Copy of unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

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Earl Stan - Nightmares

Battleground

Battleground (prod. Saba Lagrange)

Friends

LSD with Dante X

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi for jumping on this track <3

Yeah, take a step back see the faces under yeah they scream
get my life back from the ones who say they're real to me
feel the train tracks vibrate under as you intervene
get a flashback, realize now that  suicide is free

memories stack, like a knife it slices and I bleed
(I FEEL FREE)
realize now that, the options there if I just want to leave
(FOLLOW ME)
feel my spine crack from the pressure of the stress it creaks
(I FEEL FREE)
flick a match down watch the embers burning at my feet
(FOLLOW ME)

cut up slice down, I don't want to talk now
(DOWN THE HOLE)
change up lose faith in a god who betrayed
(NO, NO)
everything that we tried to be
(ANIMALS)
we're just human yeah why can't you understand
(WE’RE ANIMALS)

how cruel could you be, to give a body to someone so weak
(DOWN IT ALL)
it's not like you to intervene, then why’d you put a curse on me
(FOLD, FOLD)
deteriorate, fatigue, chemistry wasn't your expertise
(MAN THE ZONE)
you lied, then left, guess this father never cared
(BURN IT ALL)
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke
 


Burn the world ash I’m doing god a fucking favor
Watch me self destruct and I’ma send you to your maker
All together now let's walk to hell it's getting cold
Know the devil waiting, keeping on saying, that we gotta go

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke

Lazarus Ft $lothboi

written/performed/produced by sepha.
________
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Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

They always hating I don’t listen to that nonsense
You’re looking at the world through the wrong lens
Surrounded by some people they some fake friends
You’re worth so much more 
Life is priceless

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand,
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

Never hit send
When does this end
Love from every angle got me bending like a square

Overflow the pot
Let it spill away
Inspire with the thought
I radiate the way
Treat it like a game
I level with the pain
I let the mana drain
Arcane up in my veins

Cast a spell
Unlocking all the fucking chains
Hundred fold
But I'm pushing through decay
Swimming up a hill
Fighting with the waves
Crashing down
I create away the day

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

The Bends

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - The Bends

rain (construct)

rain (construct) (prod. UNREMORSE)

Replay

love is conditional when its from you

featuring @heartbreakp
produced by lil chick

[lyrics]
Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You playing the victim because you have to
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms 
But you know me better
I know that nothings forever 
These days I’m stuck in my head like I been changing the weather
See emotions cut off and severed
I don’t wanna change for whoever
Bring it back I need to recenter
Sometimes I won’t lie

I’m sick of fighting so I quit 
I took the drugs I gave you back so I can trip
Pain inside I smile I can’t let you know I slipped
I can’t give the satisfaction poison dripping from my lips 
Conversation left me damaged after all the trust I give 
Maybe it’s been a while 
I’m good with my only child 
My son here my love i’m happy watching him he runs around 
Learn to keep the family close, not my family you bugging out 
You became my only home, can’t be here if you not around


Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You play the victim because you have to 
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms

unconditional

stream

unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

LYRICS:

I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay
I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay

I’m lying down with everything I hold inside
Who am I, if I told you I was good you know I lied
I fuckin hate it here, why’s it always like this
These drugs make me feel like a whole different person, I’m worthless
I’m fuckin locked down my heart hurts but I could never die
You were all that I had I pray to god I wonder why
If I could take back one instance I know what I would do
It’d be the last time you saw me you broke my heart in two

I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay
I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay

I’m fuckin locked down my heart hurts but I could never die
You were all that I had I pray to god I wonder why
If I could take back one instance I know what I would do
It’d be the last time you saw me you broke my heart in two

locked down

locked down (prod. sorrow bringer)

keep textin prod. me

MUSIC VIDEO DROPPED : https://youtu.be/9YgHshV0W2k
Instagram @yungzime

Smile  (Prod.DSPRITE X SHVRP PRICKLES)

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

I can feel your pulse thumping in the walls
I can hear the silent echo from across the hall
It's in the air and I can feel my body rise and fall
Chills down my spine, poltergeist in my visual

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when i think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, ain't had rest in a week or two
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

Your eyes imprinted, metaphysics stuck inside my head
Impulse, admission, ammunition aimed right at my chest
Your disposition fought the prison you were taught was blessed
You sold your wings to please the beast, your head laid on my bed

You said it's what you wanted
But now it's like I'm haunted 

And now I feel you every time I turn my head
I toss and turn all night, I'm broke inside this empty bed
My dreams of blue, they fade in hue, turn into ruby red
Your apparition in my vision haunts me till I'm dead

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when I think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, can you call me for at least a few
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room

Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
With your spirit living in my room

mixed & mastered by @nicolassales

.you still haunt me.

AMV on Idleglance

sleepwalking (prod. thislandis)

Lyrics

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Who you gonna wibe with
Yeah that's me
I'm a swede
Writing songs to different beats

You ask me what i am i say part machine
You ask me what i have i say real big dreams

Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't
Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't

I came to present my greatness
Witness the image of fake shit
Yeah
I will attempt for the top
So many people they tell me I’ll rot
Fuck that
I’m pushing the pen into pages
I’m writing myself and it’s stainless
I’m holding a pill and a note
How many times did I witness y’all choke
Damn
I came to follow my dreams
Taking everything that’s part of the theme
Park it then drive it it’s all a routine
I got a reason to burst at the seams
Can’t take it back no mistakes at that no regrets not depressed and I hate the fact that you make attacks and I’m so attached to this life all the strife and I ate the rack so just play it back

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Took a trip down to Amsterdam
I was reborn , lived a lifetime there
Cruising the streets like Yung Lean
With an arizona in my hand , I was busy smoking hybrid

Who you gonna wibe with
Yeah that's me
I'm a swede
Writing songs to different beats

You ask me what i am i say part machine
You ask me what i have i say real big dreams

Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't
Tell me who you know who's just like me
I know you can't

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Earl Stan - Nightmares

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