Lyrics:

Lyrics: 
I believe
I believe
I believe in myself
No fucking coward’s gonna put me back out onto the shelf
Lungs full of agony testing me 
Wanna see me pull myself together
Fuck it, man I’m living in hell
Bludgeoned brains
Mind is strained
Stress cool flowing through my veins
I hide in corners plain to see
I’m burning up like boiling tea
You ain’t got the balls
To fucking paint these walls
With your mind
It’s outta sight
You’re out of line
Like dynamite

Stop lying to yourself(x2)
You need to get some help (x2)
(Chorus)
It’s all in your head

Showed me the mirror
I couldn’t see myself
Abandoned faith
It’s very hard to tell
I lined the boulevard with bombs
Trying to put myself in harms way
Forgot to wire up the grounds now it’s fucked
As fucking poundcake
(Chorus)

Like Boiling Tea REVAMPED

Lyrics:
Straight fucked in the head
Cold sweat my hands are shaking
Fill my brain up with lead
Lord knows I cannot take it

Born and bred to be scum
It’s all I’ll ever know
Born to be fucking dumb
It’s all I’ll ever show
Life just ain’t for me 
One big ass masquerade
I’ve got plenty of lemons
I just hate lemonade

Fill my lungs up with hate
witness my resurrection 
You fuckers just can’t relate
You’re lacking introspection

Always in my own head
Always in my own head
Always in my own head
Always in my own head

You epitomize everything I despise
Making others love you for self fulfillment 
I see myself when I look into your eyes
I am you our bloodline needs distillment 
Your hate courses and runs all through my veins
My calloused fists leave behind your legacy 

Old and bitter my heart is locked up in these chains
There is no key this is all that I can be 

Motherfucker keep an arm’s length distance
Your negativity spreads like a disease
It don’t take a genius to know you’re not in this
An open wound that just bleeds and bleeds and bleeds

Always in my own head
Always in my own head
Always in my own head
Always in my own head

Mirrors don’t lie
And time does tell
The way I’m living man
I’m living in hell

All music written/preformed/produced by Geovanni Gonzalez

Could we just think about this for a second?

Matty Rude

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