This song is an introspection, almost a meditation on success, self, and what the world tells us we want. This came right from my heart so I hope you enjoy.

Untitled #1

Why does my soul take delight
I been hanging in them pits with no light
Wallowing in depression at night
Hollow in all ways that decide
(Guess I'm not cut out fa this way a life)

If it ain't instant, it ain't my business
Chronically wishing, I could move past this
Stuck in old habits, I shouldn't have shit
I'm getting blasted, this ain't my planning
Time ta grow up nigga, time to refine
You been learning your internal design
Pitfalls slowly wasting less time
Hope you find what's been worth all the crying

These days got me feeling I'm losing my mind
Running in circles - blind, leading the blind
All in search of the bag, buyin pills errytime sad or mad
Jus' keep raking the cash, nevermind smell of the grass

Only flower, get me high enough to take on the towers
Not afraid a you cowards, but when sober confess I might cower
Am I strong enough to forge path from will of my power?
Only one way to know - need ta put in the hours

My confessions on flow, this my prayer didn't you know?
Keep me humble, self assessing the growth
Seedin’ positivity, I'm tryna show
Radical love can heal, no breaking me, no!
(Yeah this nigga tryna grow)
(They tryna glow)

Why does my soul take delight
I been hanging in them pits with no light
Wallowing in depression at night
Hollow in all ways that decide
(Guess I'm not cut out fa this way a life)

If it ain't instant, it ain't my business
Chronically wishing, I could move past this
Stuck in old habits, I shouldn't have shit
I'm getting blasted, this ain't my planning
Spiraling no no
Oh lawd. Won’t you show
All the beauty in yo gaze
Purvey errything that you made

I see the booty I be holding
Hope you not judging how I’m coping
Just need these thoughts to be slowing
(Suicidal, just a lil bit broken)

And I hate when my grip getting broken
But love da slip, learn ta rock widda choking
Because this life come with pressure
And I’m tryna have finesse to undress her

Tryna manifest healing and blessings
Wheeling, dealing, tryna clean up my messes
But shit always been ace at the testing
(Radical love where I stay invested)
(And I’m not second guessing)
Why does my soul take delight
Hanging in them pits with no light
Wallowing in depression at night
Hollow in all ways that decide
(Not cut out fa this way a life)

If it ain't instant, it ain't my business
Chronically wishing, I could move past this
Stuck in old habits, I shouldn't have shit
I'm getting blasted, this ain't my planning 

No no
I’m tired of alla that
I said it's time to glow
Said it's time to grow

De-Light

Verse 1
[Do I love you? Am I pretending to?
Do you love me? I been needing the truth
Like this needle, addicted to you
I need my peace, so tell me what’s true

After all we been through
What will it take to unite me and you
(To unite me and you) [gunshot fx]
That’s the cue hope we not screwed 
(Hope we not screwed)
Static/High Pass Filter]

I remember this love, came straight from the gutter
No butter, not rich, no hugs could heal my mental of this
Laying, on the floor like a bitch
Praying, it ain’t always like this

Bridge
These scars, struggle to heal
These bars bust ass tryna carry the pain that I feel
This life a bittersweet deal 
And I just want my meal, I need something real
(Don’t let me buckle, under weight on my own hustle)

Y’all heard this before, but not always someone J’adore [J (a)dore]
(But if it comes to war you can trust this guarantor)
I’m fucking loyal my nigg n we fucking royals my nigg
And know we could die when they hit us but we live on in the picture
(1000 words, hope my story not too absurd)

Verse 2
4 Ethers, my breathing unsteady, umsinking (said ambiguously as unsync and I’m sinking)
My super battling my id, n I’m drinking
(Ego you know, can’t cope, drive slow)
Who know whether Imma end above or below 

Which God rule the planes that we don’t know
(I just (prays) praise that they loving my flow) 
They created the seed water n grow
We all flawed, just the way that it go,
Love the imperfect (god loves even the plants that been mowed)

And I look in the mirror
It’s like a sinister figure
Emerge from the depths in my mind
But now seeing all the ways I been blind
[This self love shit hard to find
Echo Fx]

Bridge
These scars, struggle to heal
These bars bust ass tryna carry the pain that I feel
This life a bittersweet deal 
And I just want my meal, I need something real
(Don’t let me buckle, under weight on my own hustle)

Y’all heard this before, but not always someone J’adore [J (a)dore]
(But if it comes to war you can trust this guarantor)
I’m fucking loyal my nigg n we fucking royals my nigg
And know we could die when they hit us but we live on in the picture
(1000 words, hope my story not too absurd)

Mirrors

Intro
Woah x4

Verse 1
Hold up
Big puff
Slow up
Need a sec to observe all this stuff

Don't think I've ever learned enough
This growing shit kinda tough
And I hope a niggas up to muster
Got the sauce, shit got kick (spicy mustard)
Whoo!

(Woah) [X4]

Pre-Chorus
I woke up at 3 today
That nap last night had me fucked up, 
What can I say
Sleep schedule all in disarray

And I woke up and prayed. Then packed a bowl and got blazed
(Sometimes they one and the same)

Chorus
Just help me get, thru this day
Sustain - (relyin too much on Mary Jane)
No denying lately all my days feel the same
Blur together like I'm tryna paint pain

All over spectrum again
Mood swinging, hope that shit gonna end
My self worth can't be dependent on love from my friends
Don't get me wrong they come in clutch - amazing

But I'm a fire, and this heats worth creating
(My love for you mirrors love that I'm making)

 Break
 
Verse 2
Hold up, I know you feel diamond in rough
Covered all up in this muck
Harder to shine, and this shit heat you up
This pressure threaten to buss down down ya soul
But rain is coming, wash away and make whole
(Promote the growth)

And when that day come
Brilliant your soul, the pressure when addressed
(Properly managing stress) can make you shine that much more
You can be a success, just don't forget you must self-invest

Pre-Chorus 2
And I been wondering what is success
I'm just tryna get my life ta suck less
I'm replying that this shit is a test, 
And if you smiling then you doing your best

Chorus
Just help me get, thru this day
Sustain - (relyin too much on Mary Jane)
No denying lately all my days feel the same
Blur together like I'm tryna paint pain

All over spectrum again
Mood swinging, hope that shit gonna end
My self worth can't be dependent on love from my friends
Don't get me wrong they come in clutch - amazing

But raise your lighter if you get what I'm saying
This self love mirrors all the love I'm making

Meditations On Love

I been working for convalescence, 
Hope dreams come to fruition
Got so many blessings, listenin to my intuition
Got some more to achieve, been hoping these people listen
Got some shit they benefiting, open eyes with my rendition
Not saying I been perfect, but these lessons I'm learning
My parents told me shit, hoping that I gon hear it
Fools learn from mistakes, shit we all need (xpurrence) experience
The smart learn from others - few listen but really hearing
I'm somewhere in the middle, done fucked up a few times
I snorted couple lines, already feeling numb inside
And I done told a few lies, shit I've broken some hearts
Now I try to atone - don't know where to start
Don't know where to start

The other day my momma called, why you not calling me more
Me and yo pops we miss you, your sister had nutha boy
You brother doin well in school, guess he was made for that shit
Son when you gonna go back - I worry you can't cut it
Shit when you coming back home
You alright on your own? I'm gonna guilt trip you son, 
Know I been worrying more
I'm afraid you be bleeding out in ditches or something 
Cuz last time I seen you, you with them fake niggas frontin'
I know you doing some drugs - worried you dipping too far
Cuz once them waters get you - you can't breathe anymore 
You still my baby boy - my first, my crowning achievement
I wanna cry when she said that,  guess I needing to hear it
People don't realize - it's not who I was, it's who I am
Phoenix reborn from ashes, risen from dirt and the sand
Been nitty gritty, borderline give up on the plan
That shit behind me, I swear I'm acting like a new man

This music is self improvement
It's an honest reflection 
You learn nothing by always rejectin
The past needs a mention
It don't define, but I been needing a remind
I came up from that shit
Now gonna leave it behind

I'm growing new dimensions, moving with honest intentions
Cutting off excess, nah I don't need that retention
Cuz on this hustle got no room for dead weight 
Tryna reach my apex, hoping it's not too late

Thinking about an ex girl, shouldn't ever have done it,
No regrets but shit, the way that was running
If I knew what I know, I would've ended that shit
But I didn't - just happy that I learned from that shit
It was toxic, caustic, but nah I couldn't let go
It's too hard facing unknown, so kept dying real slow
By the end said some shit I knew that I didn't mean
I hurt her - didn't know I could be that damn mean  
I cheated, and broke her heart, I was actin' a fool,
I was a tool, put value on shit like looking real cool
At the end of the day, realized I don't give a fuck
I don't care what y'all think - when I was down on my luck
Who was there, homies with me when I acted like that?
When my check kinda fat, they all came flocking to that
When I was flexing my whip, new shit was looking so clean
I was outfitted on point, my shoes looking pristine
Valuing the wrong things, my soul deep down was unclean
I grew up


I ain't done, always more to do, more to say
Not religious, but for this shit, I pray every day
I hope someone listens - hears what I'm tryna say
If even one person heard me, then it's been good day

[R.D.]²

Part of the U.L.T. (Unfinished Liberation Thoughts) EP dropped 12A.M 2/23/2021.
This EP shows different aspects of what my experience has been being Black in America and loving my country and my community.
When you love someone or something you hold them accountable. You celebrate the highs, but do not ignore the lows, because of you don't let yourself see them, how can you ever fix them?
At any rate, Enjoy 
-Profet
(also I was gonna get all this shit mastered and re-record some parts but... fuck it 🤷🏿 
I'm impatient and I've been sitting on these for a hot second )


Black Boy Interlude.mp3

Part of the U.L.T. (Unfinished Liberation Thoughts) EP dropped 12A.M 2/23/2021.
This EP shows different aspects of what my experience has been being Black in America and loving my country and my community.
When you love someone or something you hold them accountable. You celebrate the highs, but do not ignore the lows, because of you don't let yourself see them, how can you ever fix them?
At any rate, Enjoy 
-Profet
(also I was gonna get all this shit mastered and re-record some parts but... fuck it 🤷🏿 
I'm impatient and I've been sitting on these for a hot second )

Profet

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