so sorry for a 3 month hiatus. i will try and post more

w @lifegiverr !!! prod @pyu !!!

mix and master by me <3

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damn you dont have to be so toxic. just chill the fuck out.

@brinnin2k
girl tell me why you're like that
you're not the same with me
time back... yea please turn the time back
don't know why you're like that
wish that you were mine yeah
wish you didn't lie yeah
you're a fucking liar
feel so fucking tired
im just gonna lie here

got no cord but i swear that i feel wired
tell me that you love me but i swear that you could move on
like girl fuck it, move on
sleepin on a futon
im so fucking broken
swear that i cant move on 
swear to god remember thats what you want
lets just do what you want
lets just do what you want uh uh

uh uh uhhh yuh

@lifegiverr
lets just do what u want
its not my body u wantt
its nights like this i stay awake
cuz im still stuck on youuu uh

just cauterize and break me off i feel so done
said  u felt the same way but my body so numb

every single breath i take
and every dumb little mistake

u put my body onna cross 
and hope i dont turn out the same

just let my body rott
i swear its all i got
dont have much more to give,, u feel my  body twitch,,

fractured hearts + life ((meta))

https://open.spotify.com/track/6duodRL3rKqw3SEgLXuEbb

@decago @wintress13
next drop @ 900 followers then pushing for an ep at 1k...
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so ill be waiting right here,, right here
find my body leave my life here,, life here
when you leave me with nothing they,ll be dry tears
i came to u was struggling,, ur my one fear

leave me in the snow please
watch me fall apart
swear my bodys right here ,,,
but my mind is not
is this what u wanted cuz its all i got....
leave my body haunted,, let my body rot

when its all said,, and done 
will u take me along
i feel so ripped apart,,, but with  u i am one
try to trn the time back but my body so numb
i just miss you so bad girl 
ur all that i want  

(yeah im so afraid for this 2 end
watch me fall apart again..(

mybodyisrighthere (decago + wintress)

prod me

if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

if you forget that you have wings
then hear your heart out when it sings
if you think you have nothing
just know theres love in everything
i hope that you can find your way
i’m also trying every day
i just wanna hear you say
that you’re proud of you one day

if you wanna touch the sky
then spread your wings and you’ll take flight
take my hand and close your eyes
i’ll take you anywhere tonight
if you truly can’t believe
that you’re the only one i see
then hold on tight and fly with me
i’ll show you what you mean to me

get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!
get higher!
get higher!
get higher!
higher in the air!

spotify

@arid


am i dead to u
or are u dead to me
i thought i trusted u
but ur still dead to me yaa
run away i had to leave the scene idk
(yea idk)

its gettin harder to breathe when I'm locked in these chains
want u closer to me but ur farther away
now theres blood on the grave and theres nothing to say
feeling so useless I lay here and fade
the reason I see
the reason I'm bleeding
I'm down on my knees
the pain I'm receiving
yea Ive fallen on the ground like I slipped in the mud
i don't wanna break away all the trust

i don't wanna waste my time
searching for what isn't mine
i saw u in a different life
ig ill leave it all behind

run away - arid (sochi)

prod @decago + @1rokit

i miss making music
thanks @fabs4k for finding the cover art

lyrics:

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

say what you want, i wont give you it back now
the letter in my house now
you wanted me to change how i felt
i wont do this with you
its all no use
we're crashing our heads against the wall again and again
im seeing the end
no place for us would prevent this from happening
im falling down
girl, i cant think
face to the ground
lost everything i had to begin with
when i think i just want to end this
end this all

when i saw
what you said
it took a second for me to even address
every flaw
in duress
you pointed out and left us in this mess

you pointed out and left us in this mess
yeah you left us in this mess

you know i cant lie
this past is haunting all my life
twist your knife into my side
cause i dont care ill be alright

its all done for you
one more second and ill lose
why cant you just say the truth?
im tired of doing this for you
for you

twist your knife into my side

twist your knife into my side (decago + 1rokit)

@gskyo
@sensuku
@tores

gens:
as time flies my heart decays
my only wish is to see your face again
girl im so tired of playing pretend
im tryna see this to the end
ive been lost without you near
and i cope with all the tears that have fallen down
will you hear my shout when i call you out

kishi:
and i hate it
i dont wanna lie, i miss the feeling of your fragrance
let me die in peace, while im dying on the pavement
it feels amazing
still got your voice in my head, i can’t take it
just move on, forget about me
im already dead, psychologically
what the hell is wrong? with you and me
april gang, love my bros, live long without me

and i can’t change
how i think, whats on my mind
i know you’re just wasting my time
few years gone by
hopefully got kids and a wife
thinking bout my future makes me cry
cause i wont be there, to live it all
do you even fucking miss me at all?
no you don’t, it aint fair
i feel so alone
i just wanna go back home

sensuku:
i js wanna go
dont let me seen at all
crying, i cant breathe alone
i know that i shouldve known
time goes by and im alone
time it just wont stop
n now im on my own (my own)
all this time ive lost

and i hate it i dont wanna lie
i miss the feeling of your fragrance
let me die in peace while im dying on the pavement
it feels amazing
n the voice in my head i cant take it

peaceful +gens, sensuku (tores)

@1akura @kyoakyo
<3

lyrics:

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

feeling is over
i know ur so hurt
but i wont get closer
no, i wont get closer

so tell me one thing
cant you tell ur running from what you owe to yourself
you never wanted help
you never wanted help

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

over

over (akura + kyoa)

@tores @ihateyourei

shoutout akura for doing fx :p

this feels too familiar, in the worst way
u moved past me and I'm still hurting 
I hope ur happy, cuz u deserve it 
a happy ending, girl ur worth it, worth ittt 
hope we can come back and rekindle this 
don't u miss me at least a little bit? ;(
don't u miss the little things we did?? >:(
I still miss the way ur heart beatin  </3

its all up to chance, all up to fate 
its hard to stand but I wont break 
sad u went but I'm glad u came 
we'll cross paths again someday 
its all up to chance, all up to fate 
its hard to stand but I wont break 
sad u went but I'm glad u came 
we'll cross paths again someday 

maybe it's just better that I don't kno.... 
I tried to make an effort but u don't show up 
couple months have passed and there is no us 
<3 so blind I misplaced my trust 
wanna hear ur voice even if its made up 
if it were my choice we'd still be in love 
tryna fill the void when I take these drugs 
tryna find the one that thinks I'm enoughh 

its all up to chance, all up to fate 
its hard to stand but I wont break 
sad u went but I'm glad u came 
we'll cross paths again someday 
its all up to chance, all up to fate 
its hard to stand but I wont break 
sad u went but I'm glad u came 
we'll cross paths again someday


we'll cross paths again someday x4

a happy ending (tores + rei)

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr/

@wintress13
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i swear that these days bae ur words hurt
u put it all onto me
i wish that youd ask me how
you know that you drag me down
and i have no one to drag me out

how do you expect to see me
i have these marks all on my body
girl im bleeding

i cut my name into you
im telling the truth
if you cant be by me
then what will i do

if i really wonder
what else could be after
everythings been terrible
ever since we shattered

pick me up and go on my own
i wish u could know
go on my own 
i wish u could know....

i wish u could know (wintress13)

all I see in her gaze

无法好好整理的心情就像毫米量杯
@戀suicideclub

all I see in her gaze

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