it sucks when you ain't really got it like that :/

"Monster Truck Music" by Blake Canyon is a unique blend of modern country, electronic elements, and heavy rock that takes listeners on a thrilling ride. This album is a tribute to the world of monster trucks, with each track capturing the raw power, adrenaline, and excitement of these mechanical beasts. The electronic influences add a fresh and contemporary touch, while the heavy rock elements bring an extra layer of intensity and grit. Get ready to experience an unforgettable sonic journey that will leave you craving more of Blake Canyon's distinctive musical style.

Howdy, I'm Blake Canyon

the worthless

uncertain

the water

is rising



im choking

help me

i dont know how much more i can take



oh what a beautiful night it is

the wind is howling at my skin

inching me closer to the window

and im not scared at all



a walking corpse

cleanse my soul

rid me of all my impurities



or let me rot

6 feet deep

either ways fine with me





i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares



and i always think about how fucked up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others



but we can never please ourselves 



day after day

night after night

its just never enough and it will never be enough



now everyday i just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork



years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds



and i swear the only way out of this prison i put myself in is a bullet to my fucking head or a bottle of spilt pills



i need to learn

to just to give in

theres no point in fighting it anymore

i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

i spoke to the demon that lives in my nightmares
he told me that life wasnt fair

he taught me how to hate myself and hide it
he showed me how to die behind my eyelids

im pretty sure he doesnt have the best intentions
and i think i really need an intervention

ill go out
all alone
with a smile on my face
and i promise
im not scared of you
im not scared of you

i spoke to an angel that blesses my conscience
she told me i shouldnt have fear

she taught me how to love myself
but i didnt listen
now ive become too self aware

ill go out
all alone
with a smile on my face
and i promise
im not scared of you
im not scared of you

say bye to all my friends
waiting for the end
this is the path ive chosen
i cant pretend
that everything is fine
my lifes a fucking lie
the demon on my shoulder
has one this time

i spoke to the demon
he murdered the angel
and now ive got blood on my hands

demons & angels

Produced by @jakkyboi 
Mixed by @IOFMUSIC
Cover art @emotionalbuu
Yea
girl ya bad but ya basic (yea you are)
I can see you runnin fast in your asics (very far)
Around the track and i hope you never make it (and i can't discard)
Cause the whole time i was picturing you naked (woah)

Woah 
didnt expect you to be that rude (yea you are)
Well i think your pretty cool i like your tattoos (bad thus far)
Not to mention that i really wanna fuck you (still want more)
The only problem is that i could never trust you (no)

Hey
How you been? & Where ya friends at? (how ya been)
I know they always use to shit on me i get that (where ya friends)
And everytime i think about it i kinda miss that (cause im cool with it)
And i just pulled up put my heart inside a giftbag (gross)

How
Do you think that you deserve me (how do you)
I know your oh-so-perfect body hella curvy (im proud of you)
Im Kinda crazy super weird and really quirky (but he's mad at me)
If i was your dad i would prolly wanna hurt me (oh)

He saw me!
He said hey i got you a lil present
I didnt wanna hesitate and try guessin
What was inside
the next thing i heard was a shot outside
In my direction!
I hope this teaches you a lesson
That whats i heard him screaming
As i was busy seeking
Looking for some protection

I know that your up 
too no good at times
I feel invincible
i cant lie

I told her
Time is running out were only getting 
older
Stupid words never really console her (and they don't work)
Thats when i realized i cant control her (and it does hurt)
Then i remembered

Bangss Vs. Dad! (+ jakkyboí)

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Prod. @anxietyattackss

This is do or die just like everything else ya
This an angel falling fast I might need help ya
"These are words you need to hear" I tell myself yeah
Pray that god strikes me down don't wanna live no more

I don’t have no time for closure
You did your rounds I fucked around and now it’s over
You know expecting things to last Is bad composure
I know I’m fucked up in the head thats why i lost her

Please forgive me for my sins, I ain’t mean to hurt my loved ones
and unfortunately I did, Imma regret my mistakes until the od or the lead
This is much past far removed you know I've been way off the edge

this is suicide just not sure where it ends
this is beautiful just let me play pretend
this is cynical i've been a piece of shit
this is factual I'm just relaying scripts

Imma own up own up
imma fuck up fuck up
are u sorry that u met me?
i still wonder, wonder
but you don't gotta wonder
x2

This is do or die just like everything else ya
This an angel falling fast I might need help ya
"These are words you need to hear" I tell myself yeah
Pray that god strikes me down don't wanna live no more

this is suicide just not sure where it ends
this is beautiful just let me play pretend
this is cynical i've been a piece of shit
this is factual I'm just relaying scripts

I'm so stuck in my head
life look like a dead end
broken heart i can't mend
out to break more again

Imma own up own up
imma fuck up fuck up
are u sorry that u met me?
i still wonder, wonder
but you don't gotta wonder

this is do or die just like everything else (prod. Anxiety Attacks x Bruce Leen)

available on all platforms: https://song.link/us/i/1456734832

artwork: @levistrauck

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/WXTedaF9_Jw

kiss me <3 feat. Swing High, Swing Low (prod. 4evr)

day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
it all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

And all I ever really wanted was you in it
Maybe I'm meant to spend forever as a masochist

all I have left is in my head
a blank space with your name in it
wish you would have stayed but I understand
went too deep and drowned again
I think the pain made me love instead
pulled out the oages inside my head
felt what it means to see everything and
every being for what it is
I still miss you so much
but everythings hopeless and its not so bad
add another slash and run it back screaming

Day 38 cant make it
counting scars like marks in the pavement
all the love in me turned to hatred
and beautiful things bring pain when
they're gone like we all will be
wish I could kill my fucking feelings
stuck in this hell scratched your name in the ceiling
starting to think that this is really how it ends
been 6 months since I've seen you
hope you're doing good yea me too
things have changed so much and I've seen a new life
It all fell into place without you by my side
then 10 years came and went so quick
your first love's gone and got 3 kids
it took so long but there's so much I've missed
I've learned life hurts but I love this

Day 38

day 38 (prod. shon lindauer)

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

I never felt as powerless as i did in the hospital room
every second and hour spent saying how much i love you
and I’m so sorry that I fucking lied
said I’ll protect you but I couldn’t this time
it doesn’t matter how hard I tried
how the hell do I say goodbye
i wanna be the way we were
but it just keeps getting worse
keep screaming at the nurse I’m sorry
watch them take away your body

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me
scream until you comeback
I need you please don’t go yet
give me one more day
why would they take you away from me
I’m staring at the sky 
and wonder if you’re behind with
a thousand eyes on you
sitting inside the blue it still doesn’t feel real yet
kneeling next to your bed and seeing you so damn cold
just tell me its all a fucking lie

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

keep screaming (prod. neek)

Produced by Dylon Bangss
Engineered by Preston Hardwick and Dylon Bangss
Mastered by @prodiof
Cover by Scotty Splash
Lyrics:
Stuck in my room
Im a loner
Up before noon
Got a boner
Play with myself
For an hour
Covered in filth
Take a shower

All these thoughts they run around my head

Stay down
Fall up
Make that bank
Know they hate that
Rain down
Call love
Hate yourself
On the way back home
I dont give a fuck 
If they say that so?
Imma hate myself
Only way i know
Fucked up
Get sucked
And tell that bitch
She should go back home

Its hard getting through
All this shit when were all so alone
I feel like im losing control of everything that i know
Not locking it down like i should
Losing myself here for good
Im giving up knowing your doing good

Ion wanna bust down
Hurt you
Next ill feel like new shoes
Stepped on in
You choose
Gotta break them boys in
Like yoohoo, hey
I dont wanna feel like i knew something
I dont wanna feel nothing
I dont wanna feel like i knew something
I dont wanna feel nothing

Chasing the light
Wasting my time
Im struggling to find someone
Struggling to find
Elastic i stretched
And got snapped
In the eye
The game that we play
Is a humbling time
Reaching my hand on E
To the other end
Vacancy all i see
They all play pretend
I dont need your help
I dont need your help
Not at all

Now I want big bucks
Cause my wallets hurtin
When a bitch so bad
And her ass so perfect
And it sucks when you aint really got it like that
Its your fault you aint got it like that
Gotta make up for all of the lost cash

Time wasted
Still chasin
Limelight
Brighten the room
And ill take it
Spotlight sitting on you
And you’ll fake it
Gods light burning my eyes 
i cant take it

sucks 2 suck

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The Dylon Bangss project is done
@RogersOnlySon is my new project see you there c;

sucks 2 suck

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