Name: ode to my parents (prod by. rapsody3000) by e4tmore
Duration: 2 min 21 s
Description: to my parents, for all they've done for me

recovered all my old tracks from 2012-2016 because my laptop broke last year. AND NOW WE BACK MOFUCKAS, we takin back to 2015 when i was in high school talking about coping with my grandfathers death, trying to finish school and dealing with a abusive relationship at the time. hope you guys enjoy

lyrics:

when i was a youngin i wanted to play baseball
just runnin those bases while my pawpaw was smilin
now my heart is divided cause right now he ain't here
he died last year, and i still ain't got over it.
yo my face filled with tears. when i heard the bad news
he said it's only the rain, it'll be over soon.
i learned alot from him right now he ain't right
under this mask that i wear, the only color is blue
and i'm a failure i know you see it

yo.. right now i'm not passing high school, graduation my be delayed, i can't get a diploma with a 1.8 GPA im sorry momma
i can see the dissapointment on your face
im sorry momma
i wish i was a better son but
hey, im gonna make it out, but am i gonna stay whole?
i'm trapped in these self doubts.
my teachers say Elijah, please be realistic this music shit is just a dream.
go graduate and go visit a fucking community college and be hopeless when finished, and then go live out your life blindfolded with no direction, but hey i get it
we work a part time job just to get a little money thinkin thats our future life we stubborn with the teen's perspective that you're supposed to swim in an ocean of failure and depression, you're envious of others askin all them niggas questions like


HOW YOU MAKE IT OUT?
YOU AIN'T GOT A CAR
HOW YOU GET AROUND?
YOU AIN'T GOT A JOB MY NIGGA
HOW YOU SAFE AND SOUND?

i never understand because im not optimistic
they told me to make a plan B but you know i never listen
tell em it's "build or destroy and it's my decision"
and i'll find a way to fix it, if i make a mistake
you should've seen the fucking look on my face.
when the white folks clapped their hands while i performed on the stage
but when i went home i stayed in my room until late, and i wonder if fame will be my fate and will tomorrow be the date that i pass away?

life is funny will i pass away tomorrow?

i'm dancin with the devil till im starin at the dirt
life is funny, i always laugh at her
she's really sensitive, i can't get too mad at her
cause you know afterwards, there ain't no after her.
if you know what i mean
i mean you live, you got your dreams, things aren't really there as you see
the depressing part it's so hard to achieve 
you start to burn your own jersey and start leaving your team
you gettin desperate like it's do or die
you're stationary like you crucified
friends ain't friends no more you're un-unified 
so you say fuck it, i might as well commit suicide 
but you don't love it

when i decide to sign off, and it's my turn to settle down, i won't return, promise that you will dream about me
promise that you will dream about me

(interlude with my granny)

i made some fucked up mistakes
i wish a time machine was real so i can rewind the tape
stress and depression got me
caught my soul, wiped the grin off my face
cause im a failure and a liar i get it
tell your friends that i said it,
that your boyfriend's pathetic, and he's ugly as fuck.
and cosmetics won't get him to a attractive nigga 
bashin my own damn genetics, but aye im grateful i said it.
my heart should be broken, like a mirror in shards, why don't you just OD and die nigga, it isn't that hard, take a pill and then snooze
drown the candy with booze, too bad i always stay sober, i never win i just lose, i never win i just lose.
bought a new necklace. the "noose"

im a good for nothing son a bitch and my life don't een matter
hurt me back, keep repeating that pattern, sometimes to get rid of pain i wanna load up on drugs, but im just kidding inside.. what i want is a hug.

why am i in my feelins why am i in my?

you shouldn't be without me

you a pussy nigga elijah

kill yourself

im sorry momma (feat. granny) prod. knxwledge (2015)

melted (Prod. by VadMillian.)

this is a song in my first EP with some rap over it (go check it out!!!! https://open.spotify.com/album/1jg9CH6JPxNPaPEjP0UJ67)

sample: skating in central park - bill evans and jim hall
acapella: fire fly - childish gambino

i used to get more laughs when i got laughed at

incase you let go

like you

Like You (prod. zeeky beats)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0TSdWtX5UYczRVxy9XYECj

Itunes: https://music.apple.com/de/album/1469653511?uo=4&&app=itunes&at=1l3vpUI&ct=LFV_c38cd36370f90a8cad32ef14198a6473

Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Slowed-Reverb-Explicit-Ramy-Ary/dp/B07TDWQKCM/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=Ramy%2FAry+-+Slowed+%2B+Reverb&qid=1561539256&s=dmusic&sr=1-1

Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/Ramy_Ary_Slowed_Reverb?id=Bihp2swhwinl3e4eq5bhcboxfwm&PCamRefID=LFV_c38cd36370f90a8cad32ef14198a6473

I Can't See The Moon

Lately I don't want no one else
It's not your fault I like you 
Well I know we said we wouldn't stay
It was just that one time you said
Hung up, ran away, I want you to stay
I don't have nothing else to say
Just fuck up the stage, Oh you never will
I'm sorry I like you, 
but I'm your dog now, I'm your dog
I'm your dog now, I'm your dog

I like your hair, I know it shows
Roll on your side, I'm comatose
Is this the last time? I'll never know
Three days in the same jeans in case you show
Hung up, ran away, I want you to stay
I don't have nothing else to say
Just fuck up the stage, Oh you never will
I'm sorry I like you, 
but I'm your dog now, I'm your dog
I'm your dog now, I'm your dog

If you wanted I could be your all in one
Just give me time to let you down
I'll stay awake with you all night
Tho most times I'm just left behind
In your bedroom, lost in all your thoughts
Though you always say what you want
Yeah fuck I already know
That I'll end up in the floor, and you won't say nothin' more
Well fuck I already know, I already know

You're a little fucked up, but I'm also there
Taking all the pills that our heads could take
I'm still wearing those jeans I forgot to change
Haven't slept in my bed for at least 6 days
Hung up, ran away, you couldn't have stayed
I didn't have anything else to say
Don't fuck up the stage, this song's pretty stale
I'm sorry I still like you, but I'm your dog now
Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog

I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog

I'm your dog now, Im your dog

I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog

I'm your dog now, Im your dog

I'm your dog now, Im your dog

I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog


I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog


I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog
I'm your dog now, Im your dog

I'm Your Dog

Slipknot #RIPX

to my parents, for all they've done for me

ode to my parents (prod by. rapsody3000)

dear listener,

I love making hyperpop its such a fire form of music and ive been making so much of it so im gonna start dropping it thats the Strat :) will be dropping as much as possible in the next while! also gonna be streaming over on twitch if ur tryna see me play some Minecraft ! ( www.Twitch.tv/randombrownkidlive )

lots of love, 
randombrownkid.

ALIZÉ

dear friends,

this is chain mail. a song about the importance of email in modern relationships. been having a cool time recently but overthinking and shit and then I remembered receiving chain mail from this person a few times and how funny I found that shit. but now its like wait I was one of the first people they considered cursing. and I loved that idea and I ran with it. it made me wonder what it meant when someone stops doing that, and its like hey woah maybe u should u know send me another one and we can see how things go :) anyway thats the story behind this stupid thing ! love u stay safe stay beautiful <3

lots of love,
rbk

ode to my parents (prod by. rapsody3000)

e4tmore

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