BEND THE MATRIX (feat. sad ghxst)

Art: (IG @tysinjestertears)
Prod; (@blvnkface)
I don’t wanna stay here in my nightmares
n I don’t wanna feel it if it’s back there 
I’ve already forgotten what got me here 
I’m gon keep running dawg I’m gon keep /
I’m gon keep on running dawg I swear 


I’m at the crosshair between who I am and who I was 
im always rushin at 3am I swear I’ve had enough 
just tell me something if I walk-in will I ever find some love
I been lookin for a light that I ain’t seeing anymore
n I can’t feel it anymore
can u see it it my eye
do I seem like im alive 
NO!
I been breaking
I’m breaking
I’m breaking
DOWN!

I don’t wanna stay here in my nightmares
n I don’t wanna feel it if it’s back there 
I’ve already forgotten what got me here 
I’m gon keep running dawg I’m gon keep /
I’m gon keep on running dawg I swear 

i can’t save myself I’m drowning in regret 
I’ve failed too many times for counting 
n I think you’re upset but
you tryna leave it all unsaid ya, ya
n I can’t take no more I just need a break
n I can’t fake no more I just needa wake up 
I needa bake up and get my racks up
OK
OK!

running (prod.blvnkface)

BLOODY FAYGO!

DANGER!

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dinner with a waitress

her [p. eeryskies]

With: @devilboyxo
prod: @devilboyxo


(SCAR$)
I'm coughin' up blood as crawl in the mud
The terror inside is filling my cup
I looked in the mirror so I'm throwing up
Ain't no one near 'cause I fucking suck

I'm so fucked up yeah I'm better off dead
Filling my brain with the lead

Fuck your fucking truce bitch
If Ima die I put myself in a noose bitch

(Nossimistic)
im like mate
what you tryna say
says a person who is trynna get up in my way
now give it to me straight
you callin me a snake
any time when someone hears you they are filled with hate

your like
cryin about a group of pathetic bullies
like to take it on twitter your the fucking juries
while instead you never take upon any hobbies
talk about a generation just filled with pussies


Killin me Killin me
cuz your cutting off the logic im like
Shiver me shiver me
cuz the world be turning toxic when im
livin and livin
then you think of me as horrific while your
trippin and trippin
while im being so poetic now

She aint yo girl man she is just your turn
hundred mother fuckers all in a line
She aint yo girl man she is just your turn
hundred mother fuckers all in a line

(SCAR$)
I'm coughin' up blood as crawl in the mud
The terror inside is filling my cup
I looked in the mirror so I'm throwing up
Ain't no one near 'cause I fucking suck

I'm so fucked up yeah I'm better off dead
Filling my brain with the lead

Fuck your fucking truce bitch
If Ima die I put myself in a noose bitch

Disconnected W/ Scar$ (Prod. Scar$)

depression and obsession // xxxtentacion cover

Lyrics:

Yaaaah, eish
S/o to Jesus
S/o to Jesus, my Lord and my Saviour, yeah, He's the redeemer 
In 2015, gave my life to the Lord, He held off my demons
5 years later, still actin' a fool, I returned to my vomit (eugh)
My Lord, I am sorry, truly I promise, I need ya forgiveness 
I was playin' with Satan, I was playin' with fire, I was cooked like an omlet  
Temperature risin', my life was on fire, but then you came callin'
I answered the phone, you watered me down, from hell, I'm withdrawin'
[Verse 1]
Eishhhh, yaah
S/o to Jesus, 
The King of all Kings
My Lord and my Saviour, yeah, s/o to Jesus 
My life was a joke, I was twinin' with clowns, I was swimmin' in faeces
I was depressed and broken like glass, 
But s/o to Jesus, He picked up the pieces
Ya dig?
S/o to Jesus, The King of all Kings, yeah, s/o to Jesus
My Lord and Saviour, yeah, yeah, s/o to Jesus, He's the redeemer, 
My life was a joke, I was twinin' with clowns, I was swimmin' in faeces
I was depressed and broken like glass, 
But s/o to Jesus, He picked up the pieces

[Verse 2]
Eish, s/o to Jesus, 
You are my hero, you beat my depression, so s/o to Jesus
No longer I'm stressin', my life is a blessin', my life is a blessin'
All glory to God, I'm praising your name, forever, confessin'
Confessin' you're good, confessin' you're great, forever, professin' 
Psalm 136, your love is so true, it's endurin' forever
John 18, say the minus 3, gotta love one another
He died for our sins, but He's still alive. My God, He has risen
[Chorus]
Yaaaah, eish
S/o to Jesus
S/o to Jesus, my Lord and my Saviour, yeah, He's the redeemer 
In 2015, gave my life to the Lord, He held off my demons
5 years later, still actin' a fool, I returned to my vomit (eugh)
My Lord, I am sorry, truly I promise, I need ya forgiveness 
I was playin' with Satan, I was playin' with fire, I was cooked like an omlet  
Temperature risin', my life was on fire, but then you came callin'
I answered the phone, you watered me down, from hell, I'm withdrawin'

Redeemer

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BEND THE MATRIX (feat. sad ghxst)

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