GOODNIGHT


We’re not friends like before,
are we friends anymore…
Everyone I know, everybody’s down,
So are you going tonight, okay so am I
Stay calm and relaxed, keep it cool and detached
It’s raining outside, wet and riled,
She was just inside, a second before,
Where did you go, when I needed you most?
It’s always so rainy, when I think of you

Give me one second more, to take in all I can
Then I’ll be out that door, say goodbye with the wave of a hand
Pour shit down my gut, pretend like I don’t give a fuck

Discipline to do what’s right, I wasted all my lines
'How are you, this evening alone?
Be my sole delight, won’t you be mine tonight,
you’re my soul’s delight, wont you be mine tonight?'
She said, ‘grow up, why don’t you just grow up’
So long, goodbye, I can walk myself home tonight

Hey, wait don’t go
hey, wait don’t go

Keep your chin up, ‘why cant you keep it up’
I’ll keep my chin up, wont let the door hit me on the way out
Walk in, walk out, walk in, walk out
Never come around this way again

Just give me one second more, to take in all I can
Then I’ll be out that door, kicking over trashcans
Pouring down my head, raindrops of what she said

…said ‘don’t worry I’ve got your back’
But when I turned around you stabbed me,
see I bruised my lip, but I didn’t pick a fight,
can I be through with your shit, oh at least for the night
Your silence said it all, your silence said it all,
So long, bye, bye,
I can walk myself home, goodnight

Goodnight

CARLA IS A TEASE


Carla is a tease to my friends,
sees them as a means to an end.
But she's unaware of
all of her actions
It doesn't make it better,
but it makes more sense,
to me, I guess so,
what do I know?

What's the point?
What's the point?
What's the point?

Why can't I let it be?
All that I am doing,
is digging deeper, into
these holes, but I can't stop it--
Don't pick up the phone, just leave her alone
Okay, okay.

It's never as easy, as I think it should be
She's never as pretty, when in reality
But I forget my maxims,
I'm so easily distracted...
"Hi how are you?"
I'm okay well not really but what'd you say?
Hi how are you?
I would tell you but you walked away,

What's the point?
What's the point?

There's no use complaining,
oh nothing I say can
make you change your mind.
If I answered honestly,
you'd stop listening,
maybe sometimes, not so--
it's alright, no I'm fine, for you
Just keep passing through, I'm nothing new.

When I was younger, I only wanted to be near you,
what happened?


Carla is a Tease

SPRING FORMAL


I sit, then stand,
watch all the people dance
I like the way you move, oh I’d like to move with you,
But my tongue is dry, so I go step outside
I really ought to try, have a drink walk back inside

I start to speak but then I freeze
No one heard, so I wont repeat,
You say you will, then you back out
There’s nothing worse than being let down
Oh I thought I could count on you,
oh, what did that all prove,
but that I was just a fool,
whoa girl, that’s not the way I do things now,
that’s not the way I do things now

Its alright, I’ll take it and just be nice
Itching in my skin, oh I’m here not fitting in
(oh, oh baby let me in)
You said you would stay, the only reason that I came
I counted on those words, it only made things worse

I don’t know how I feel right now, is it okay if I just sit down ?
Oh, you know that love is pain, when they never feel the same
but I still could not refrain, fr-fr-from fucking with my brain
oh g—I wish I could figure you out, I wish I could figure you out

No, it’s not what you did, it’s what was your intent
see, I don’t hold a grudge, I just realized I care too much,
for someone who could not return,
take it as a lesson learned…

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