love stories

@angelicxmei
@quannnic
@k4rson

[arid]
i get the bag im poppin them tags
i dont got time dont know where you at
im causin a takedownnn
on track i cant find my way back
im just tryna get my racks
all my memories play back
the way u act is so wack
stab me in my back

i relapse in my mind its all ending
i cant go all my life keep pretending
and everytime u talk i always seem to fall
i wish every problem always felt this small

[angelicxmei]
inside im empty
yea im like doll

i cant see the ending
am i going to tore

u cant break my heart
yea its made of stone

tryna come back to u
cuz you're my home

and my heart cold
i need a sweater

i hate me 
i cant do better

and my hands are cold
i need u for a warm
and i trust more and more
im about to fell in love

[quannnic]
spent a rack on yojhi, dont judge me
what the fuck are you becoming
your so close but you cant touch me
cant hear you did you say something
bitch i turn you out
put my gun up to your mouth
talk to me i wont allow
bitch its you im fine without

ending w/ angelicxmei x quannnic (karson)

@deathcharms
@heroinsick
@prodsoma
@kyitsuu

charms + heroinsick - tell (soma & kyitsu) #us

@victxrw
@brknglss
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enjoy.
-sora
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lyrics:
(sora)
i fucked up, i cant focus
i been gettin money yeah i think she noticed, yuh
shawty packin, wanna go bitch?
if im feelin stuck, then i know she feelin hopeless.
like leave now
like bitch im rich, i do not need you
big crown
ive got some knights that just might sleep you
say you top tier, but nigga im elite too
im elite too
yeah, we gon' defeat you.
--
woah-
they act like they know me
if you say we bros dont talk, you gotta show me
cause i can never let a snake come back to fold me, yuh
flip-side the coin just like the story.
that shit got me feelin like Itadori
ay- that mean when i pull up, imma leave 'em in a hearse, woah
ugh- yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh
in a hearse bro
ohhhhhhh- i know it hurts, ahh.
--
(victxrw)
i need to focus, i know it
feeling kinda hopeless
i dont wanna feel it
i dont wanna feel- it.
oh, i can feel it
i wish i could kill it
angry, im real reckless
other times im restless.
i cant seem to fuckin deal with it
empty half a mag, yeah that boy gon' get the rest of it
all this anger inside of my mind, i need to rest a bit
maybe i was wrong, i think i should start listening.
--
(sora)
i fucked up, i cant focus
i been gettin money yeah i think she noticed, yuh
shawty packin, wanna go bitch?
if im feelin stuck, then i know she feelin hopeless.
like leave now
like bitch im rich, i do not need you
big crown
ive got some knights that just might sleep you
say you top tier, but nigga im elite too
im elite too
yeah, we gon' defeat you.
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"melvino these r the real lyrics u munch"

focus ft. victxrw (brknglss)

https://soundcloud.com/surg3on
https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/victxrw
https://soundcloud.com/ev333


me:

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
every1 arnd me feel so cold
like a sinner

i try to see the picture 
but i cant seem to figure
bruises only heal 
when it feel like sumn missing

carrying this burden by urself 
like a mission
i feel so alone
i cant overcome this issue

turn my back to the knife
cut up my tissue
i try to fight my feelings
but i cnt deny i miss u 

struck by limerence 
covering my face again
im faded off a percocet 
wish i could hold ur hand again

arid:

i wanna hold ur hand again
i find it harder to pretend
i just need another reason why
keep myself distracted it all goes by
as soon as i open up u leave
i swear that it all goes back to me
i need a reason why
i dont even know if i should try
try again

victxrw:

if i go try ill die again
and i dont wanna see u leave from my eyes again
it all goes back 2 the times tht we met
if i ever get a change yea ill do it all again

yea ill do it all again
take back wht i said
waking up tomorrow
n ur still in my head
trapped up in my mind 
im still stuck in bed
if i go and try ill die again...

dont wnna talk
im waiting for the winter
hell is all around me
and its like im at the center
dont know if ill make it
im never the winner
dont know if i cn take it
im never the winner

try again + arid + victxrw (surgeon)

@resolve1k
i need to put this all behind me
deceive me and you blind me 
can't deal with always lying 
girl i need
to put it all in the past
i know i shouldn't want you back
100 other options yea
so see ya hope you're doing well
put your heart in the bag
push to start i hit the gas
she said "i don't want u back"
i wont be coming in last
said she wants my heart 
said she wants me bad
cuz she wants what she can't have
i cannot get attached 
i was taken a back 
by all the shit that you said 
"i never thought we could last"
and "get the fuck out my head"
can you tell me why i try
things never seem to go right
shit never seems to work out
you're the only thing on my mind
and i'm not feeling alright 
always with some other guy
i don't need you by my side
i need to leave it behind

behind me (inno)

arid - for U (skunc + nesa) #us

made this beat with a bunch of oakscreen samples from splice fr such an amazing artist <3

lyrics:

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

is it bad that i cant sleep
moving different
got my back against the wall
got my back against the wall
and i dont feel different
than the time u left me
i gotta do it this time
this time

gotta battle with the mess
backs against the wall
i put my armor to the test
damn i got it bad but every day i try my best
tryna do my best to get some rest
i need some rest

gotta take my time
weight on my back feel it pressurize
and it makes it hard
so hard

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

bliss fields +oakscreen

prod @neohnq
master @chriad
00x decayedd 4L
lyricsds:

saw u at the train stop w ur friends
hope u didnt see my face shocked,, once agn
bbgrl u make my brain rot its all in my headd
i got bad habits cant stop.. ima end up dead :o

when i see ur face all i feel is sadness
nvr thought it wld get to here but it happened
on my own cuz u left me in the past tense
its tragic, im stuck ifeel trappd man://
itry 2 dig myself up but i cant get out 
no one fna hear me so i can cry out loud
i cn scream n shout but u still wont respond
ik u can see my frown but udont care at all............

i feel dead thnk im dead, its too late now\
they get loud in my hed im insane now
off the pills off the meds cope tha pain yaa
we do it all, all again js to breakup         (x2)

OUT ON SPOTIFY

i think it's all in my head (neohn)

rlly sad song abt how ive been feeling [on all plats go stream plss ]
i think this is my best

prod @ayykidtaylor

@zixdown

you, you, you..
i got no1 left 2 call, i cnt get a response
i got no1 left at all, i txt them more than once :(
i watch my dreams fall apart.. i burn it all
ig its my time..u can see me fall </3

i got no1 left yea evry1 has left
i give it all i can, they cant take me srs
take me as a joke... hilarious
u left me w the pain, i carry it

rlly got no1 left nah :((
kno im losing all my friends bruh..
& u leave once again oh my god
point & laugh yea at me haha

@whyhaze

i got no one left
gotta keep my head up
girl ik u want me dead
i swear ts got me fed up
i js need some rest yuh
when u tlk ab me i feel it in my xchest
gotta keep going we cant let up
what we got is special
thought u was the best oh, now i gota let go
now my hrt is so cold
i js gotta find home, ik that its far from ur soul
so i'll leave u behind now

@iinno11

i cant get a text or a call
hear ur voice where ur not
baby idc at all
i could take u up to the top
where evrything so small
or baby i could let u fall
u say u wanna leave then im waiting
im saying rest in peace
all the dreams that u breaking
i cant fall asleep
got some things i should face and
all of my friends leave
im alone suffocating
oh no

@bloodfear

gtta carry on yea i cant go back
nothing last 4vr ya i swear nothing last
and my mind moves slow but ur moving so fast
and my mind scrambld evrything in the past <//3
im srry my apoligies
u can take evrrything tke a part of me
im trynna to figure out wht u r 2 me
and u say u luv me guess its hard 2 believe

@theockyway

Left the pain to carry it, it’s getting lifted to the top
And you don’t think I’m scary yet, I’m boutta show you how I rot
Over death defying heights, I will stand my ground
I am safe and sound, in the lost and found
Of all your hopes and dreams, you don’t know what you mean to me
And you lie about the dreams you see
Say goodbye to all the make believe

spotify

no1 left w/ whyhaze, ddayso, myrie & oxxy [taylor]

@kurse11
@012207

i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work
i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work

then i realize why i feel like that
yeah i never get replies when i feel attached
ur the one that i rely on i need it so bad
always keep my head high though i feel so sad
i wont last
yeah i wont last for long
i cant always be wrong
the time keeps moving on
our love is too far gone

getting worse [kurse11 + baz]

on all platforms friday 9th
prod @neohnq, master & micro edits by @chriad #00decayed they all wanna b us <333
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hbd 2 me ig.. ly all sm fr ty 4 everything

lyrics :

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ik its gna be the end of me
ik u dnt care at all but i wld do the same thing
n my feelings numb think i need molly
grl im falling i can feel my hrt breaking

##
im so afraid ab whats nxt 4 me
oh im so lost, look at us we grown up
its getting hard for me js 2 hold on
pressure weighs heavy i feel it breaking on my shoulder

##
i look back like what happened?
why'd i get attached man
why do i feel so wrong.. i cant have it
iv been chewing pills ts turned into a habit
if i reached my hand 2u, tell me wld u grab it?

##
iii i need a reason 2 stay.. or else i gotta go home
anytime i try it just seems like smth always gotta go wrong
its my fault
#
oooo i think i lost myself a long the way
for uuuu i hope i get to see the day i pull thru

##
i look back like what happened?
why'd i get attached man
why do i feel so wrong.. i cant have it
iv been chewing pills ts turned into a habit
if i reached my hand 2u, tell me wld u grab it?

##
iii i need a reason 2 stay.. or else i gotta go home
anytime i try it just seems like smth always gotta go wrong
its my fault
#
im a fuck up uh i get fuckd up
i dnt deserve help ig im not enough
guess im js another im a decoy im a bother
i keep tryna stand taller i c the light its getting farther

SPOTIFY

i regret everything i've done (neohn)

@owtiss, @domerrz <3
prod @bazington, @1wasterr

@owtiss
tell me if it's a lie
or if it's rlly love
i see it in ur eyes
i never was enough
whatever this was
it wasn't meant to be
i see u in my dreams
but i can't fall asleep ;/

i feel so helpless
(i cant fall asleep)
i wanna be selfish
(i cant fall asleep)
cuz i've never felt this
(i cant fall asleep)
i don't wanna feel this
(i cant fall asleep) 
^x2

i can't fall asleep

@domerrz
Is this all pretend
this life's not what it seems
and every night I close my eyes I see you in my dreams
hmph
you're always make believe 
I know we couldn't be
but its so hard to tell you what I want and what I mean
my hearts tearing at the seams

so tell me if its worth it 
lately I'm feeling worthless
I'll find the strength to pretend 
and act like I'm not the burden
so I call out to you 
and I know its not working
yea your words cut me deep 
I cant explain but I'm hurting

hurting again
guess its not working
am i not worth it

i can't fall asleep ;/ w/ dom (baz, wasterr)

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

@owtiss, @k4rson love love! <3
prod @bazington, @neohnq

karson friend! karson cool!👍

@owtiss
strangers back to lovers
wna feel ur touch under the covers
texts read like a thesis
i dont need this
falling to pieces
im so dreamless
and all the time we spent meant nothing
everything we talked ab shoulda meant something :/
maybe im js naive
love is dying
i wish that u liked me
but maybe im dreaming

im a stranger left to suffer
better replace me with another
cuz i wont hear back from u again
cuz i cant really deal with all the stress

@k4rson
i cant deal with all of this stress
now im not with you i hope u turn into a mess
im glad im not with you, you dont deserve me at my best
now i'm not with you i can get it off my chest

i'm with someone who appreciates that i try
someone who can understand my mind
someone who tells the truth and never lies
now im finally with someone who could treat me right

who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right

dreamless w/ karson (baz, neohn)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ek2vbp6J1f4zwCjkjBBq6?si=c60ea7ba86514c60

:)) hope u all like it
^ ty c: 
@domerrz 
prod @neohnq

https://www.instagram.com/01domerz/
https://www.instagram.com/neohnq/

[@domerrz]
I can't go back 2 the way things were 
everything is a constant blur
I cut you off, I feel reserved
every night I toss n turn

I call your phone, you don't pick up
You've been gone too long, yea I had to give it up
Yeah, I hear your voice, and it hurts
hear your voice, and it hurts

Yet my souls been attached I can't fathom the sorrow
I can't do this today can we wait till tomorrow? 
My heart hurts again
Can't help but to feel helpless 
Heart been broke too many times
lookin in the mirror I see something I cant leave behind
You're so deceiving I feel nothing for you but despise 
Say you didn't mean it but you cant look me right in the eyes (look me right in the eyes)

your voice (neohn)

away w/ whyhaze (winter)

@owtiss
prod @bazington, @decago 

i can see u when its raining
see the tears fall out of ur eyes again
havent really felt it lately ;/
all u need to do is ask ill do it again

kissed u one time didnt think it was blunder
u want answers shouldnt have ever gave my number
wish i didnt ever love her
i cant get away i wanna find another
its getting worse
but it never worked
and the way it hurts
feels like a curse
so say goodbye
lets cut our ties
u can try to lie
but i know the signs

u know full well what ur doing
cuz its not the first time u try to fool me
send a million texts that say u miss the cool me
i dont get it cuz u never even knew me
i know im useless
i know im worthless
i cant do this
i miss the solace
i know that u want this to happen
cuz i know that u miss the attention

raining (baz, decago)

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

arid & dom! - reason (dxvi)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xchqg7hgWwg

@domerrz
@owtiss
@1yeezo

instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/1yeezo

1/4 <3

prod me :DD
additional guitar by yeezo

[@domerrz]
thats the way im feeling now 
go to sleep wake up w dry eyes
told myself I wouldnt cry
with whats left nothings going right
need u out my sight
but i still wanna know whats on ur mind
just because im wrong doesnt make u right
and all the words u said left some pain behind

[@owtiss]
i just wanna sort my feelings out
im tired of hearing the same old lines
wonder what i can do now
wonder if i can make this right
never got to say goodbye is it over
yk i was always terrified of growing older
i remember times u would cry on my shoulder
it gets hard to breath as the weather gets colder

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