2022

tracklist

0:00 3g allin 
(prod starboyrob + meat computer)

2:01 terms of service 
(prod blackwinterwells)

4:17 portal 
(prod 4evr + taylor morgan)

6:57 sleepless night 
(prod starboyrob + prodbyace + prodmali + meat computer)

9:11 basement living 
(prod hunterbeats + meat computer)

12:00 what lsd actually feels like 
(prod baredex)

13:43 channing kratom 
(prod flashbang + goosc + meat computer)

15:52 i'll b okay 
(prod flashbang + deceased + meat computer)


cover art by hood winkler + meat computer

goop computer

goop Computer (tape w/ kirblagoop)

tracklist

0:00 deep water
2:04 lost in thought
4:42 -__-
6:30 turned pale
7:50 convo with god
9:39 flat tire down memory lane
11:37 machine turns
13:37 help

credits 
(all songs co prod by meat computer)

deep water 
prod w/ dimalamperd flame prince

lost in thought 
prod w/ shinju

-__- 
prod w/ youslaccin

turned pale
prod w/ dimalamperd flame prince

convo with god
prod w/ shinju

flat tire down memory lane
prod w/ methboiswag

machine turns
prod w/ dimalamperd flame prince, paparawone

help 
prod w/ wydsonni

mixed and mastered by meat computer
cover art by meat computer

parkour mental illness

merch

lyrics

Let’s go back to the start 
Didn’t know where we goin 
But Plz believe me when I say I loved you with all my heart 
And even if we’re apart 
I just hope you just know that 
I’d do anything that I could to get the life we dreamed that was ours 

And if I sail away 
I’m going 
To a place that I just know that I can restart 
And if waste away 
Just knowing 
I fucked it up so
Imma just drink until I forget who u r 

Plz don’t waste away your life with me 
I wanna see you live out all your dreams 
And just know that 
Your better off with me far away 
Plz don’t waste your time thinking caught up on me 
Your worth so much more then this world can see 
I know your going 
Going so very far 

 I know that all wounds heal in due time 
And that I gotta just let go 
But lord knows I’d do anything to just go back to the start 
And I know our life now feels like it was a   A lifetime ago 
But no matter what I do I can’t forget 
Forget who u r 

So Run away 
Plz Run away with me 
There’s nothing more that I want then to reclaim your heart 
But I know you’ll say 
Know you’ll say I’m crazy 
But    I’ll never forget 
Forget who u r 
miss you forever


:(

forgetting

prod meat computer / erok mule

lyrics

No eyes 
Can’t sleep 
Wake up 
Tweaking 
10 times 
Last week 
No call 
Can’t eat 
10 pounds 
Yesterday 
Dug a hole 
In my brain 
find out
If I’m lame 
Is this just 
A mistake 

In Mexico with a rifle on my dick
immigration on me so we cant take a pic 
Fake cops tryna extort me so ya I had to dip
Ppl tryna sit me down like im boutta take a shit
Saw she moved on now I’m feeling sick
But was good once I saw who she was with 
but Rn Got no time to think about all of this 
Gotta find a way out without losing it 

Mask normalization was the best thing to happen to u ugly bfs
Worlds boutta end Soon and They still worried about their numbers 
Fell down 100 times and could fall down another 100
Nothing that this world can do to me that I can’t recover 
Not here 2 blow up bih ya I’m here to blow some minds 
Just remember it will all b okay ya worst case u die 
feeling blind the way I gotta watch em in the corner of my eye 
Shoulda died a 100 times   but took that as a sign 

Go crazy 

Go stupid 2nite

go crazy

prod by shinju + meat computer

lyrics
Now ur a memory 
Felt like it was yesterday 
When everything was normal 
U were lying next to me 
Now u won’t text me baby 
Whats up baby 
Why won’t u talk to me no more :(
Why won’t u talk me no more ya 
Your memory 
Felt like yesterday 
U were in love with me
Now you don’t know 
U were in love with me 
Now you don’t know 
Now I’m just a memory 
Do u feel the same 
Bout me anymore 
Ya ya baby 
Do u care anymore 
Ya ya baby 

Boutta go boutta go boutta go boutta go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Boutta go boutta go boutta go boutta go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Why didn’t u tell me u where gonna go baby 
Now im boutta go 
Boutta go away 
And now im feel soo 
Feeling so betrayed ya 
Feeling so betrayed ya 
Now ur Boutta go 
Boutta go away 
Why won’t u talk to me anymore baby 
Why won’t u talk me anymore baby

</3

dead end

dead end (prod w/ shinju)

prod by jozey and meat computer

lyrics
This is whole lot to work out
This is not how I wanted it to b
Wanted something else 
Wanted something else 
u know that
This could’ve been worked out 
Could’ve had the life of our dreams 
needed something else 
Love can’t stand by itself 

Yea u know that 
I been waiting my whole life to give my life to someone like you 
Guess that rly meant nothing 
Now I’m feeling nothing 
Now everyday I wake up sad 
Cuz all my dreams r about u 
Hearts numb can’t feel nothing 
wish u knew I wanted nothing else 

2 late guess u turned ur back on me 
Now u don’t return my calls what’s up with that 
Is it cuz sum1 else 
Is it cuz sum1 else 
Never wanted me to b myself ya 
They turned they back on me 
Now keep a strap on me 
powers that b want my ass 
do u rly not care no more 
Do u rly not care no more? 
Cuz u more worried about sum1 else 

Lose it all
Everything 
On my own 
after all
Lose it all 
Everything 
Do you rly not care no more 
Do you rly not care no more 
Do you rly not care no more ?
cuz u care more about somebody else 

after all
Losing you after all
Losing you after all
Losing you after all 
Now i feel like I’m someone else

point the blame

lyrics

All you wanted was a home 
But I just got to caught up in it all 
So please 
Just throw 
Throw me away 
Bury me in your lost hopes 
Point the blame say it’s all my fault 
But don’t 
Don’t wait 
For me 
Let go
Let go of me 
Let go 
Just run away 
Just run away 
Let go 
Leave me in the background
Leave me in the background 
Plz Just go 
I won’t hold u back now 
I won’t hold u back now 
I won’t hold u 
Running from myself 
So baby run away from me 
You gotta save yourself 
With me it’s way to hard to breathe 
Just hope that you know 
I really loved you though
But just let me go 
I’m to hard to hold 
You can’t help yourself 
If your always helping me 
Don’t worry about it now 
Your better off without me please 
Plz let go
Plz let go 
Plz let go 
Plz just know 

That all I wanted was a home 
But I cant ignore my fate that calls 
So please 
Just throw 
Throw me away 
Now your gone I just hope you know 
That I love you way more then you thought 
Thats why I won’t 
Make you wait 
For me 
Let go
Let go of me 
Let go 
Just Run away 
Just run away 
Let go 
Leave me in the background
Leave me in the background 
Ya just go 
I won’t hold u back now 
I won’t hold u back now 
I won’t hold u 
Running from myself 
So baby run away from me 
You gotta save yourself 
With me it’s way to hard to breathe 
Just hope that you know 
I really loved you though
That’s why I’ll let u go 
Just wanna see you grow 
I just want to thank you girl 
For always helping me 
I know that I’ll regret this 
And I know that I’m crazy 
To let u go
To let u go 
To Let u go 
But I know 

That your better off without me

still social distancing from reality

labels r 4 soup

music vid

crying on the plane (prod w/ 4evr)

prod sxzu + meat computer

lyrics
Not so long ago 
I tried to make u love me 
Told u that I loved you 
And asked if you still loved me 
And all though you said no 
There’s still something inside me 
That trembles when 
I hear your name 
Your still the only girl for me 

And when I’m without u 
I can’t b happy 
But r u better off with him 
R u better off with him 
When I’m without you 
I’m not happy
r u better off with him 
R u better off with him 
After all 

I know I should forget 
But I just can’t forget you 
I know this is so pointless 
But honestly I still love you 
Perhaps I should admit 
That he’d be better for you 
But I could never do that 
Cuz it’s simply not true

Cuz when I’m without u 
I can’t b happy 
But r u better off with him 
R u better off with him 
When I’m without you 
I’m not happy
r u better off with him 
R u better off with him 
After all 

Woah 
Ya ya ya ya 

And now 
U still want to know 
U still want to know 
Where does this leave me 
And now
He wants you to love him 
But if you say you love him 
Where does this leave me 
Where does this leave me?

am I rly that replaceable

am i rly that replaceable ?

home

crazy 4 u

crazy 4 u (prod w/ methboiswag)

no rush

no rush (prod w/ lilleanchee)

stuck in wpg

soul doubt 2

risking all and everything

split myself in two

bruises

prod diliamperd flame prince / meat computer

dont go
i cant c u around here anymore
false hope
thought i saw u last night but it was a ghost 
ok .. ok 

feel im fallin often 
something coming after me and its coming close
feel its all for nothing
tryna find relief in these shadows

whos that supposed to b
whos that in the mirror i c 
i might just i might know
is that the ghost of me
not who im supposed to b
i might just turn into nothing
is it supposed to b this way 
idk 
is it supposed to b this way
forever 
am i always gunna feel this way
idk
am i going to feel this way
forever

relief fleeting

prod methboiswag

both heartbroken now
and i cant pick up the pieces 
ill still throw all my words all around
but i cant
cant make u believe it
i feel so broken up
but still cant give u up
feel so broken up
then i get a text from u
now i dont know what 2 do
cuz your still the only1
ya your still the only1
ya your still the only1
i just want 2 forget u
but i dont know what 2 do
cuz your still

made mistakes 
broke me down
cant go on for to long
throw my life
in the ground 
bury it when your gone 
2 many times
giving up
mania induced
here i go
here i go
by myself for to long
now i get y your gone
saw you with 
sum1 else
now i dont know what 2do
but give u up
signals breaking up
so guess ill just go
so guess ill just go
so guess ill just go
then i get a txt from u
now i don't know what 2do

cuz your still the only1
ya your still the only1
ya your still the only1
i just want 2 forget u
but i dont know what 2 do
cuz your still
both heartbroken now
and i cant pick up the pieces 
ill still throw all my words all around
but i cant
cant make u believe it
i feel so broken up
but still cant give u up
feel so broken up
then i get a text from u
now i dont know what 2 do
cuz your still the only1
ya your still the only1
ya your still the only1
i just want 2 forget u
but i dont know what 2 do
cuz your still

only1

prod juenkash / meat computer

can’t think 
can’t sleep 
can’t breathe 
air right now 
can’t think 
can’t sleep 
can’t breathe 
air right now 
can’t sleep 
can’t eat 
can’t breathe 
air right now 
air right now
now it’s morning again 
Now it’s morning again 
now it’s morning again 
now it’s morning
now it’s morning
Morning again 

detach x16

morning again

elliot smith cover but i changed the lyrics

Haven't laughed this hard in a long time 
I better stop now before I start crying 
Keep you up talking till the sun rise 
Stayed up all week both feel like we’re dying 
Your a sight to see 
Your good to me 
But I'm already somebody's baby
Your a pretty thing 
And you know everything
But your already somebody's baby
You don't deserve to be lonely 
But those drugs you got won't make you feel better 
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only 
Little part of your life you're keeping together
Soon you’ll have to leave 
Till then we could make believe 
But I’m already somebody's baby 
And I could make you smile 
If you stayed a while 
But your already somebody’s baby 
Because your candle burns too bright 
The feeling your chasing won’t last forever 
And you gotta leave London tonight 
So this might b our last time together 
Just know your wonderful 
No1 is as beautiful 
But your already somebody's baby 
And if I went with you 
I'd disappoint you too 
Well, I'm already somebody's baby 
Already somebody's baby

somebody's baby

prod nate22 / meat computer

lyrics

thats not a stain its jus my shirt
johnny cash  make it hurt
everyday b my worst :/
2020 did it 1st 
boy u better do research
b4 we leave u in the dirt
cuz this scene aint goin2 last
ya ur fanbase losing fast
cuz ur whole scene in the past
write me off but  i aint tax
and idk where im @
but the room b spinnin fast 0.o

off this perc i feel like kurt
like my back it fucking hurts
and i dont even work
im eating good your eating dirt
getting fat jus like im bert
but i still feel like a worm
but idk what is worse
ya
but idk what is worse
ya im feeling younger
version of my guy kurt
when i pop this fucking perc
ya idk what is worse
ya idk what is worse
ya im feeling like im dirt
ya i feel just like a worm
pop this perc just like im kurt
all of a sudden feel like durk
idk what feelings worse 
  
2022 freestyle lol

hurt

hurt </3

soundtrack to the end of a world

tired of life

eyes wide shut

yt channel

prod by meat computer

full album out now!!!

yt
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCJQelj0taAeaA3eJ9vjlqA

spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7JU13ATc2v3kzIuSqNNPWN


ig @ meat.computer
twitter @ thuglust


sample is of a deleted w3bcam song

virtual house arrest

soul doubt

music vid 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGKM3McRqtg

[prod. by meat computer + vnknwn + vinceineseven]


:(

team edward

prod by flashbang and meat computer

(lyrics)
Feeling so 
So paranoid 
Feel it in my soul 
Freedom from the world 
Freedom from the world ya 
Freedom in my soul ya
Feel I’m Boutta blow ya 
Knew I’d find a home 

sometimes I get stuck inside This phone
It ain’t okay
Some days 
It’s hard to say hello 
But I know 
Every1 feels sometimes 
they don’t have a home 
Ain’t no room full of ppl but feel so alone 
Im just actually on my own 
In my room all by myself 
Years still be going by 
Worlds still going into hell
Caught up loosing time 
Lived in a hundred different realms 
But I forget that every time 
That I’m not really even myself 

May b 
Imma b 
Sum1
Wanna see 
Tv 
Big screen
Imma b there 
Fuck a team 
Fake Dreams 
Fake Lean 
No sleep
No lease 
No team 
Just me 
Day1 Jader 
And jackie 

May b 
Imma b 
Someone 
Imma 
Wanna see 
Tv 
Big screen
Imma b there 
Fuck a team 
Fake
Dreams 
Fake 
Lean 
No sleep
No lease 
No team 
Just me 
Imma b 
More then just a meme

:(

freedom from the world

prod. by meat computer

music vid (w/ lyrics)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXxpqQUiVmU

hope

hope (w/ oaf1)

hope (w/ oaf1) *music vid

prod by slight x levelup x lifted x meat computer

music vid w/ subtitles
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3wQbWjL9hs


:(

nowhere Fast

nowhere fast

w/ @capoxxo

prod. slight x blvnts x meat computer

lyrics
Six six ay six six ay Six six woah 
So many lost they soul 
Lost and can’t let go 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor 
somethings goin on
Something we can’t ignore 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor 
Ay ay 
Was here a long time ago 
Now time feels so slow 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor
Capo just called my phone 
Passed out on discord 
Six six six six woah six six six six floor
Ba
x16


released christmas day 2020
merry Chrysler pilgrims

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