I've made sure to give them the time I should be giving, and have learned that I value companionship.
When listening to this song, I imagine a beach at the sunset and the waves slowly rolling in. The loop used throughout the song sounds peaceful and content to me.

lyrics:

[verse 1]
they say life goes on, i keep on trying
i'll find my place, i'll keep on striving
just make things right and you'll be all good, all good.

but no-one sees i'm almost breaking
seeing, breathing, overwhelming
i wish i wanted to be here

[chorus]
set me free
from this pain
just let me fade

[verse 2]
they say you'll be fine, just keep on trying
just keep silent in the surroundings
you don't seem like you're suffering at all, you don't.

i could lose myself completely
hide away and be deceiving
shaking cold, and fear my downfall

[bridge]
this facade will fade away
and i'll see the last of my days
this facade will fade away
and i'll see the last of my days

[chorus]
set me free
from this pain
just let me fade

i wish i wanted to be here

This song is about learning let go, and to move on with your life. through all of the trials and tribulations that come with letting things go, it can be even harder to let go of the people, you tried so hard to keep...



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To Say Goodbye

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Land of Dreams

Land Of Dreams

UTOPIA

MY EYES

this is what space feels like

"MOAI 2" is on its way soon. Consider this the appetizer 🗿 
Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3KAYu1VW0InbLYJD3NRNSO?si=fc50a4d1cb644b8b

Higher quality audio of the song: https://exyl.bandcamp.com/track/moai-money
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The original song "Exyl - MOAI" https://soundcloud.com/exyl_sounds/moai has a special place in my heart. Simpler times. Don't mind me making more silly sequels 🗿🗿🗿

MOAI MONEY

A slightly slowed version of the opening song for Shangri-la Frontier

BROKEN GAMES - FZMZ (Shangri-La Frontier Opening) gently slowed

it's been quite cold in Japan, I love it

listen on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N8nGig78lNs

this song is in "Ordinary Songs 2"
https://0101.bandcamp.com/album/ordinary-songs-2

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hot milk

inspired by @vastt, @2ongaku, @madeon, and @porter-robinson <3

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Redo

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Sweet Paradise

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Bloom

Fubu Funk !

A journey through the most lovely feelings

You & I

Bushidō, is an EP that contains oriental environments with futuristic sounds and rock vibes. It's a continuous atmosphere of emotions and feelings.
I worked hard on this one, I try to upgrade my sound design skills, mixing and mastering.
I hope you like it!

AVAILABLE IN ALL PLATFORMS

STREAM/DOWNLOAD: https://linktr.ee/alesda

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