coming back to this after listening to deafheaven i knew i recognized that fucking riff from somewhere

and my head hurts, and my heart aches💔 still such a great song

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co-wrote by @lilxlotus

Life just leads me to the bottle
Guess im tryina drown my sorrows
Conversations getting hollow
Can we just talk tomorrow 

Never knowing why I feel like that
Guess I'm better in a body bag 
Rigor mortis were just stuck like that 
With your words constricting round my neck

And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 

And I'm just trying to sober up
And I hope you feel I do enough 
I'm loving you that's all I ever do
Just fighting everything in solitude 
x2

*theres a hole in my chest
Bleeding veins from my wrist
Just tell me what you need
And I can be that*

And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 

Life just leads me to the bottle
Guess im tryina drown my sorrow
Conversations getting hollow
Can we just talk tomorrow 

Never knowing why I feel like that
Guess I'm better in a body bag 
Rigor mortis were just stuck like that 
With your words constricting round my neck

life just leads me to the bottle

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/skahbeatstore & https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd

lyrics:

I feel like I've got a gun to my head 
there ain't no blanks, a blank stare instead

couldn't care for myself have you been there 
doing harm to my health ima leave here
what I'd do for a day with my head clear
ima sin but bby know I'm sincere

ion sell so don't hit my cell no more 
blackout nights ima hit that floor
sip no sprite I like morphine more 
might take me away but I'm still yours 

it takes me away 
away from a place
been stuck on my head 
I can't look at her face.. 

fall asleep while she plays her piano
disappear still here like a shadow
sometimes I could drown in the shallows
she a bae she a marilyn monroe

all the same ima go where the wind blows
norflex & cigarettes got a sore throat
had to put it to the test now you know
no reply to the text on sleep mode

fall asleep while she plays her piano
disappear still here like a shadow
sometimes I could drown in the shallows
she a bae she a marilyn monroe

couldn't care for myself have you been there 
doing harm to my health ima leave here
what I'd do for a day with my head clear
ima sin but bby know I'm sincere

ion sell so don't hit my cell no more 
blackout nights ima hit that floor
sip no sprite I like morphine more 
might take me away but I'm still yours

spotify

still yours (prod. yung skah & cxld blxxd)

prod @4evrgone i jus added sum bass <3

found myself so thin
downing bottles again
I don't care what you did
just wanna distance myself

from the old bleeding well
from those posts seeking help
know I can't accept shit 
so just go on without me

just get on without me 
know it won't be harming 
know you won't be hurting 
from much that's been haunting me

and that's fine

leave it up to me 
let me fucking bleed 
let me stay 
x3 

it never really mattered anyway

it never really mattered anyway prod. 4evr

prod. @tothegood

LYRICS:

...and I've been feeling worse as each day passes by
Got lost in my head, couldn't stop questioning why
Trying to fill the holes of this existence
How did this story start? Where does it end?

God slammed the door on me again
I banged on it and begged "please let me in"
The universe is such a fucked up place
It slammed its door right in my face
x2

and I've been feeling numb as the weeks pass by me
I'm thinking that this hole's too deep to dig out of
Will anybody help me square this circle?
Fuck my life, I even ditched the dress rehearsal

I'm trying to find the meaning for why my heart is beating
Still searching for the reason as to why I'm even breathing

God slammed the door on me again
I banged on it and begged "please let me in"
The universe is such a fucked up place
It slammed its door right in my face
x2

and I've been feeling worse as each day passes by
Got lost in my head, couldn't stop questioning why
Trying to fill the holes of this existence
Am I the only one here who thinks that none of this makes sense?

Help me understand my purpose
and everything that led me to be here
I lie awake and wonder if any of this matters...

I DM'd God and got left on seen (prod. tothegood)

Spotify

Is This What They Call Love? [prod mistyh]

Make A Wish Ft Shinigami

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWMAAoSk4QQ
prod. rodger
lyrics:
Im so icey
No one else is like me
Bitches say they love me
comeover to touch me
Bitch i am not like you
Hoe i look like calliou
Where i couldnt find you
Like waldo in the books
We read in high school

My boo 
ya you know i love her
I still wanna fuck her
Just wish that i could trust her

Dont know why im sick
Prolly cause i miss her
I just wanna kiss her
Ya know id never diss her

Why am i like this
No one else is like me
Bitches say they love
comeover to touch me
Bitch i am not like you
Hoe i look like calliou
I jus wanna ride 
With someone else i can vibe too

And my head hurts
And my heart aches
Pains in my wallet
Are you ok?

Im so lovesick
I cant help it
Pain in my stomach 
so full and nauseous

Why am i like this
No one else is like me
Bitches say they love
comeover to touch me
Bitch i am not like you
Hoe i look like calliou
I jus wanna ride 
With someone else i can vibe too


Im so icey
No one else is like me
Bitches say they love
comeover to touch me
Bitch i am not like you
Hoe i look like calliou
Where i couldnt find you
Like waldo in the books
We read in high school

*laughing* 
"AHHHH"
"FUUUCK"
"oh my god i fuckin.. i don't even know dude."
"Sometimes i just wanna give up, and other times im like "i can't give up" cause if i give up then no ones gonna make the music i wanna make and like no ones gonna make what i wanna hear."
"wait, i do this shit for me."
"thats right"
*steps away*
*spills water on keyboard*
"FUUCK"
*keyboard clicks*

am i sick of love or is love sick of me (+ rodger)

video

Lovesick [video in description]

available on all platforms: https://song.link/us/i/1456734832

artwork: @levistrauck

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/WXTedaF9_Jw

kiss me <3 feat. Swing High, Swing Low (prod. 4evr)

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

rip me open w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE

The Dylon Bangss project is done
@RogersOnlySon is my new project see you there c;

Lovesick [video in description]

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