Depression 6

Neon Tears

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Remember back in school how
we broke all the rules 
now jessie has a kid
& her parents split in two 
count me in if your leaving
class before the weekend
I’m no good at math
but I’m adding up the reasons
I can't fucking see them
momma i’m a heathen
married to my demons
I want you to meet them
I always need hints these
days i’m not convinced
no never confident
I can’t fucking pay my rent
yeah I’m the slowest learner
marry fuck or murder
panic stress or hurt my
dreams are getting further
happens to the last picks
people stuck in traffic
I checked all the boxes
nothing really matches

You remind me of my best friends
back when I’d neglect them
I was such a fuck head
actions are enough said
they still call me lucas 
talk to me like truth is
think I really do this
no I’m feeling useless
Plan on coming home soon
catching up on old news
wonder what they told you
let’s sit down and go through 
ryan’s fucking still sick
hand is on the kill switch 
difference is he acts rich
funnels people cash its
darker than the basement
that’s what my “new place” is
haven’t fuckin made it
I can’t even taste it
molly still comes over
she can’t let me go
and I hate being a loner
I stopped doing coke sure
everyone will hear that 
get the wrong idea ask
me about my problems
luckily that was not one
the problems why I don’t now
trauma made me calm down
hoping that you read this
honesty’s my weakness

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LAST PICK

daniel silver - maybe (prod. BORN HERO)

weekend

гнилаялирика - weekend

lyrics:
can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

hey universe, if u hear me speakin
beat the shit outta me, id really preciate it
maybe theres a lesson that i really needa learn
u keep creatin fires, and now i just really wanna burn
ion blame u, cuz i do stupid shit
but can u stop goin easy cuz i needa learn quick
try to douse me in gasoline, to make this shit hit
i wanna be a good guy, but u think im unfit

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

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can the world punch me in the face? (prod. HXRXKILLER)

fantasy girl w/ bluezy

Роки - О Тебе

Japan Porn  - Lovingpray

Эскизы

MAYAK, okinawa эскизы prod. by aholo

prod. hxrxkiller

if my heart could talk it would say
i dont think i can love another day
im sorry for the pain i have caused
but i dont have much to give anymore

im so used to being used
losing hope in what i knew
i never want to love again
im tired of being an empty man

being brought up just to be let down
use me as ur life saver, leave me to drown
im glad ur doin better, ion feel so good now
ion feel so good now
ion feel so
i cant tell whats real anymore
i got too many feelings that i choose to ignore
i cant trust love that shit killed me before
but i guess i can trust this empty whore

if my heart could talk it would say
i dont think i can love another day
im sorry for the pain i have caused
but i dont have much to give anymore

im so used to being used
losing hope in what i knew
i never want to love again
im tired of being an empty man

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if my heart could talk

prod. vaegud x sketchmyname

kissin on ur face
kissin on ur thighs
keepin up the pace
baby look me in the eyes
is it real? (x4)
i dont know if its real anymore
i dont know if its real at all
i dont know if its real

momentary pleasure
temporary relief
ur company lasts an hour
but loneliness never leaves
the moans disguise the words i wanna say
while ur touch wears off like nova-cane
the warm embrace of a blades
been keepin me company for days
is it too much to ask
if you could stay w me

stay w me
stay w me
for the night
for tonight
actin like we care 
(x2)

kissin on ur face
kissin on ur thighs
keepin up the pace
baby look me in the eyes
is it real? (x2)
i dont know if its real anymore
i dont know if its real at all
i dont know if its real

kisses

Грязь - Рычит Мотор

prod. hxrxkiller

 days they blur
your flame still burns
your name sounds worse
but im unconcerned

i wanna b happy, your off my mind
i wanna say im great, but i just feel fine
up late again searchin for the sun at night
drifting through the day, to settle for the stars in the sky

i wish i could feel something
i wish i could feel you
i wish i could feel some pain
i wish i was black and blue
is this hell? am i finally well?
never thought i wanna b burned so bad
is this hell? am i finally well?
why am i ok?
(X2)

why am i ok

Зима (prod. AirOcean X Smokerose)

Uxknow - Лоукостер (OFEY Prod.)

RAY-D - Брошенный Монстр

katanacss - Серебро

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LYRICS:
every morning that i wake up, always see u in the mirror
in my eyes
in my smile
in the way that i appear
in my walk
in my dress
in every single thing i fear
ur somehow always here

every minute that i made it through u were never there
in the pain
in the screams
in the wiping of the tears
in the loss 
in the gain
when the drugs were always here 
u were somehow never there

every need i needed met never seemed to meet u
when the bumps
when the shots
held my hand instead of you
when the warmth
when the bond
in the bottle i was soothed
something i never got from u

every strangers bed that i rent, i hope where i can stay
with no love
only fucks
with our damage in the way
only broken
never healed 
w the scars we dont explain 
well somethings never change

i wake up 
close my eyes
to things ion wanna see

im too blind
i dont care
to accept reality 

every morning that i wake up, always see u in the mirror
in my eyes
in my smile
in the way that i appear
in my walk
in my dress
in every single thing i fear
ur somehow always here

every minute that i made it through u were never there
in the pain
in the screams
in the wiping of the tears
in the loss 
in the gain
when the drugs were always here 
u were somehow never there

every need i needed met never seemed to meet u
when the bumps
when the shots
held my hand instead of you
when the warmth
when the bond
in the bottle i was soothed
something i never got from u

every strangers bed that i rent, i hope where i can stay
with no love
only fucks
with our damage in the way
only broken
never healed 
w the scars we dont explain 
well somethings never change

i wake up 
close my eyes
to things ion wanna see

im too blind
i dont care
to accept reality

SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC

blind (prod. 5head)

Aikko - Так Неинтересно

i wanted to b ur last kiss
not see the day of our last kiss
the one to forget ur past kiss
not another lookin back kiss
i wanted to be ur last kiss
not another last time kiss
the final goodnight kiss
to all ur goodbyes kiss
 ur last kiss

she dont want me
but she want me in her life
i pray this aint our last kiss
i hope im the one kiss she miss

our wrongs brought us together
our heavy hearts(scars) pulled us apart
maybe our rights will lead to eachother
n make one out of the pieces of our hearts
or maybe this was a blind right turn
down the dark right way
and our broken damaged hearts
will find another home to lay

i wanted to b ur last kiss
not see the day of our last kiss
the one to forget ur past kiss
not another lookin back kiss
i wanted to be ur last kiss
not another last time kiss
the final goodnight kiss
to all ur goodbyes kiss
i wanted to be ur last kiss

i pray this aint our last kiss
i hope im the one kiss she miss

Depression 6

Eclipse