

Why can't I be happy,

Diagnosed Borderline at 15   

Now 38,

Molested youth,

Sexual used like toy ,

Discarded creating wounds,

at 19 self destruction,

Now I'm burnt out,

just a old religion forgotten 

Like I always knew I was,

No matter how much I cry,

I never find release,

Will I ever be ok,

My emotions are like a gun shot to the souls,

Force feeding my glass covered in motor oil,

But never experiencing death ,

Emotionally injecting me with bleach, 

Just to have convolution,

My tears are dry,

Expressionless,

Drugs only go so far to cover the damage,

That no one would protect me,

I drink myself to sleep or until I can't see,

Trying to die,

But knowing I will aways awake the next day,

I started cutting my wrists 

But now I over indulge and write,

Numbing my soul from others and the world

No one wants to know me anyway 

But I can't accept I'll never be ok,

I watch my world burn,

While I drink wine in silence, 

Trap borderline and confused,

Out of control but I look normal,

I can't relate,

My emotions are to strong,

I'm so numb to everything but I am a fire storm in the mind,

Distorted intrusive thought are like,

Being stabbed millions of times,

Feeling every infection for a life time in seconds,

Downloaded a saved

During the day and night,

Knowing know one feels the same,

Or can,

Never meeting anyone because I don't know how,

Isolated learning all I can,

I only got one life not like I'm coming back,

But I try to kill everything everyday with no questions or care for anyone,

Worshiping death but god makes me unable to die when I want,

Forcing me to suffer until my life is over and done,

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In the shadowed corners of  Indiana, Echo's N MelaNKholyiA emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Void, Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric ,Odium, Raven, and Death Moth this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Phuric, and Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
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Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
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