Thanks for composing that, it always bring more color to my day ♡

it's hard to believe that I'd actually find fun in music again, let alone posting my music at all but here we are.

This is the last track I worked on before my upcoming surgery-- I knew I had to bring everything creative out of me for a final push before I will have to spend the coming months in recovery, (possibly) away from music again. Even though the song doesn't feel "finished" to me, I knew I had to put this one out.

i'm incredibly sorry for being super awkward/distant these days. I wasn't mentally at my best and along with some health problems I couldn't be as active as I wanted to be. 

at the end of the day I just really wanted music to be fun, even if I I don't really fit in or anywhere near good enough compared to most everyone else

...

thank you for listening, if you do. 
hopefully I'll be better by 2022.

love,
keyseeker

traveler's water orb

Astral Commodity - Disquiet 3

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lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

Follow makina (me, teehee)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

Download

makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

some scavenged old beats

00:00 intro
01:26 when stars collide
03:11 huh
4:33 fragile memory (scrapped from following the breeze)
5:50 altrocker
6:40 lethargic
8:26 holloween funk
09:06 optimal

phonefavorites

finished watching (and reading) girls' last tour, maaaaannnn

ugoku

picture doesnt rly have anything to do with the song now does it
linktr.ee/koganemusic

laundry

frail

1002

舟はもう着いたんだろうか
朝の霧は白く深い
僕はもう逃げられないね
目覚めた街の鮮鋭

吐きそうになるのを堪え
埋もれていた心を狩る
花束 冷えた道の上で腐りゆくと知った
怖くなったんだ

「もしも」を裏切り続けた
朝の光 夜の尾
僕らが懐かしむ世界が
こんな色をしていても

汽水都市

Website: https://stockmusicclouds.com/
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/antarcticbreeze
Buy License: https://audiojungle.net/user/antarctic/portfolio

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