Dear body,
I didn’t start disconnecting cus’ you weren’t enough
When I would push my shoulders forward and press my chest down with articles of clothing, you were never too much. But you never belonged to me.

I started dissociating, I cut off our relationship cus’ it was easier to see the violence from the outside
I couldn’t let the abuse happen to something so connected to my being
I left you empty to let the process of healing be the job of someone else
I never hated you, but I couldn’t let you be a part of me
I couldn’t stand the sound of life slowly drowning

Dear body, 
It is so hard to see you without being swallowed by the memories of everything you had to survive without me
I see it clearly; how I let you be a punshing bag cus’ my only other option was to recognize that I was being hurt, and I just wanted to be free

Dear body, 
You weren’t built to be anything else, so I will let you be a body
And I will try to make us whole.

—————

Text: Storm Dunder
Musik: Josef Sjöblom
Mix: Elias Sjöblom
Mastering: Johan Åkerström/Cosmos Mastering
Foto: Storm Dunder

Dear Body (Storm Dunder, Josef Sjöblom)

Låt skriven utav Ebba Lundbäck och Steven Vielbig. 

Handlar om hur blinda vi kan bli utav samhällsstrukturer och val vi tvingas in i hörn att svara på, där det inte finns fler valalternativ. Det handlar om hur vi ständigt matar strukturer med näring samtidigt som vi vill fly från den. Och hur dom två världarna möts - i ett ifrågasättande, om det är så vi vill ha det. 

Ref:
Are we too blind enough to see?
The poison you and I
Get automatically in  our mind
So we don't see how we lack responsibility

Ebba Lundbäck

Responsibility (Demo)

Welcome to the first in a series of Talk So Real throwback files - When Banner Met Bun! This is from my old radio show on KPFT in Houston, Damage Control. The night was September 12, 2002, I had just returned from New York City where we threw the release party for Devin the Dude's Just Tryin' to Live album. David Banner was in town producing tracks for Lil Flip, and at the time DJ Chill was Lil Flip's DJ on the road.

I did some photo's for Banner and we were in touch a lot back then. He had of course met and worked with Pimp C before, but had never met Bun B. He told me he was in town and Chill agreed to bring him to the station, so I called Bun and told him he should come down and meet David Banner. He of course did and we had one of the most epic interviews in our history that night. It was extra cool because I had my brother DJ Chill on the wheels and my other brother Zin - may he rest in POWER - by my side co-hosting with me. 

I miss Zin every day, so hearing this is very special. 

Bun and Banner break down A LOT about the music industry at the time. This was before the south took over hip hop, in fact this was back when the south was truly still fighting for respect at all in this game. There is so much real talk on this, and you have to listen to the end to hear the epic freestyle!

I have a lot of shows like this in the can, some as files some still just on cassette. I'ma bring some back to life if y'all promise to like and share and comment and tell your friends to check these out. I need every single one of y'all to help me take this to another level. Love to all, please enjoy!

Also I took the photo that accompanies this show but this photo is not from that night. I can't find the ones I took of them in the studio that night! This photo is from the Hip Hop Summit thrown by Russell Simmons and them when it was in Houston during a Super Bowl weekend.

When Banner Met Bun - Talk So Real Throwback Files #1

drömmar (a piano piece for my unborn son)

Dimensions of Her (Demo) - (Headphones only)

Cruisin In Da Hellcat Stoopid

Stargaze

There 's A Hole In The Reality

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Mystery

New single off the Long awaited Council Of 9  LP 

Produced by @Stranger_Danger_Official 

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Mixed & Mastered by @Rawz_ir

Artwork by @_tri_one 

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Artist HA~MystiQue%* brilliantly speaks to us through his story for the love for Boom Bap with clever lyrics. We are guided by his story as the sonic sounds by Ultrathinker Productions awaken your soul.

Responsibility (Demo)

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