huge thanks to @1akura and @hartfxlt they are really the goats no cap
produced by @aerelin

recorded in feb 2024 
spotify next week 
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me:
you could have leave but i still have feelings for you
you said you wanna be together but who would have knew
guess that how the story ends
wish our paths will cross again
it was love at the first sight
was it fate? yeah
wish i could rewind the time to the day we met
to try again and try again
just to make things work

@1akura:
can you listen to my heart?
all the words are just tearing me apart
every single day i just wonder where you are
every single day im just looking at the stars
every single day ye its getting kinda hard
wonder where you are, i wonder where u go
baby wheres the love, i swear it never shows
listen to my heart
i wanna hold you close
i don't know where you are
i want you to come home

@hartfxlt:
thinking thru my choices
I regret letting you go
hear your voice and 
turn around, its nothing but snow
I can't avoid it
all these thoughts keeping me cold
its so annoying because I tried letting you know 
so run home, back to me 
I lost control, whats happening
all the things I hate is what ill be 
thought of you today, have you thought of me?

me: 
you could have leave but i still have feelings for you
you said you wanna be together but who would have knew
guess that how the story ends
wish our paths will cross again
it was love at the first sight
was it fate? yeah
wish i could rewind the time to the day we met
to try again and try again
just to make things work

art by www.pixiv.net/en/users/81852718

try again + akura & hartfxlt (aerelin)

"i guess thats how things go"
shoutout april showers 
and big thanks goats
@remiliaxd @kyxtsnxwy
@prodarisu @oiwassupp

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me
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go
thought i had you, you slipped out of my hand
and all the time we spent, went to waste
i can't recall the things, that i said
and its all my fault, that how it is

@remiliaxd
that's how it is, falling to pieces
falling to my own thoughts, it hurts
yeah i said "i don't need it," but i still need it
and i guess that's how it is again
i hold you close, now i'm falling to pieces again
again, let my heart go
to think i'd lose it all again

@kyxtsnxwy
imma lose it all again
demons in my head
i know they wont let me live, i know
you held so many pain, now you’re cold
i’ll keep reminding you, i wont go away
i will take away your pain
no matter how things go, im always here to stay
if ever you need space, i’ll wait anyway
i know i live in hell, but i’ll take you to holy place

me + @remiliaxd
all the things that i been thru
wake up another day, feeling brand new
i gave you my heart, you tore it to pieces
and i couldn't believe it, but
i guess thats how things go

how things go
heart froze
heart hurts and it's frozen like the snow
let go
i know
i know that my heart is set in stone

art by https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/27354041

Spotify

how things go + remilia & kyxtsnxwy (arisu oiwa)

thank you @angelicxmei for featuring much love <3

prod me & @xternalz

lyrics:

me!

you know that it feels right
with you laying by my side
let my tears drop to the ground
let them all out its alright
yeah we'll be fine

yeah my heart is going cold
you dont want me
i gave you my sweater yeah
it was all for nothing
always do my best
just so i can make it right
you don't even love me
u know it was all a lie

i really start to wonder
should i even bother
yeah you broke my heart
and now its in the gutter
you saved me from all of my fears
im dreaming to thoughts of you being here

@angelicxmei

i want u so please just look in my eyes
i told u we both stood under the sky
i wanna laugh with u i wanna find the truth
i wanna make a move dont make my feelings blue

my heart is getting colder,  so come a little closer
i want u by my shoulder dont make me feel like its over!

cold w/ angelicxmei (prod. me + xternalz)

featuring @kyxtsnxwy x @1kidsora x @muieternal
prod. @tores x @jichuuu

@akasukii
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without u
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own
tell me where did we go wrong?
how did we fall apart?
was it something i did something i said?
or was it written from the start?
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna play pretend
that im okay without you
that this isnt the end
i dont wanna face the night
with no one to hold me tight
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be on my own

@kyxtsnxwy
i dont wanna be on my own
left me in the snow, its freezing and its cold
i know
please hold me tight closely
im right here by my lonely
it feels like u disowned me
im right here at the start again

lets please start again
all that im feeling is the feeling of dread
bullet be straight to my head
feeling like nothing im better off dead
all of the things that u said
hurting my soul, baby, im falling apart
take out my heart
baby its nothing its just all scars

@1kidsora
all i ever needed was presence
all i ever needed was essence
i know im learning lessons
but, im still overthinking blessings
im trynna geek & i'm posted with Jayy
all that she care about is what i make
so- imma just pray
i dont know how much more i'll take
of this- of this
she bid me farewell
with a silent kiss
of this- of this-
u all know i cant miss-

@muieternal
i think ive had enough
u said u'd have our love
the distance in ur touch
i'd never hate so much 

u promised on ur word
now i cant make this alone
ruminating this thought
leave this love in a knot

pretend w/kishi, kid sora + mui [tores x jichu]

@prodfeature @hartfxlt @kyoakyo @ihateukidu @decago @1altr <3
0:00 - 1:43 w @prodfeature
1:43 - 3:13 solo
3:13 - 4:40 solo
4:40 - 6:11 w @hartfxlt
6:11 - 7:31 w @kyoakyo
7:31 - 8:48 w @ihateukidu
8:48 - 9:55 w @prodfeature
9:55 - 11:13 solo
11:13 - 12:48 w @decago & @1altr
12:48 - end solo

in fear and faith clips @prodfeature @hartfxlt @kyoakyo @ihateukidu @decago @1altr

when i was eighteen
smokin up all da time,
it was jading
i was chronically online
contemplating
i aint eighteen anymore

why u gotta make these things complicated
i hate myself and all the reasons u gave me
ya,
i was eighteen
all my time is fading,
i aint eighteen
but i hate the same things
 
my time, it's flowing away
white wine i comiserate,
i miss the times i would wait
write songs i loved and would pay

my soul its for uuuu
i know girl, cuz its truu
my fault i know, it's youuu
eternal love is truuu

18 // shinju

@decago
@k4rson
@afterstory

really in love w what im making finally feels like im doing something right.
###

build me up again
and i wont pretend
ill be right right here hold me till the end
always wanna be a savior 
so go and reachh your hand out 
when ive been a man down

going thru the same things everyday
and yet my heart still hearts the same
wont u take away my painn

listen to my soul break

@karson
do u think we cld pretend, that we are okay
i dont want ts to end, but u lie right to my face 
miss i wld hold ur hand, but you will never change
drawing hearts in the sand, looking back on better days
i rly miss u girl, but ion wanna do this just to hurt 
you used to be my everything, my world
then you left me crying in the dirt
i think that its only getting worse

build me up +karson (decago)

soundcloud.com/remiliaxd x soundcloud.com/clay0127 x soundcloud.com/xternalz
soundcloud.com/wintress13

soul

i see u (tores/yashio)

prod. fate

echi:
baby my whole world spins around u
make my heart flutter when i look at u
love you
it's true
i can't stop falling for u

summy:
when i look at ur eyes
i get nervous 
im so inlove wid u 
i need u to know this   
dont know how to put it to words

echi:
you're the one i want girl
(you're the one that i want girl)
can i be the one that you call yours?

can i be the one to
hold you
because
you could be the sun
and i'll be ur moon
i got 3 words i wanna say to you
aishiteru (愛してる)
mahal kita 
i love you
i cant stop falling for you

you could be the stars i'll be the sky
girl i choose you
and only you
nae saranghaeyo (내 사랑해요)
wo ai ni (我爱你)
aku cinta kau
i cant stop falling for you

stephanie:
想要偷偷牽起你的手
看你害羞臉紅望向我
這一刻 你有沒有也感覺到為我著迷呢

(I want to take your hand secretly)
(Look at you blushing at me)
(Have you ever felt fascinated by me?)

chou:
(聞かせてよ、告白)
(言葉を失うまで)
(褒めてくれ、その声で)
(私が欲しいなら星に手を伸ばせば)

let me hear it your confession
until im rendered speechless
praise me with that voice
if you want me then reach for me like a star

alys:
palagi kitang hanap oh baby
miss ko na iyong labi
dito ka nalang sa tabi ko

echi:
you're the one i want girl
(you're the one that i want girl)
can i be the one that you call yours?

can i be the one to
hold you
because
you could be the sun
and i'll be ur moon
i got 3 words i wanna say to you
aishiteru (愛してる)
mahal kita 
i love you
i cant stop falling for you

you could be the stars i'll be the sky
girl i choose you
and only you
nae saranghaeyo (내 사랑해요)
wo ai ni (我爱你)
aku cinta kau
i cant stop falling for you

falling for you w/ sumther, alys, chougaki, stephanie

prod. @tores + @yashio20k

@j4son_w4rhe
Can you stop being? go to the sky and just don't let me go
I'm feeling so bad, I know you won't be sad
I understand yeah what you want
And don't pretend you let me go
Yeah, all the time I'm waiting for you all the day, all the night

Can you stop being? go to the sky and just don't let me go
I'm feeling so bad, I know you won't be sad
I understand yeah what you want
And don't pretend you let me go
Yeah, all the time I'm waiting for you all the day, all the night

Yeah, please don't teach me 'cause I teach myself
I can do this myself, yeah, give me my time back
If you don't have problems, you just give me back
Check my story in my life, I just wanna stay here
Light comes down from the sky and holds me tight
I have best friends, I have best friends, I'm okay
I have best friends, I have best friends, okay

@ve2zy
I have best friend
But sometimes I have nightmares
내게로 돌아와줄래?
내 손을 놓지 않았으면 해
Why did we have this problem
우리는 멀어지지 점점
알고있잖아 너도
Tell me why u hate me
내가 너무 미워
내가 널 어떻게 잊어
I hate myself in the mirror
우리 추억을 이제 잊어
Shawty, come back to me
잊었어 our memories?
넌 내 옆에 없지
lets go

DON'T LET GO W/ VEEZY ⚝ PROD. TORES + YASHIO ⚝

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