i fell in love
with the person by my side
gave her my whole life

and people say im crazy
but i think shes amazing
they keep telling me im wasting

get married buy a house
walk around town 
why u down?

theres a reason, where we are
theres a reason why we are
so fked up in da head 
i just wanna live my life in the end
i just wanna live my life 
i just wanna live my life 

get married buy a house
walk around town 
why u down?
theres a reason, where we are
theres a reason where we are

she took u as her lover
carried out her love 
admit that i was wrong
i knew i wasn't strong

and people say im crazy
but i think shes amazing
they keep telling me im wasting
(was it fun?)

get married buy a house
walk around town 
why u down?
theres a reason, where we are
theres a reason why we are

so fked up in da head 
i just wanna live my life in the end
i just wanna live my life 
i just wanna live my life 

get married buy a house
walk around town 
why u down?
theres a reason, where we are
theres a reason why we are

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and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back <3

thx u @m2monroe and @kyoakyo for the awesome beat!

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@remiliaxd :

(and lately i've been stuck inside these walls)
(scared of losing feeling, scared that i might lose it all)
(staring at the same damn picture waiting for the fall)
(and it hurts, i promise that i won't ever forget you)

i cannot wait another day
another way
see your face, a different face
so far away
i can't feel 
and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back

ik you can't come back
hope you're happy where you're at
don't have to see you when you're sad again
but i wish i could've saved you

but idk, doing too much it's psycho
you lose control, you never cared about you
to let you go, there's one more thing you must know
it's sorrowful, but i still love you

take it all away
see the tears run down my face as i watch you fade away
miss the things that we could do before
you never change, always stuck up in your ways
but i hope you're back some day
cause it will never be like before

sorrowful (monroe x kyoa)

@neohnq
@rewind214

lyrics:
hartfxlt :
you know that I'm not strong
you still throw me down
can't you see I'm hurt
it's all I feel right now
guess you got what you want
cause you're leaving now
you just leave me out
and it damages my health
and it's haunting me
I can't eat or sleep
why is this happening
caught up in a fuckin lie
my hopes and dreams
tearing at the seams
it's not what I need 
you won't fuckin hear from me 

rewind:
u were never really here when i need u
thought that i had made it clear that i cant be w u
but its not my fault, yea id do it again
didnt want this to end, but
i just love the thought of
i miss ur touch
just tell me ur problems
maybe i can be enough
be enough to solve them
ill stay by ur side til the sunrise
doesnt matter day or night
doesnt matter what time

all my hopes and dreams w/ rewind (neohn)

the third single from my ep "love war"
i turn 19 sunday ^_^
mastered by me & mixed by us
featuring my bro @pw4prez :3
produced by my brother @jichuuu ily <3 
[hook]
i look into your beautiful eyes
and think i’m in a fantasy dream
i look into the wonderful sky like
damn you are so beautiful to me
do you love me? i need to hear you say it
my hearts tied up by a rope so its not decaying
the entire time it was supposed to be us 2
i lay in my bed all day thinking of you
[sochi]
i told my broo we gon be okay
gotta move forward to them better days
said ima luv u, evenifitsfake
i gotta make it gotta find a way
wit my bros
i stay where i belong
(yea yea ima make it to the top)
yeah i dont really wanna go alone
stop hittin my phone
stop talkin to me, u should jus let it go
all these voices, in my head
i cant get em out wish u could be here with me instead
yea theres no point in trying, i cant get out of my bed
manipulated me, said u were there before them...🤦‍♂️
[hook]
i look into your beautiful eyes
and think i’m in a fantasy dream
i look into the wonderful sky like
damn you are so beautiful to me
do you love me? i need to hear you say it
my hearts tied up by a rope so its not decaying
the entire time it was supposed to be us 2
i lay in my bed all day thinking of you

beautiful

on spotify >.<

beautiful + sochi (jichu)

produced by @pw4prez + @makemeapromise
featuring @hiseph

lyrics
@jonsve
watch me miss her through every winter
it's never ending and i'm finished 
every december i get to penning
and i'm writing letters i'm never sending
i try but it's a rite of passage
i'm always telling but never acting

walking out the door, and of course
it is haunting to the core, because i'm yours
set the stage and the decor, take the floor
fake the face to hide the pages of my heart
the blood that gushes, love that rushes, it's all for you
the flaw in loving is wanting nothing if not for you
this good-for-nothing that i'm becoming, can't pay my dues
the rush of cutting because it's crushing the pain of you

@hiseph
i do what i can now, you had it planned out
the way you talk about me it's like you dont understand now
i knew you from 2 decembers, you changed the weather, ripped my heart out
can't be together, everything you say, i throw it all out
you call me tryna say "what's up?", you know i call your bluff
everything's just not enough, you're onto better stuff
can't change the weather, my heart gon tear up til it falls out
wrote you a letter, you not gon read it til we fall out

[chorus]

all for you w/ seph (surgeon/sochi)

something different with @counterxo :) prod @prodarisu 
tysm as always for listening it means a lot fr

(me)
fall, im so cold
you dont care at all
left me on my own
oh its so hard
its killing my heart

why dont you just please stop using me like a pawn
you know im not your prop
every time i try to drop everything and move on
something always comes up

i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

(counter)
got some things to say to get it out the way
feelings in the diary to keep them out my brain
stuck inside my room i might start to go insane
i lost everything i knew except your name
and i don’t wanna turn back around
don’t wanna save a heart when you’d rather let me drown
i used to feel secure, i’m not feeling that way now
i tried to lift us up, but you dug back down
i’ve thought that the answer was inside myself
i know it’s hard but girl i wish you well
wish i thought of this before i fell

(me)
i need something comforting
a break from this
the suffering
you take, i give
im left hurting
mistake, forgive
forget, relive again

the cycle repeats it wont end
one day we're foe and one we're friend
you pretend it feels so real
we move on but i dont heal

something comforting

something comforting w/ counter (arisu)

lights, camera, action!
recorded on 2023/2/20

ty @m2monroe for the crazy prod 😭😭

i'll try and post more next year

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@remiliaxd : 

(and i don't wanna fall)

(ohohohohoh x1000)

and you don't really wanna talk to me
please stop before you break my heart
but you don't want to fall for me
oh, oh, you're not for me

in a fantasy
so far away, living in a dream
please don't set me free
die in my arms baby please rest in peace

and i don't really want to stand back
memories fade away
feel your cold, feel your warmth lack
don't feel the same
you can't come back
stay here everyday, through the pain
i can't sit back

oh
and you don't want to talk to me, no
no no no
and you don't want to talk to me, no

re:action (monroe)

kurse:

ur just not gon be alright
u dont talk to me all night
u just follow me cuz i cud treat u better 
my blood is on ur sweater
i pray for sunny weather
idk wat to tell her
i start to feel like u put up a fight
wat i gotta do to make this right
if yk how much i try
if ik how much u cry
ic u in every sight 
truth in all ur lies
pursuit throughout ur life
cannot break our ties

too much in my cup i cant stand it
imma run off w ur bich like a bandit
imma let it bleed out fuk a bandage
they wan take a picture they gon take a panoramic
alright, i dont rly wan to waste no time
alright, no talk but the gang gon slide

@k4rson: 

no im not tryna waste no time
tryna fuck? better hit my line
no talk but the gang gon slide
fw me it will change ur life
we outside
talk shit u could die
no ur not tryna lose ur life
getting bands only thing on my mind
only care abt myself
ive been fine cant u tell?
imma touch down like odel 
imma break her back bitch yell
bitch my pockets fat noel
get into my bag like yuh
yo bitch said she like my smell
smokin on dis gas like yuh

kurse:

ur just not gon be alright
u dont talk to me all night
u just follow me cuz i cud treat u better 
my blood is on ur sweater
i pray for sunny weather
idk wat to tell her
i start to feel like u put up a fight
wat i gotta do to make this right
if yk how much i try
if ik how much u cry
ic u in every sight 
truth in all ur lies
pursuit throughout ur life
cannot break our ties

prod @violetxx9 @makemeapromise

pursuit w/ karson (violet, surgeon)

@hartfxlt2k @k4rson @1akura @yashio20k

hartfxlt:
tell me how you walked away so easy
fuck up once and it eats me alive
eats me alive
try to get a grip as its all slipping by
slipping by
she using tarot cards
sees my life
I'll wish on shooting stars
she knows how it all plays out
but now its all a truth that I gotta live without

karson:
i thought we'd make it far
it turns out that we are
don't want to be apart
you're ripping me apart
you made me feel lost and you left me in the dark
when im feeling lonely will you old me in your arms?
next time i feel lost, i know where to start
just tell me where you are, you're not worth my heart
you left me with these scars, i don't know what to do
i hate being apart, i hate missing you

akura:
and i thought that i had loved u but i guess that i was wrong
picking up the pieces from my heart look what u done to me
really had me thinking that u were the one for me
but maybe theres something wrong with me
and now weve fallen out
we said some words we did some things
look where it got us now
i said some words that i regret
u know im awful now
i have to learn from my mistakes yea that's what life's about

hartfxlt:
tell me how you walked away so easy
fuck up once and it eats me alive
eats me alive
try to get a grip as its all slipping by
slipping by
she using tarot cards
sees my life
I'll wish on shooting stars
she knows how it all plays out
but now its all a truth that I gotta live without

#hartfxlt #karson #akura #yashio #<3333

tarot cards w/ karson, akura (yashio)

Confession ft. owtiss (decago rewind)

featuring @remiliaxd 
prod. @attachxd x @m2monroe

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
love's a game it’s all digital 
and i can’t feel a thing at all 
and you know i’d sell my soul 
just to even see you at all 

crying in my pillow at night 
thinking about you and i 
and i don’t want us to fight 
id rather have you lie 

and idk how to act around u 
can u pls tell me what you’re thinking 
does it have any meaning ...?
do you still love me too </3

and i don’t wanna get too attached
and idk if you think of me like that 
i might just have a heart attack 
if u don’t text me back 

and i really don’t wanna fuck things up !!!
but that would be just my luck :(
to ruin everything ...
now it all means nothing

and idk how to act around uuu
yeah you need to tell me what you’re thinking !
i dont know what ur hinting
what if u love me too :/

𝔯𝔢𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔞:
i can't look back again
u we're the missing part of me
play pretend, and it really does break my soul
heart hurts </3
and i'm sorry but idk
but i can't change the fact the past is set in stone

i let it go, i let it go, i let it go !!!
heart hurts and it's cold like the snow >.<
it's not u
but i don't think that it's working now
promise that i tried, but i don't think that it's working out

i tried, but it never ever works
"stay alive," but i know it's gonna hurt, i know 
heart froze
i'd never do you like that, keep that stuff in the past 
moving on like oh

but it never ever works 
moving on, but our love is like a curse, i know
i know, lost feelings, let it go
yeah i was fine, but now i'm better on my own :(

said i was gone
said i was done but i'd do it all over
you were the one
you were the one who told me to get closer to u
i know
i know that we both are gonna go make it through
it's not u
but i'm so sorry to say that it's over for u

i let it go, i let it go, i let it go
but our love is like a curse, i know

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
and idk how to act around u 
can u pls tell me what you’re thinking 
does it have any meaning ...?
do you still love me too </3

and i don’t wanna get too attached !
and idk if you think of me like that >_<
i might just have a heart attack 
if u don’t text me back....

you and i

you and i w/remilia (attachxd x monroe)

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