Life Itself is a 15-song project written with soul and assembled by IA.
This album aims to be an intimate exposition of lived moments, changing perspectives, reflections, and lost loves. A journey through an entire life, from the darkness at the beginning to the redemption at the end, passing through different stages of personal growth.                    _________________________________________________           Life Itself es un proyecto de 15 canciones escritas con alma y ensambladas por IA.
Este álbum pretende ser una exposición íntima de momentos vividos, perspectivas cambiantes, reflexiones, y amores perdidos. Un recorrido por una vida entera. desde la oscuridad del inicio hasta la redención del final, pasando por diferentes etapas de crecimiento personal.

Life Itself

The first fracture is always the quietest.

Act I – The Awakening of Disquiet opens the descent into the darkest corners of the human soul.
Each track is a dialogue between the protagonist and a negative emotion personified — solitude, shame, guilt, doubt, apathy and disgust — each one slowly unraveling the mind.

This is not a collection of songs. It’s a conceptual ritual.
A journey through whispers, screams, and the weight of everything unspoken.

Welcome to the beginning of the fall.
This is Echoes of Being. This is Act I.

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Emotions vol. 1 - The Descent (Act I. The Awakening of Disquiet)

01. Here I Stand.wav

02. Still Hear The Streets.wav

03. Reflections Of A Fool.wav

04. Still My Only Love.wav

05. Through The Fire.wav

06. I'm Still Here.wav

07. The Worst In Me.wav

08. I Will Fall Down.wav

09. A Cold World.wav

10. Behind The Mask.wav

11. Dear Fear.wav

12. Not So Bad In Me.wav

13. Unchained Fire.wav

14. When I'm Gone.wav

15. The Roads I Took.wav

16. Still my Only Love (O.V.).wav

02. Shame. She Knows Me.mp3

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In the quiet of my storm
She is the calm I've never known
In the ruins of my past
She blooms like something good at last

Every breath I take
Is shaped by her small hands
Every step I make
Is traced in golden strands

She holds my broken pieces
With a grace I’ll never own

She’s my reason, my redemption
My beginning, my surrender
She’s the flame that never fades
Through the dark, I walk to her

For her I live, for her I fall
For her I rise beyond it all

I have fought and I have failed
But her love forgives it all
She sees the man I wish I was
Inside these fractured walls

I would bleed to keep her safe
I would break to make her whole
She is not just part of me
She is the center of my soul

She calls me back from silence
With a voice that feels like home

She’s my reason, my redemption
My beginning, my surrender
She’s the light beneath my scars
The only truth in all my stars

For her I live, for her I fall
For her I rise beyond it all

I’m not afraid to die
If she learns how to fly
I’d vanish from the world
To keep her heart alive

She’s my reason, my redemption
My beginning, my surrender
She’s the voice that keeps me sane
She’s the sky inside my flame

For her I live, for her I fall
And for her… I’d give it all

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Growth. What Fire Left Behind

Rage. Unchained Fire

Compassion. The Mercy We Wield

Solitude is the first echo of emptiness.
Not a peaceful emptiness — a dense, heavy one. A room with no exit, where your thoughts bounce endlessly, with no one left to absorb them.

No screams. No answers.

Just an absent presence… and yourself, echoing too loud...


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I’m here... still here... always here...

Footsteps echo
In an empty haven
I light the match
But darkness claims it again

You call it silence... I call it home
I wrap around you
When you're alone

I build walls, 
But you slip through
You wear my skin, 
You shape my truth

Oh, Solitude —
You’re the breath I dread

Yet every night... 
I share your bed

You hold me close,
But tear me hollow

You never lead,
Yet I still follow

I speak in dreams
You dare not say
I cradle you
When light decays

I scream for space,
You drown me still
In every breath
You bend my will

You're not alone... 
You chose me first
Before the smiles
before the hurt

I never wanted
to need your kiss
But now I bleed
Inside your bliss

Oh, Solitude!
You haunt my name

Yet in your ruin
I remain

You hold me close
But carve me cold

You love in silence... 
And never let go

She never leaves... 
She never... leaves
Always...

01. Solitude – The Empty Embrace

Before the first echo… there was a breath.
A stillness before descent.
No voice, no shape — just the tension of what's about to begin.

The silence... before everything breaks.

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It didn’t start with pain.
Not with screams.
Not even fear.
It started with silence.
With... absence.  
With things not being said.  
With thoughts left to rot.
You feel it before you hear it.
The cracking.  
The weight. 
The drop.
This...
is the sound 
of the first fracture..

00. Before the First Echo

Shame is the second echo — but this one stares back.
It doesn't whisper. It knows you.
It holds up a mirror, not to judge, but to remind.

The memory of what you did.
The silence of who you became.
The weight of being seen... by something that never forgets.

And still, she says your name.

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You can hide from them… but not from me.

I dress my wounds in borrowed light  
I name the past in terms of polite  
But you... You stand behind my eyes  
Counting every truth I hide  

I thought I buried what I’ve done  
I watched you while you tried to run  

I know the names you tried to change  
I bear the scars, I feel the chains  
I know the lies you told to cope  
I tied the knot. I pulled the rope.  
Shame — the mirror I can't look through  
Shame — the one who always knew  

I walked in crowds to kill the sound  
But I was there, beneath the ground  
I wore their praise like a second skin  
And I peeled it off, from deep within  

Did they believe me?!  
You never did.  
Did I deserve it?!  
I never hid.  

I stitch your guilt with thread of glass  
I bleed for every shadow passed  
I don’t forget. I never bend.  
You are the truth I can't defend  
Shame — the blade beneath my skin  
Shame — the voice that lives within  

I see the eyes I used to fear  
And in their stare, I reappear  
My laugh, my mask, they fall apart  
You are the wound. I am the scar.

I try to scream, you fill my lungs  
I twist the air into your tongue  
I cannot run. I cannot beg.  
You only kneel when I break your leg.  
I breathe your name with every breath  
I am your Shame. I am your death.

And I always will be.

02. Shame – She Knows Me

Guilt is the third echo — and it follows.
It doesn’t confront. It lingers.
It hides in gestures, in glances, in moments you try to forget.

It weighs more in silence.
It walks behind your thoughts.
Not loud — but constant.

You carry it.
And it carries you.

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You thought I’d gone?
You closed your eyes...
But I am etched
Where silence lies.

Every smile, a lie I fed.
Every truth, a weight like lead.
I buried deep, I wore the grin—
But now the rot bleeds from within.

I see your face in every flame.
I hear your voice, I hear my name.
You chose this path...
You turned away...

Oh Guilt, you chain my soul,
You twist the knife, you take control.
You wear my sins like rusted skin—
A storm that rages deep within.

I am the echo of your choice,
The fracture buried in your voice.
I watched you break and look away—
I stayed when you had none to stay.

Your breath’s a weight
I cannot flee.
Your shadow's carved
Inside of me.

I never left.
You made me grow.
You gave me life
Each time you said no.

Oh Guilt, you chain my soul,
You twist the knife, you take control.
You drag me through my yesterdays—
You bloom where all my truth decays.

Rip me open!
Leave me bare!
No redemption!
No repair!

You're the ghost I can’t outlast,
You're the wound that binds the past!

I am the voice
In every cry.
I hold your breath
Until you die...

You thought I’d gone?
You closed your eyes...
But I am etched
Where silence lies.

Why do you follow?
Why can’t you sleep?
You claw at my shadow,
You bleed when I weep.

I begged for peace,
But you dig in deep...
You were silent—
Now you speak.

I never left...
You just forgot.
I am the wound
You never clot.

But I changed!
I tried to make it right!
Why do you haunt me
Every night?

Because I’m you.
The part you hide.
Not your enemy.
Just your guide.

Then stay...
But let me breathe.
Don’t drag me down
When I try to leave.

You are my guilt,
My endless ghost..
But I choose life...
I need it most.

03. Guilt – The Weight of Me

Doubt is the fourth echo — and it blurs.
It doesn't scream. It murmurs.
Soft enough to question, sharp enough to stall.

You think you're moving forward…
but every step feels like pretending.

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You were so sure… weren’t you?

I laid the path with reason's thread  
But now it coils around my head  
Each step I take, a question screams  
I lose the shape of all my dreams  

What if I'm wrong? What if I'm blind?!  
Who planted doubt inside my mind?!

I’m the crack inside your trust  
The voice that grinds your bones to dust  
I ask the questions you won’t face  

I scream the truths you can’t erase  
Doubt — the flickering veil that hides the flame  
And burns your faith in your name 

I silence you, I crush your grin  
But I’m already deep within  
I try to breathe, you twist the air  
I whisper truths you wouldn’t dare  

What if I fail?!  
What if they see?!  
What if I'm nothing?!  
What if I'm me…?

I feed on cracks you try to seal  
I bleed for every thought I feel  
I’m subtle, sweet, and always near  
You speak, but all I hear is FEAR  
Doubt — the echo crawling through my spine  
The faithful friend who poisons time  

What if they lied?  
What if they did…  
What if they left?  
I always hid  
What if you break?  
Then let me fall!  
What if you never knew at all?

I can’t escape the weight inside  
I never leave. I never hide.  
You are the rot beneath my skin  
I am the start. I am the end.

I’ll ask again… tomorrow.

04. Doubt – Flickering Veil

Apathy is the fifth echo — the absence of echo.
No rise, no fall. No pulse.
Just the slow erosion of meaning.

The world doesn’t hurt anymore.
But nothing touches you either.

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I wake, but nothing stirs inside  
The clock ticks on. I let it slide.  
No fire, no ache, no pull, no light  
Just grey between the day and night  
The meals go cold. The calls decay.  
I fade a little more each day.

I tried to scream, but found no sound  
I took your voice and tied it down  
I begged for pain, but nothing came  
I hollowed you... and kept your name  
I whispered prayers I couldn’t mean  
I am the stillness in between 

The world moves on. I never start.  
My skin forgets the beat of heart  
I paint a smile for passing eyes  
But silence feeds me better lies  
No anger left. No will to flee.  
Just me… dissolving into me.  

05. Apathy – All the Grey Hours

Disgust is the sixth echo — and it crawls under the skin.
It's not fear. It’s rejection.
Of your face, your choices, your self.

You shed layers hoping to feel clean.
But it’s already inside.

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I live beneath your fingernails…  
And under your tongue…  
You spit me,  
But I stick.

I… didn’t— mean to—  
It itches—  
I scraped— too deep—  
It stinks— it— *hurts!*

You wash with boiling water.  
You scrub until your skin splits.  
And still I’m here.  
Clinging.  
Under your armpits.  
Behind your knees.  
In your breath.  
I *reek* through your pores.  
No perfume  
kills me.

Retching, breathless
Get... out…

Disgust.  
Your morning breath on someone else’s pillow.  
Disgust.  
The sweat crusted on yesterday’s skin.  
Disgust.  
The nail you bite 'til it bleeds.  
Disgust.  
Your only real flavor.

SHUT UP!  
I—I scraped it—  
I BURNED IT—  
Did you though?

I coughed in silence.  
I smelled myself.  
I tasted the rot  
Between my teeth.  
No god came.  
No mirror cracked.  
Only you…  smiling  
Through my sweat.

You’re not hiding me.  
You’re made of me..

06. Disgust – My Bitter Skin

Echoes of Beign is an experimental metal project blending cinematic textures, dual vocal layers, and emotional intensity. Not tied to a single genre or narrative, the band explores the boundaries between darkness and beauty, distortion and silence, intuition and control.

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Echoes of Beign es un proyecto de metal experimental que fusiona texturas cinematográficas, capas vocales duales e intensidad emocional. No se limita a un solo género ni narrativa: la banda explora los límites entre la oscuridad y la belleza, la distorsión y el silencio, la intuición y el control.

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