this track was produced by: @prodby2k6
featuring a true friend @emofruits
mixed/ mastered by @whatafuckingbitch
art by: Diet Percs IG: @dietpercs

lyrics:

150:
Damn I need your luv 
I need it right now 
I remember days 
with the lights out 
X2

Crashing on ur ceiling 
Thru the window 
Crawling up my arms 
Like a widow 
Cover up my scars 
With a tattoo 
Ur daddy doesn’t like me 
Said I’m bad news 

Whats the point anymore 
I nearly had you 
only take these fucking drugs 
Cuz I have to 
And the perkies don’t work 
I don’t feel nothin 
Whats the point of even living 
When I’m dying 
Mama started crying 
Y’all don’t even understand 
What my life is 
Ive been through it so much 
but i hide it 
I don’t like what in the mirror
And I fight it 
Yea I fight it

Damn I need your luv 
I need it right now 
I remember days 
with the lights out 
X4

fruits:
Baby im a bum 
she don't want my love
killin my liver
while i kill whats im in my cup
she dont like me now 
but she will when im up
lights out
when the drinks out
im dying to get numb
im dying to get numb
i need ur luv 
and its hurtin real bad
i pop one 
i pop two
these drugs got me sad
i might just black out
i might just go back
i might just go back
yea , i might just go back

150:
Damn I need your luv 
I need it right now 
I remember days 
with the lights out

lights out w/ emo fruits

feel that </3
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(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

'Fore I use this coke
Lemme see if we got sprite
Wanna be so gone I ain't pickin up my eyes
That lil shawty throat got me rollin back my eyes
After I get done she gon fuck me like she mine
She gon fuck me like she mine
Brink of death when I'm feelin most alive
Pull up on me I'm a show you a great time
Purple boy I'm a sip me up a line
Purple hoe she gon fuck me like my wife
Fuck on her body she leave with her mind on love
I don't give a fuck
I open one up
And I start to run it up
And that's when I vomit yeah
Act like she know me
She don't know nothin yeah
And that's when I vomit yeah

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

I been on some new shit
I don't recognize myself
I just crack another seal
And it free me from this hell

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

That hoe make me sick
But I'm still gon fuck her
Actin like she know where I been
Don't bother
Where you gonna run to
When you find out I'm a downer on these drugs too
And your boyfriend start to wonder where you're off to
When you start feelin the pain when you feel numb too
Cause bitch I'm numb too
And I hope my brother EG forgive me
I know it ain't easy
I told him 24 minutes
And I ain't show when he need me
All of these drugs make me sleepy
Look in the mirror ain't me
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<3

FEEL THAT W/ PINK CIG (prod. v-e beats)

luv is 2 hard </3
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i dont wanna fall in love 
cuz love is too hard 
i dont wanna drink too much 
cuz the drugs been too strong
i dont wanna fall in love 
cuz the drop is too far
u dont wanna fall in love 
cuz love is too hard
tell me what u want now 
tell me what u need
i think my heart stopped now 
but it still bleeds
 
dont tell me u still love me 
im not who i use to be
and my cup is extra muddy 
all my demons help me lean 
i been dying in the dark now
can u hear me 
i been dying from the start now 
the thoughts never leave

i dont wanna fall in love 
cuz love is too hard 
i dont wanna drink too much 
cuz the drugs been too strong
i dont wanna fall in love 
cuz the drop is too far
u dont wanna fall in love 
cuz love is too hard
tell me what u want now 
tell me what u need
i think my heart stopped now 
but it still bleeds
.
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<3

-emo fruits aka EP IN JANURARARYYRYRYRrrYYY

LUV IS 2 HARD (prod. luffysome)

THIS ONE FOR ANYBODY WHO FEELS UNHEARD
THIS ONE FOR THE SOUL
KILL THE EGO FEED THE MIND
CHANGE ISN'T BAD
LYSUN

cover by lysun & cccslade

CHANGE ISN'T BAD (prod. miloofly)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

prod and mix/mastered by me

I feel like a ghost bitch I’m transparent 
Smoking thrax up in the hills in the clouds bitch I vanish 
All these fucking thoughts I can’t manage
All these fucking thought up in my brain it needs a bandage 
I'm at a disadvantage 
Tryin not to panic
Not the best at planning
Some days barely standing 
The door inside my mind is locked shut
So what big deal big bags shits real
The door inside my mind is locked shut
So what the key to the door is the drugs as of late
I’ve been staying up late not answering the phone making music smoking strong pop another to keep calm 
They just mad at me 
Oh trust I know 
I’ll just smile as I blow another o like

Driving down the road at night
Confessions to the star light 
I want a bag and bag and another bag
Yeah I know it’s sad know you’re mad yeah I know it’s bad 
Yeah I want a bag and Benz and another bag and another bag
I’m just wrapped up in my old ways 
Same songs blowing haze in a daze I hope it stays like this 
Can’t hurt like hurt like this
Just numb like this 
Took 2 more percs just to stay like this

i feel like a ghost (prod. kryptik)

where do you turn when everything falls apart (+ shrimp)

spotify/apple music

Where Do You Turn When Everything Falls Apart (+ shrimp)

can we talk about me for once [prod deliverthecrush]

93FEETOFSMOKE - i don't wanna go inside pt II

produced by me and extra large holiday card
artwork by me

lyrics:
i don't wanna think about it but it's weighing heavy on my conscience
telling me you love me but you don't know what you want
i swear it's nonsense
wish that i could read your mind so i could tell what's really going on then
saying everything is fine with you and me but you know that it's not yeah

whip around your block yeah
might not make it home if i take another shot yeah
lately getting numb is the only thing i got yeah
all this time alone has been leading me to rot yeah

and it's hard for me to say these things about you
lately can't do anything with you
maybe we just need to break away from
everything that made us feel okay

i don't wanna think about it but it's weighing heavy on my conscience
telling me you love me but you don't know what you want
i swear it's nonsense
wish that i could read your mind so i could tell what's really going on then
saying everything is fine with you and me but you know that it's not yeah

[xlhc]
saw you sneaking out the back door
what about our plans
huh, guess we should’ve talked more
nothing’s making sense
i pretend it did before
but i know somethings going on and now i can’t ignore it
if you want a perfect picture, let’s be real
i was just the paint that you left dripping on the easel
choose your favorite color
baby, tell me how to feel
improvise like bob ross
nothing’s even real

and it's hard for me to say these things about you
lately can't do anything with you
maybe we just need to break away from
everything that made us feel okay

i don't wanna think about it but it's weighing heavy on my conscience
telling me you love me but you don't know what you want
i swear it's nonsense
wish that i could read your mind so i could tell what's really going on then
saying everything is fine with you and me but you know that it's not yeah

nonsense w/ extra large holiday card

The Dylon Bangss project is done
@RogersOnlySon is my new project see you there c;

Where Do You Turn When Everything Falls Apart (+ shrimp)

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