On my own, you don’t want the smoke
I ain’t trust no one, everyone switching up
I was buried deep, now I’m walking dead
None this shit I see, making any sense ya ya

Constant heartache, in my chest 
I got way too many problems, everything’s on fire
Made me cut the wire, heart torn apart
Always seeing faces when I’m in the dark 

On my own, you don’t want the smoke
I ain’t trust no one, everyone switching up
I was buried deep, now I’m walking dead
None this shit I see, making any sense ya ya

walking dead (prod. metlast x thislandis)

So free

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back

It's complicated whether or not to continue strolling thru this valley
I just confuse myself with a brainstorm cycling fast like a rally
This math don't fucking add up please excuse my dear aunt sally
It's hard to live life knowing next second could be the finale

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back


In my room and there's too many empty cups
Wondering when I will fill them up
All these memories fading, and hope to awaken and try to remember whatever's up
There's never true love in between a bitch with high standards or wanting to fuck
i feel like an alien inside of this world, and it's ran by people with infinite bluffs
There's too many problems continue ignoring hell i'm tempted for once i will roll up this blunt
But nah i'd rather sleep away, lights off and door shut hope the demons won't haunt
They saying that money don't bring happiness well how do you feel with a couple of bucks?
I'm tired of people online acting like there's only one way, with their narrative shoved

And just when you think things are fine and dandy
Your plan b turns to plan z
Cus it ends in such a random pull of possibility
Life itself is like playing your own game of the lottery
You ever feel the voice inside your head is just a form of mockery?

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back

Paint a picture on this canvas, all this wasted time on campus
Is it really worth the stress since all I do is stretch my worth ethic
Don't call the paramedics, i'm always doing fine at least in my own sense
Independence is something that I lack to this day
Cus there's always something that draws me back

canvas (lmg x everest)

DONT FORGET TO CHECK OUT THIS TALENTED SUM BITCH BELLAMY
https://soundcloud.com/joshua-dittmann-872381933

i'm trying, i promise (feat. Bellamy)(@siemspark x @hiiidrax)

sincerely , me w ks p qyurisuu

intense to some good craft to typo of music ☆♡☆💯✌️🎶

☆●Basic Dubstep Samples●☆

Of The Trees-Dolori {SJB Flip}

This one is downloadable if you'd like
thanks for listening
if you're dealing with addiction right now my heart goes out to you

she wants to fuck with me
cause she wants validation
I wanna sleep with her
just for the sensation
I use drugs
just to fake a good vibration
I should work on this
but I'm way too impatient 'cause

I'm a hungry ghost
even though I've got plenty
my heart's feelin empty
I'm a hungry ghost
my heart's never full
'cause it's got a hole in it

I don't know if I feel alright
got my mind slowly fading
I've had too many pills tonight
the whole room thinks i'm crazy
I use love
burn it up like gasoline
I can't hide my faults
read me like a magazine

I'm a hungry ghost
even though I've got plenty
my heart's feelin empty
I'm a hungry ghost
my heart's never full
'cause it's got a hole in it

happiness is eluding, losing me, moving me forward
but holding me back from it, I can attack it
but it just moves further away
feel just as dull every day

drugs in my nose
drugs in my cup
roll through the party just to say whats up
girls in my bed
tunes in my head
but this isn't working I still feel dead

I'm a hungry ghost
even though I've got plenty
my heart's feelin empty
I'm a hungry ghost
my heart's never full
'cause it's got a hole in it

drugs in my nose
drugs in my cup
roll through the party just to say whats up
girls in my bed
tunes in my head
but this isn't working I still feel dead

hungry ghost

shoutout the homie @original-god

we can't run away forever
face urself inside the mirror
look into ur eyes
ik it's hard to find
whats in ur mind

drugs let u avoid ur demons
but it won't fill the void
in ur heart
ik it's hard

so i just wanna know
what i did to deserve this
feeling i never asked for
take it all away
for a chance to feel alive again
tell me what it is i have to give
tell me how it feels to wanna live

anything about myself at all
like all the things i've done
that i cannot recall
so tell me what it is i have to give
tell me how it feels to wanna live

[original god]

Told her how it feels to wanna die 
I say that im emotionless but tears flow down my eyes 
I say that im afraid of pain but pain helps me survive  
Pointless bloodshed the war over my mind, I hope it gets me high, 

Theres no such thing as gorgeous suicide 
Ive been chasing myself so why cant I see you for miles
Ive been out of my body so for me its been a while
I think maybe ive been plagued since a child, can you delete my file 

Waking up daily 
Worrying about the same things 
That hurt me for years and years 
I hope that god eats my fears
OR ELSE I WILL 

Pray for closure 
Cant keep my composure 
When you come around 
feel myself breaking down

pray for closure w/ original god

In loving memory of Elliott Jackson Stockert.
 
Produced, mixed, and mastered by lullabyboy

Lyrics:

i remember we we're playing at the park 
everything was good cause it's good when it starts
and now i just woke up
to thought that i'll never see you grow up
woah woah
nothing ever happens 
slow
never thought i'd see you
go
you got everyone screaming
no
no
no
no

if i was there
things could be different
you could see what you're missing
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...

remember back 
we we're childhood friends
even in highschool
we'd laugh in the classroom
i remember everyone would laugh at you
i remember everyone would laugh at us
we did'nt give a fuck
but deep down 
i always knew it cut you

look at them now
they're actin like they cared
at the end of the day
they didn't know you were there
didn't know there

look at them now
they're actin like they cared
at the end of the day
they didn't know you were there
didn't know there
didn't know there
didn't know there
didn't know there
 
if i was there
things could be different
you could see what you're missing
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...

woah woah
nothing ever happens 
slow
never thought i'd see you
go
you got everybody screaming
no (x4)

if i was there
things could be different
you could see what you're missing
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...
if only i was there when you were all alone...

sincerely , me w ks p qyurisuu

ilytte