@odece #us #toman

last song of 2021 :) thank u all 4 the support and luv. thank u all 4 a great year of growth and all the new beginnings im a part of. happy new years every1.

lyrics:

(victxrw)

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose

thinking bout the past but i know its not my fault,
cause every single time i try 2 talk u would
walk away n leave me here
my heart enwrapped with layers of fear </3
i didnt know wht i was doing...
all these fucking voices in my head telling me 2 do it

u said tht ur done well i think tht im done too
feel like i gotta run but theres nowhere else 2 run 2
u said tht its over yea ig thats fucking done too
dont wanna stretch it out but remember i still got u...

like whts my fucking purpose?
all i ever know is all the pills tht i purchase
i know ur fucking hurting
all i wnna do is try 2 make u feel worth it
i dont wnna make u feel so worthless
and every single time i tell u tht ur perfect,
u dont listen so now ur feelings worsen
i stg im not doing it on purpose...

purpose (odece)

#HugoBoss

@prodsardonyx

ever since u left me ive been feeling really blue
try to hold back but i keep on running after u
things u never told me i wish that i really knew
ill never know what u were going thru
we both hate the life that were livin
tell me whats on ur mind that ur missin
i can see it in ur eyes u wanna be set free
wanna be set free
but what about me..
idk what u want me to think now
the way u made me feel
got me walkin with my head down
feelings that u showed me
all are in the past now
cant help but pace around
what do u wanna tell me
what is it that ur hiding from me
laughing at me cause i cant see
that im blind to all ur lying
not really sure where to go now
feelin really low im on the road
months ago u told me i was the best how?
not even on ur mind now..

running after you </3 [sardonyx]

prod by me 

https://soundcloud.com/1hawkiee

eye 4 an eye
you know I’m just gonna take it back
way 2 high
watch everything just fade to black (︶︹︺)
you rock designer
but your crib looks like a shack
I’m posted up with my twins like I’m zack (☆ω☆)

you know I want revenge ( ` ω ´ )
don’t want to be around again
I cannot make no amends
I’ve cut off too many friends ~(>_<~)

bb defenders I look tall (＠＾◡＾)
I’ve been trapped up in this walls
I’ve been getting cold like fall (-_-)
don’t wanna talk don’t wanna call

need some peace but it always runs by
need retribution it’s all eye 4 an eye (;¬_¬)
I might chug 40s until I just die
I cannot sleep I’m awake in the night

heard your music had to laugh ヽ(⌒▽⌒)ﾉ
don’t want no other half
they stab me in the back (⇀‸↼‶)
I do not know her
but she wants a photograph ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
final home and I mix it with the Raf (´･ᴗ･ ` )

eye4aneye ft. hawkie (mercyyy)

prod by me 

I’ve been in my thoughts (( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
I’ve been burning through some Gs
been off a couple meds
but I cannot fall asleep Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
I’ve been downing white wine
I just feel like lil peep
don’t know why I try
I just feel like a creep (Ｔ＿Ｔ)

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

I’ve been falling in this darkness
been off the drugs wish I never started (◞‸◟)
I wish the best for every dearly departed
just lost my soul (･_･;
into land that’s uncharted

I can’t even trust
mixing substances up
all I feel is disgust
break down my bones
you can turn me to dust
coping with all my pain
smoking on angel dust (￣^￣)ゞ

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

stop me (mercyyy)

prod by me

i’ll tell ya I been in my bag
so damn tired of feeling bad
she grab a few grams out my stash
yea I get high as fuck in here
been so damn tired of counting cash
I pray to god forgive me for my sins 
hoe I been doing bad
yea I’m rolling up again cause it might be my last 
and I been prayed for all the times here that I lost here that I had
put your lil bro up inside this spliff turnt to a pack
yea I been seeing who been acting different I ain’t having that 
yea used to be my brother hit me all the time like what was that
my chopper undercover I keep it tucked up inside this bag
fuck that bitch then I love her give her give her what she wants until she dead
I told her I got yo back even if we ain’t have nothing left

(humming) 

yea and flood my pockets fuck around and send my bitch to yale
every time sue wanna fuck I told her ring the bell 
shout out ken karson i’m off X inside this bitch hoe ai can’t feel
my whip is fiber carbon do the dash on opps make tires peel

I sit back and laugh when mufuckas think that they past me 
yea i’m yo father boy don’t think that you ever gon disrespect me

I got this chop on me i’m aiming
and I ain’t gon take the spin ion need no 
freak on me she eating 
chhh ride round repeat it

I’ll tell ya I been in my bag 

she grab a few grams out my

nothing left

nothing left [me]

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@yobiee

i dont understand a thing tht u dooOooo
r u an enemy prepare to loooOOsseee
he my bro but dat not blood
he my bro he got my blood
sit nd learn cuz u my son
sit nd learn cuz u my ...
oooOOoooUuuuuu

bitches never honest
bitch u nevr cared
bitches nevrr talk 2 me
cuz dey don kno im derr

bt wat was i supposed 2 do?
i wanna talk i cnt get close 2u
in ur handz u hold da truth
shape it anyway u like
i know u wrong
ukno im right
i4got wat dey told m3
dnt giveaf not the old m3
when i fall cld u hold m3?
now tht ur gone im so lonely
all i c is u

bitche$ (pr. yobiee)

prod @pw4prez

(i Startd thinking bout u,
So i Gotta write a Song
Girl, you left me out in the Dust)

Girl, i Wish u were Here, But you're Far away from me
Girl, you're Far too Perfect why Don't you Fucking See
Spent these Last Two Years alone, Nobody wWith me
iThink i need Some help Soon i Struggle to Sleep
it's been Like 2 Years, it's Not getting Bettewr
i'm Making no Progress, i Wish i could Tell Her
Without u, I Don't want Another December
Still HeartBroken over Her, It's Neverending

it Never Ends
bby Come Back
i Miss your Love
i Miss your Laugh
it Never Ends
i'm Always Sad
Maybe one day
You'll just Call me Back
you'll Just call Me Back
and i'll Instantly Come right Back

You'll always Have
(Me)
x4

Girl, i Wish u were Here, But you're Far away from me
Girl, you're Far too Perfect why Don't you Fucking See
Spent these Last Two Years alone, Nobody wWith me
iThink i need Some help Soon i Struggle to Sleep
it's been Like 2 Years, it's Not getting Bettewr
i'm Making no Progress, i Wish i could Tell Her
Without u, I Don't want Another December
Still HeartBroken over Her, It's Neverending

ill Always Love you....
iLove cats Because they Help me WhenIm Lonely

#2yearsAlone 😿 prod Sochi

3/4

watch ur tears roll down ur cheek girl
i know you miss yea me its a cold world
pop out yea right at yo show
glock out let ya new mans know
i hit the dash i hit the road
why these bitches wanna know
lookin on the maps tryna find my home
look at that shit yea it lead me to yo arms though
final destiantion to the studio!

ima talk bout how you broke my hearrrt
tear me limb from limb masked up chainsaww
tie me to the tree you tweakin like jigsaw
freethrow a mothefuckin pipe bomb
wwe hit the ray mysterio
im climbing in the ring and im jumpin off the rope
said you hold me tight said you wouldnt let go
i gotta get my money up just to fuckin cope!

everytime i step in the room i have a meltdown
go to sleep and wake up i still feel the same now(why now ,why now)
saw my ex bitch ima kick her ass out
i still feel the same now
i still feel the same now

nothing left [me]

eleventhirteen

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