I'm messing up what I'm trying to help
Tried to turn the page but the page got stuck
So I took a leaf from your book
And just threw it on the pile
Yeah you'll never see what's slipping
But I knew it all the while
And all the words have been forgiven
But there's a bad taste lingering
I'll be the first to admit that I'm the last one to admit that I am wrong

Usually I am blameless
Floating high above an apology
But lately I am noticing a trend
I forget what I can't forgive
Can't remember the worst of it
I turned into a bad friend

I said a joke but it came out wrong
Tried to take it back and it wasn't fun
Now I'm playing defense
Yeah you're poised for the attack
I'm regretting what you came here for
Cause now you want it back
And all the things that I have borrowed
Are returned back to their place
I can say some mean shit without meaning the shit I say

I am blameless
Soaring high above an apology
But lately I'm coming up on the losing end
Cutting ties to begin again
I'll start first by acknowledging
I turned into a bad friend

I turned into a bad friend
I can sometimes be a bad friend

11/5/2021

Bad Friend

New Single "The Morning Shift" from bedroom pop artist Dylan Pacheco.
Releases 8/1/2020

The Morning Shift

Youthful Exuberance

Unkind

Parvo

Weak Ankle

boy meets void
collapsing on itself
the light from distant galaxies
are stars burnt out before our time
it's nothing to cry about
and maybe we use the same name but see the color differently
it never mattered much it's all the blues to me

but i don't wanna have this conversation again
but i don't wanna have this conversation ever again
boy meets void

close call
a near miss
brightly-colored chaos
keeps my heart pumping
envisioning a car crash that never happened
i can't reconcile these wrongs
i'm bored with the ghosts that still hang around
so i self sabotage and won't say
what you wouldn't understand anyway

I won't have this conversation again
no i don't wanna have this conversation ever again

boy meets void