This has been sitting around on my hard drives for a while and I've thus far failed to write any vocals for it. I'm pretty pleased with it, so far, though. I think it needs a more solid low end. What do you think?

Here it is for your listening enjoyment(?) as an instrumental, for now... if you can enjoy it in spite of SoundCloud recompressing it and fucking up the high-end...

Perverse Instantiation (3-21-2018)

Another soundtrack-type song from the bowels of my "whole songs" folder that I haven't shared anywhere yet... This one is more cheerful than usual for me.

Positively Almost (3-2-2016)

Untitled (upbeat & thematic) - (8-2013)

It was very difficult to work on a computer while accessing it with Screen Sharing (thanks, NVidia, for making defective GPUs)...

It needs more work and it needs vocals... But here's the work in progress for whoever finds that interesting...

Untitled (upbeat & thematic - 8-2013) WIP; currently instrumental

the monotony of staying alive (10-18-2015)

Reconstruction of a melody originally recorded on 4-13-2014.

remember where you are (1-31-2016)

This piece started its life in Korg Gadget on an iPad Pro, and was then exported to Logic, where it received some processing and refinement.

passing through irrelivancy (1-6-2016)

Started out forcing myself to be constructive by messing around with hardware synths until i found something i liked. Recorded a simple part into Logic and built upon it for many hours, using various synthesizers (mostly hardware), Logic's FX, a mandolin, my voice, and an iOS app for modeled cello (FingerFiddle).

nonspecific dissatisfaction (9-6-2016)

[Updates in brackets]

I started this track in July of 2016. I put the vocals together in March of 2017, feeling compelled to comment about the way my country's government was trying to rewind all progress [and my country has just chosen that again, hence revisiting this post]. I'm beyond disgusted at the trajectory of things. I could spit blood [again].

Luckily, the progressive people, who are normally asleep during democrat administrations, are also pretty disgusted and are doing whatever they can to resist this acceleration of dystopia... [though today's edit needs to mention the fact that there's a divide & conquer assault against the American left, with professional "Centrist™" types helping boost pre-existing infighting, so that the tiny minority of actually-progressive left-leaning people get attacked from all sides: from within their center-right/neoliberal party (wrongly stated to be "left" or "liberal") and from without. Lots of it is probably organic "sincere" human conflict, but some of it is definitely coming from formal propaganda efforts, and it's really hard to distinguish between them to have any guess as to whether or not to bother trying to engage people in conversation online.]

[I originally started the lyric writing when someone said "at least we still have each other" somewhere online, maybe on Facebook or pre-Musk Twitter. That comment triggered me because many people are deeply isolated and only "have each other" online. Since I seem better at verbose prose than poetry, I started with spoken word; I should probably try that more often. The rest came together somehow, I guess. I suck at writing lyrics and vocals, but occasionally it happens.]

Lyrics:

[spoken word]
It seems now, more than ever before, we know that "each other" is a nation of credulous thinkers, racists, sexists, homophobes, dominionists, the ignorant, the callous, the hateful, and so many more terrible attributes.

[verse]
Is it true,
what they say to you?
Is it true,
the things they want you to do?

Do you know
what is right or wrong?
Can you feel
your chance is fading away?

Could it be 
all or nothing or,
could there be
something in-between?

Should we hope
something better comes, or
should we try
taking action now?

[Chorus]
Is this the way they want it?
Delete all steps of progress
Erase all truth and justice
Rewind to yesterday

[spoken word background]
Do you forget why we moved ahead?
Do you forget why you changed these things?
Do you even understand the concept of cause & effect?

[Spoken word]
When you're privileged to live among others who think like you, it's easy to say "we still have each other". Those of us embedded in communities surrounded by our ideological opponents feel alone, defeated, and just basically fucked.

[verse]
Feel the end
coming quicker now
Have you done
all you wanted to?

You refused
what was asked of you
You declined
responsibility

Is there more
that you could have done?
Would you try,
given second chance?

Is regret 
all that's left for us? Do
we deserve
everything that's come?

[Chorus]
Is this the way they want it?
Delete all steps of progress
Erase all truth and justice
Rewind to yesterday

demo

We, Each Other (7-18-2016 to 3-20-2017) [Updated text]

Inspired by Elise...

i re-recorded a few pieces of vocals that were bugging me and made slight change to the vocal mixing. Still has the additional background vocals, thanks to the lovely Jacqueline.

the accused (2006) - updated mix for 2017

i've been wondering whether or not to add vocals to this and nothing has come to me in the six months since finishing this demo, so here it is for your listening (and hopefully enjoyment).

worth the while (12-31-2016)

No matter how far away you think it is, it's actually much farther...

I recently repaired my Korg M3m touch screen. i needed an excuse to use it. Not that there's much in this song that comes from it. Glad to have been productive. Hope you enjoy. Mostly instrumental with a few bits of speaking.

the nearest star (10-5-2017)

No, she didn't.

music, words and vocals by me.

will she come home tonight

A soft, mellow but tense short and slow moving lullaby. The first of my modern, post-tracker, music.

Barely Morning

Updated version of:

First new music i've created in years. Done in Logic on a MacBook Pro 3,1 with:

Live instruments:
Mandolin, African drum, Bangladeshi flute, my voice

And:
Logic instruments & effects.

Imperfections intentional (except this one has the drums the first version was missing; thanks Logic).

In the face of it (12-03-2012)

Electronic musician, but you wont find dance music or insect noises here. These tracks come from different eras and modes in my music composition history, but they all came from me in one form or another.

The tracks with Red Light Ballroom are auditions i did with a band (they were looking for a lyricist/vocalist). i did the words and vocals, but the rest is the band.

Full details here: http://dysamoria.com/music/

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