SAD HEARTS WITH SICK DREAMS

A new recording with new arrangements... Initial version (https://soundcloud.com/alexis-roche-2/orange).

[Remixed Jul 13, 2025]

Remarque comme le ciel est déjà presque orange
Plus grand monde au balcon juste quelques passants
Et des enfants qui jouent à s’accrocher aux branches
En se foutant pas mal de l’air froid qui descend
C’est l’heure où on ressent cette mélancolie
Dont parlait le rimeur dans les soleils couchants
Et laisse le repos venir avant la nuit
Pas vraiment convaincu d'être vraiment vivant

On est parti tantôt avec des sacs de rêves 
Attachés dans le dos sur nos tapis volants
On a toisé le monde un sourire à nos lèvres
Et jeté dans les flammes nos corps incandescents
De désirs imbéciles en espoirs immodestes
On a fini séché allongé dans un champ
D'avoir appris surtout à aimer la défaite
Et écouter ému rigoler nos enfants

Orange [retake]

Simple Things

Eddy Mango 2

Alla dagar. ( 1998 ) Eddy Mango-Margareta Theorin ( Eddy )

Collaboration / Ash and Hiro (Studio F.A.M.E.)

What a Feeling (Flashdance) / Ash & Hiro

Waiting. Minutes into hours, into days, into weeks, into months… a world on hold, waiting for hope.

Kronos 88 – Piano, Drums, Percussion, Bass, Arpeggiator
X50 – Chimes, Vocal effect, Arpeggiator
M50 – Flange Strings, Drums

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Waiting

01 - Spitfire Audio - Alev Lenz 3 - I Know You Will
02 - Spitfire Audio - Eric Whitacre Choir - Tutti - All In One - Dynamic Swell OOH
03 - Spitfire Audio - Eric Whitacre Choir - Evo Grid - Bass - Dynamic Movements
04 - Spitfire Audio - Albion - NEO - Brunel Loops - Suspended in Space

Palette Of Voices

INVITATION TO COLLAB >>> MUSICIANS,  BEATMAKERS, SINGERS, RAPPERS ... Who want Can USE & REMIX  those A CAPPELLAS, choice parts you want, place it, modulate it as You like, MAKE A SPECIAL TRACK, with SOUNDS or FIT IT AS A FEAT in a SONG...   LYRICS are Here Below.
DOWNLOAD are FREE & it's in Wave, if You Want MP3, ask me. If You Use My Vocals, Mention My Name in the Track & Let Me Know, I will Repost, Share, Include it in Playlists & Mix...
& If you use it for commercial purpose, let me know, all my songs are under Authors Rights
First Versions of the Song  > https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-J1b_oUzqJg & https://soundcloud.com/specialececilia/the-sixth-element 

LYRICS

Music is in You Music is in Me                                                    
Music is our Philosophy
Don't bother stop it
don't even bother try                                                                                                  
it's part of   Life...
Music all the time

Child yet feel it 
Youth can play it
Elders still make it
Some are famous and wealthy
Some are poor materially 
but so rich artistically....

Music is in You Music is in Me
Music is our Philosophy
Don't bother stop it
don't even bother try
it's part of  Life...
Music Day & Night

Music comes from Deep inside
Expressing the subtile
from Souls to Souls
Music is Vital Entertainement
Must be the Sixth Element....

Music is in You Music is in Me
Music is our Philosophy
Don't bother stop it
don't even bother try
it's part of  Life...
Music all the Time

Music is Voice of People
Sounds of the Earth
Music can make us feel Higher
bring us together

Couldn't live without her....

Music is in You Music is in Me
Music is our Philosophy
Don't bother stop it
don't even bother try
it's part of  Life...
Music day & night

...All the time...

Music is Vital Entertainement
Must be the Sixth Element....

MUSIC PHILOSOPHY / The SIXTH ELEMENT Vocals

I invite you to step through the Dream Portal and enter into another dimension of sound. 

A massive thank you 🙏 for all of your continued support, and for listening. Together we are strong...
And as always, a deep gratitude for all of the immensely talented artists showcased here in my DJ mix.

Artwork entitled Journey of Souls by Louis Dyer. www.louisdyer.com

All tracks purchased from www.beatport.com, www.psyshop.com, or provided directly by the artist/label.

Mixing decks used to perform this set was the Pioneer XDJ-XZ.

1. Ace Ventura, Vertical Mode - Deep Breath (Original Mix)
Iboga Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/deep-breath-original-mix/13747936

2. Antinomy, Silent Sphere - Eternal (Original Mix)
Iboga Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/eternal-original-mix/13894519

3. Zentura - Light Mutations (Antinomy Remix)
Iboga Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/light-mutations-antinomy-remix/11145762

4. IKØN - Daydream (Original Mix)
TechSafariRecords - https://www.beatport.com/track/daydream-original-mix/13626183

5. Lyktum, Hinap - Synchronicity (Original Mix)
Iono Music - https://www.beatport.com/track/synchronicity-original-mix/13552665

6. Silent Sphere - Dna (Out of Range Remix)
Iboga Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/dna-out-of-range-remix/13810931

7. Infected Mushroom, Xerox - Acid Killer (Space Cat Remix)
HOMmega Productions - https://www.psyshop.com/HOMmega-20/hom2cd095

8. Funky Gong, Cylon, Tsuyoshi Suzuki - Buddha Eye (Original Mix)
Matsuri Digital - https://www.beatport.com/track/buddha-eye-original-mix/13818455

9. Transwave - The Rezwalker (Space Cat vs Prastix Remix)
Matsuri Digital - https://www.beatport.com/track/the-rezwalker-space-cat-vs-prastix-remix/13895355

10. Syxtra - Transmission (Original Mix)
Dacru Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/transmission-original-mix/13711460

11. Mechanimal - Beyond Technique (Original Mix)
24/7 Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/beyond-technique-original-mix/13954497

12. Waio, Goa Jonas - Take Some LFO (Original Mix)
Expo Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/take-some-lfo-original-mix/13915570

13. Solitary Shell - Crossings of Existence (Original Mix)
Sahman Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/crossings-of-existence-original-mix/13952594

14. Ace Ventura, Outsiders - Free Your Soul (Original Mix)
Future Music Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/free-your-soul-original-mix/13086811

15. Cosmic Tone - Wake Us Up (Freak Control Remix)
Iono Music - https://www.beatport.com/track/wake-us-up-freak-control-remix/13605410

16. Juno Reactor, Undercover - Dakota (Undercover Extended Mix)
Metropolis Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/dakota-undercover-extended-mix/10863106

17. Astrix - Beyond the Senses (Bliss Remix)
Shamanic Tales - https://www.beatport.com/track/beyond-the-senses-bliss-remix/13481208

18. Vertical Mode - Codes of D.N.A (Ilai Remix)
Sacred Technology - https://www.beatport.com/track/codes-of-d-n-a-ilai-remix/13945320

19. Sonic Species - Zero (A-Tech Remix)
Dacru Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/zero-a-tech-remix/13689632

20. Black Marvin, Impulser, Nero Effecta - Cybernetics (Original Mix)
Sol Music - https://www.beatport.com/track/cybernetics-original-mix/13978340

21. Alien Project, Astrix - Midnight Sun (Save The Robot Remix)
United Beats Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/midnight-sun-save-the-robot-remix/13934564

22. Alpha Portal, Burn In Noise - Omnia (Original Mix)
Shamanic Tales - https://www.beatport.com/track/omnia-original-mix/13924163

23. ESP - Live Better Electrically (Original Mix)
Sacred Technology - https://www.beatport.com/track/live-better-electrically-original-mix/13961898

24. Mad Maxx, Shivadelic - Ganesha Namaha (Stryker Remix)
United Beats Records - https://www.beatport.com/track/ganesha-namaha-stryker-rmx/12016430

Dream Portal | A Psychedelic Excursion

Five steps (each one with two parts) progressing along 3 minutes thru different styles: rock, psycho, pop, hard..., and finally back to the psychopoppy ones.

Letra / Lyrics:

No siempre he estado aquí (soy imperfecto) / I have not always been here (I am imperfect)

Cuando tengo frío, o tengo calor, / When I feel cold, or I feel hot,
cuando tropiezo, me quemo, o siento dolor… / when I stumble, I burn myself, or feel pain …

y  empiezo a pensar que no siempre he estado aquí, / and I start to think that I have not always been here,
y que todo en este mundo es ajeno a mí. / and that everything in this world is alien to me.

Pienso que este cuerpo / I think that this body
que me sirve para moverme / I use to move myself
no es todo lo perfecto que debiera. / is not as perfect as it had to.

Me siento extraño / I feel strange
donde tendría que estar a gusto, / where I should to be comfortable,
y me reconforto / and I feel better
cuando me relaciono bien con el mundo. / when I relate well to the world.

Empiezo a pensar en el tránsito; / I start to think about the passage;
que no siempre he estado ni estaré aquí; / that I have not always been nor will be here;
que mi vida es un entretenimiento / about my life being an entertainment
en el viaje a otro sitio. / along the trip to another place.

Y descubro lo profundo / And I discover the deepness
entre tanta superficialidad, / among so much superficialness,
si la meta de todo lo que hago / if the goal of everything I do
es comer y respirar, / is to eat and breathe,
¿qué clase de razón tengo en la cabeza? / what kind of reason do I have in my head?
¿qué soy yo dentro de este juego? / what am I within this game?

 descubro lo profundo / And I discover the deepness
entre tanta superficialidad, / among so much superficialness,
y me pongo a pensar, / and I start thinking,
y empiezo a pensar… / and I start to think …

y  empiezo a pensar que no siempre he estado aquí, / and I start to think that I have not always been here,
y que todo en este mundo es ajeno a mí. / and that everything in this world is alien to me.

Pienso que este cuerpo / I think that this body
que me sirve para moverme / I use to move myself
no es todo lo perfecto que debiera. / is not as perfect as it had to.

©1995 E-RUIZZO – ®2013 FRANCÉS RECORDS ;)

Image: "Rocky sprout", photo by Ruizzoidman

No siempre he estado aquí (Soy imperfecto)

Upon the sadness all smeared up

Under A Thin Red Sun

DeeP. and the Couch King EP collectable stickers and zine available on Bandcamp here: https://musiciselation.bandcamp.com/album/deep-and-the-couch-king

This is the 3rd original song that DeeP. and I worked on together. I really appreciate his experimental yet accessible dark and soulful production work. I like how his music allows me to touch on topics that I normally wouldn’t write about if I were leading the music production. I have been reflecting on how it is important to stretch and grow and try new things. DeeP.’s music really helps me to achieve this goal and his mixing and mastering really brings out the best in me. 

I wanted this song to fit in thematically with the other 2 songs we worked on but I felt the music wanted me to expand the range of subject matter. Therefore, I went gothic and took my cues from gothic literature, such as The Castle of Otranto and Frankenstein, and tried to channel those literary elements into a pop song. For the subject matter I was also reflecting on how psychic connections and empathy can be draining unless one develops and maintains skills to remain grounded and whole. 

It is so fun to make music with musicians one admires. SoundCloud is the best place to be a fan. Both Phil McWalter and Nathalie B20 are SoundCloud legends and incredibly talented and prolific musicians who I have listened to for years now. I feel super honored to have finally gotten the chance to make music with these giants. I hope they had fun as well!!!

DeeP.: Music, Mix, and Mastering https://soundcloud.com/detlef-piepke
 Phil McWalter: Guitar
https://soundcloud.com/phil-mcwalter
Nathalie B20: Lyrics and Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/nathalie-b20
Couch King: Lyrics and Vocals
musiciselation.bandcamp.com

Lyrics

I’m loosing my self 
You’re sucking me out
I was having my doubts
But you casted them out 
Now I’m devout without will to walkout 
Somehow you got me

Every time I think a you 
I get linked up with you 
And then I’m tangled up in your mind 
Can’t go a week with you 
Before I think were through 
Because I’m going straight out of my mind
Try not to let it
Don’t let it
Get to me
Your consuming all my energy 
Don’t call me gothic
Though I believe I got bit
You sucked all the life outta me

How naive was I to begin with
Thin skinned and an optimist 
Going all in a romanticist
Fool hearted on destiny’s myth 
Still in the grips of youthful bliss
You knew I could be possessed by just one kiss
Cupid’s potion’s in spit
Oh how I wished I could take just one more sip
One more hit 
All the more craved by the way you withheld it
Blood from bit lips 
Lust in wet drips 
Pulsating of molded hips 
Through the veil of lunar eclipse 
There’s a pirate on one of those passing ships

Entangled in your clutches of guilt 
Such is the life anguish built 
Enchanted to hear the lilt of your final
Siren song once again 
There’s a little death in your bite of venom
Pandora’s box in your denim  
The sting of lies that become truths if you let ‘em
Any wrongdoings you sleuth 
I can never forget ‘em
Bound to my faults 
Wounds ’n deep salts
Trapped in this waltz
Every step out of time 
You’re makin’ sure I regret ‘em 
Through the veil of lunar eclipse 
You cast your net and I got caught in ’em

DeeP. and the Couch King

Bandcamp

DeeP., Phil McWalter, Nathalie B20 & the Couch King - Tangled In Your Mind

The Reservoir Dogs - a SC collaborative band consisting of Norbert (N.o.b.S.) Meyer, Tot., Andrea (Foresto) Martini and Ken Minty.    We had done so many collaborations together we thought a band name would be appropriate.
	The song “Entranced Hearts” or “Hearts in Trance” - take your pick – originated as a percussive track by Tot.   Norbert Meyer created a harmonic background with electric organ and a punchy bassline.   He onforwarded it to me (Ken Minty) for my input, so I added a 12 string guitar rhythm track, a melodic line, and lyrics (a sequel to Foresto's “October 7”).   Andrea Martini then added electric guitar.
 	Lastly - a quick and careful mix by Norbert, and, voila – the finished item.

	Lots of links:
Tot.		:  https://soundcloud.com/tot-beat
N.o.b.S.	:  https://soundcloud.com/nobsmeyer
Foresto:	:  https://soundcloud.com/user-959329289
Foresto's “October 7”:  https://soundcloud.com/user-959329289/7october
The Reservoir Dogs playlist:  https://soundcloud.com/kcm069/sets/the-reservoir-dogs


Lyrics:

	gardens grow by the light of the moon
	moonlight flowers bloom so soon then they’re gone

	now the shadows are fading fast
	e’en the memory cannot last  for long
	they’ll soon be gone
	shadows lightly dance at night
	a darkling dance through moonlight night ‘til the 	dawn 
		the coming of dawn

	love’s unlikely lunacy   blooms and withers ceaselessly
	a shadow dancing to a moonlight beat

	nourished by desire’s light
	glances grow to ecstatic heights of romance
		a passionate dance
	grasping with our callous hands
	we reach for those magic lands of romance
	        our hearts are in trance
		our hearts are in trance

Hearts in Trance

Hearts In Trance - The Reservoir Dogs

"Secret Dream" electronic music and vocals ,
I was thinking about dreams and how they can suddenly come back to you during the day, sometimes in just a glimmer.
art work: two drawings of mine merged in photoshop

Secret Dream

This Starts a New Series   The Twilight Series!!
 Mike and I are Jazzing things up a bit  I am so honored to play on this with My Buddy Mike.  We hope you enjoy listening to this piece as much as we liked playing it. Again My thanks to Mike  so awesome to work with you.

Twilight Two     Mike & Gina

If you are a student and interested in programming a robot on International Space Station, why don't you form a team to save astronauts!

https://jaxa.krpc.jp
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0-ZJaAdNDw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=karCrd4vb7I
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxrdXwxtGiQ&feature=youtu.be

2021 new

Unofficial Variations on Robot Programming Challenge

Lillithe: Arrangement, Mix and Production
Vocal : www.Ghosthack.de
Lyrics:
Too many times
Did i sit here and cry
After  the lies
Can we say our goodbyes
Why are you playin
I'm tired of saying
You took it all
When you walked out on me
You're from the city
I'm from the sticks
You were so pretty
But you made love a bitch
Just go 
Take it all with you
Moonlight 
On the morning dew
I'm so sick and tired 
Of messin around
Of mucking it up
Every time that i'm down
I’m so sick and tired 
Of running away
I must be in love
Won’t you just stay

So Sick and Tired Messing Around (Mastering Paploviante)

Jamie sent me this incredible instrumental track he'd entitled "The Future Is Now" and said "I was wondering if you had time to add something to this?"
 
"OK" I said remembering my Brit Cool just in time. (I was very honoured to be asked and equally knocked out by the track...) I thought about that phrase "The Future Is Now" and how some people seem to be in a rush to cancel the past. As any history student knows; it is not who wins the battle or conducts the pious deed but whose record survives the interim years.

Walking across the countryside one frequently comes across large lakes and reservoirs and hears stories about the submerged villages with a fabled church bell that sometimes still doles out a message from the deep, on occasions or anniversaries of great import. (fromtheedges.wordpress.com/2015/03/20/…nken-bells/)

I do wonder if we deny and bury our past, who will understand the dolorous bells' messages from forgotten landscapes behind our burning bridges or even hear them: We're Building A Dam - It's an anguished cry for help as the very shore we crept out of the sea onto, slips back under the waves already lapping at our feet... and the telling of stories ends of our own doing, as the flood erases true history and our villages disappear under the water...

@jamie-rhind was the lead bell ringer and carillon player 
 @janinelevinson the wondrous mermaid that sings and tends to the sunken bells 
@phil-mcwalter sat on the shrinking shore, listening, playing guitar and singing the old stories with them...

WE'RE BUILDING A DAM

We’re building a dam
We’re building a dam
Feel the power
Flooding history
Cover the past
Cover
Sssh
Cover the past

Cover

I feel the lake growing
Feel the power
Flooding history
I see the world shrinking
I feel the lake growing
Feel the power
Flooding history
I know the past is going

The future is now
The future is now

I feel the lake growing
I see the world shrinking
I feel the lake growing
I know the past is going

We’re building a dam
The future is now
We’re building a dam
Feel the power
Building a dam
Flooding history
Cover the past
Building a dam
Cover
Building a dam
Cover the past
Building a dam
Cover
Building a dam
We're building a dam

© Phil McWalter Feb 2021

We're Building A Dam

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