written, recorded, mixed, & mastered by me

lyrics:

Trying to find the synonym
of the way I’ve been living in
purgatory, dissonance
hotel litterin’
borderline villainous
Life can be so intimate
intricate

My love for her is infinite
Finally admitting it
Simping through this sibilance
but that’s none of your business
Quiet hush hush we need some silence if you’re listening
Sirens in the distance, they remind me of our differences
Think about your exes when I rhyme over these instruments?
When I say her Angeleno breath is my medicine?
The stories you don’t tell, I spit on microphones resembling
isolated incidents connected through my sentences

Sort of like a hades kiss
Sort of like a hades kiss
Connected like a hades kiss
I got some golds and 27s for you love, we can hades kiss
we can burn these cigarettes until they end, can you taste these lips?
we can burn these cigarettes until they end, can you taste these lips?
we can burn these cigarettes until they end, share a hades kiss
we can burn these cigarettes until they end, share a hades kiss
we can share a hades kiss
hades kiss
hades kiss

hades kiss

written, recorded, mixed, & mastered by me

lyrics:

I’ve been waiting on your doorstep
It’s just rain, don’t mind the pouring
Baby where the hell you going?
Don’t runaway

I know I fucked up every moment
Fucked that girl she’s not important
You’re the only one I’m holding
when its dark and late

I’m not one to chase but you’re the drink I take
1, 2, 3 more shots and bullets through my brain
You can aim at me, push all the blame on me
Set me aflame, do anything

As long as you stay and don’t erase me
Stay don’t erase me
Baby just stay don’t erase me
Stay
Stay
Baby just stay don’t erase me

This city’s lonely when you go missin’
All these other hoes ain’t worth shit
They just gimme stolen empty kisses 
You give me a reason I should live

Surrounded by these broken hearted misfits
All my friends are higher than a blimp
I ain’t sober either I’ma mess with
every problem, issue, every sin

21 I still ain’t really lived enough
to know what love really is
Corny ass excuses, I know
I’m just tryna get you not to ever quit
    
Even though I did the other winter
Patching blisters, pulling out splinters
That was different I was in a pen
Deep in my skull in my head babe

""

don't erase me

written, recorded, mixed, & mastered by me

lyrics:
girl i hate ur fuckin guts
u make me wanna die sometimes
cry sometimes
girl i hate ur fucking guts
u make me wanna die sometimes
cry sometimes
maybe we’ll be friends
maybe in another life
maybe we’ll be friends
maybe in another life
maybe we’ll be friends
maybe in another life
why would you play me like your other guys?

""

that’s all i gotta say to you
oh you wanna hear it one more time?

""

baby that was really evil
baby that was really fucked up
don’t know why i call you baby
it’s just habit i don’t love ya
it’s just habit shut the fuck up
it’s just habit shut the-

sorry for cussing
i feel like nothing
you make me nothing
you fuckin suck
just shut the fuck up

girl i hate ur fuckin guts

written, recorded, mixed, & mastered by me

lyrics:

I’m at this hotel
Heartbreak Hotel
Heartbreak Hotel
Heartbreak Hotel
Trying to find your love
Trying to find your love

I swear that ain’t nobody know me
but you girl you’re my only
when the world gets dark and lonely
I just fucked another girl
she ain’t shit to me I'm sorry
I ain’t fucking her no more
but I still told you cus you love me
you got bodies I got bodies they all dead inside this lobby
I done broke a lot of hearts including yours my hands are bloody
which is funny 
cus the moment I found one and put it inside of my chest
you tore it to shreds, we were 19 with about 19 months left
made you my ex bitch
November I died, didn’t go to no heaven
February I was resurrecting
till you popped out for some evanescent
trying times, was back in my hell in a second
hell in a second
needed more time, before this check-in
to hotel california
sweep the floor for ashes call up maintenance
destroyed, I’ve
been drinkin broken spirits need some chasing
but pour up
as I try to fix me through these pages
and clean the mess I made bae
what's the room number you staying at this hotel?

""

these streets are emptier than me
god they’re lonely, god it’s lonely

heartbreak hotel

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by me

lyrics:

Finding my voice is like finding my soul
Hard when it’s lost and it’s sore
Throat got a hole it’s a void I’ve been feeling
befuddled in thought
Questioning everything I’ve been taught
Travelled the globe, that’s a gift from my pops
for leaving my mom
Beauty that comes from afflicted distraught
I usually don’t spit this shit like a prophet
but I’m feelin’ poetic as fuck, bitch
Ah I’m ruining shit, that’s a habit I got
Whole lotta hate, trying to balance with love
Battling spirits beneath and above
Bonísima bitches they keepin’ me up
I’ll sleep when I’m fucked
Drunk as a homeless man feenin for wallets
Pimp as Notorious Christopher Wallace
I started painting, just started to polish
my words, the worst really passed me in college
Popped me a tab and forgot all my phonics:
defense mechanisms I made as a kid
It didn’t help that my girl’s only kin
hated me for some reasons I still do not get
plus we had distance between us and I had moved in by myself in a haunted apartment
I wasn’t talking to Jesus, only the demons way deep in my cerebral closets
needed some caution
stubborn since I was a fetus, continued our gossip
about how I’m living and why
I swallowed liquor and bottled my pride
Inhaled depression exhaled all my highs
Touched the abyss with these fingertips burning from cigarettes
sinking my chest every puff at a time
Pinching my breath until I wanna die
Damn what a time, it’s a wonderful life
If you survive, I
clawed my way out with these bare hands
tied my problems away like a hairband
I’m pennin’ this shit from a Marriott
I still got baggage ain’t ready to carry it man

Tear me down to flesh and bone

I swear that every time I pray
The devil’s working late
And life gets in the way
Life gets in the way

meditation at the marriott

written, recorded, mixed & mastered by me

lyrics:

Life too fast need to chill a little
You a sweet ting baby need to sin a little
I’ve achieved things but I want Philippes
Pateks on the wrist so you could see I’m gettin rich a little
I don’t dance but I glide on these instrumentals
I’m lowkey, like to hide in these tinted rentals
I smoke weed outta owl or a wood or the mouth
of your girlfriend right before she give me temple

I’m a demon I’m a menace
Since a fetus was a legend
like a beatle I’m in linen
You see the melanin’s a lemon-like complexion
That’s a lesson: don’t believe what you expecting
Tell em put the Titos on the dresser, señoritas on my lap
and play my music till it’s over
Drunk and I don’t give a fuck I ain’t sober
I pop that pussy turn it to a river like it’s poker

I’m in love with pretty girls and mimosas

""

I’m plannin to retire out in Italy
First I gotta fuck the game up and this industry
Whole world listening to me like a ministry
I’m just tryin to paint a perfect picture, how’s my imagery?
Got so many flows you can count em to infinity
Got so many hoes shout out to my baby tiffany
I'll put her in some Tiffany&Co diamonds glistenin’
Ima run it up but im still workin on conditioning
literally

'
""
'

pretty girls & mimosas

written, recorded, mixed, & mastered by me

lyrics:

Oh my, oh my, oh my, oh my
Girl you’re a drug, you make me high
Oh my, oh my, oh my, oh my
Girl you’re a trip, you changed my life

I see the pain in your eyes when you smile
Ain’t nobody know cus you hide it so well
They only see Christian Dior that you style
but under that Chrome, your heart’s broken and pale
You get so anxious when you’re all alone
texting me things that I never should know
If I was mature then I’d let you go so I could grow
but I swear I’m a fiend for your love and your soul,
your aura and glow babe

""

Flesh and bone, we’re naked in our feelings
Fuckin you’s a drug, it’s my addiction
Maybe I’m that way because of distance
Roll a j and tell me all your business:
life and love and happiness you’re missin’
Ride that shit until your legs quit
I know you wildin’ when you get your mileage and you never stop till you break all the brakes
Driving around in the city, we chased every sunset until we saw dawn and a wraith
I told you all of my dreams of putting these stars in the ceiling, I’m high on the way
to these ghosts and these phantoms
Touching a road and a path that won’t let us last but...

oh my, oh my, oh my, oh my
you’re still my drug baby you make me high
oh my, oh my, oh my, oh my
when i get clean, I just wanna die

""

detox 21

written, recorded, mixed, & mastered by me

lyrics:

Tell the bartender I need another drink
Cus the way you lookin at me
Got me thinking things I shouldn’t think
Saying things I really don’t mean 
Like baby you’re the only one I need
I could be your drug, OD
Baby I’m just tryna fuck lowkey
Let’s get tipsy

Let’s get tipsy
Baby let’s get tipsy
Let’s get tipsy
Baby let’s get tipsy

Need you to love me
Need you to tempt me
Need you to show me how you move
Girl ruin me
Ruin me beautifully
I can buy another round or two or three
I don’t do this often this ain’t usually me
But truthfully,
I’m loving the way you’ve been seducing me
how you’re using me so...

" "

Ruin me
cus lately I’ve been feeling like I’m losing me
and I just need a drink cus life’s confusing me
I can fuck you till you come it’s nothing new to me
new to me

tipsy

written, recorded, mixed, & mastered by me

lyrics:

The past year, I learned to let go
Muted the echos of my mental with a lil prosecco
some amaretto or modelo
Smoked till I was flying like Brandon Moreno
Spittin petrol out my beso
My fingers like Luigi’s crumblin’ up a meadow
I pray to God but found these beats are ouija boards for devils
revealing secrets I ain’t speak to any priest or hoe about
You should hear that shit from me before it bleeds through word of mouth
My word is bond, don’t be alarmed when you see pieces of the crown
scattered round my feet as I decease these fuckin clowns
This is IT, I’m at the tip of turnin words into diamonds
At the bottom but climbing
Wearing timbs for the climate
You know the burgh, it gets cold
That hoe really had me cryin’, ain’t shed a tear in so long
Heart is icy and frozen in a lake full of sorrow, sin, and depression, et cetera
Sorry I’m dramatic, thought about how December was
I don’t remember much of 2020, my retina
was blurred as I spent months high as fuck in the nebula
Space is really lonely when the world is molecular
It’s hard to solve your problems when you’re never expecting em
Anyways I’m back on my two feet now
Eddie Daes the name, the chosen one like I’m on speed dial
Rappin from a hotel suite, I’m quarantined cus this disease but I’ma be out
Spittin remedies out
Spittin this vaccine out
for broken lost souls who keep on hustlin till they bleed out
Biking through your hell? No slowing down, keep peddling now
You can’t just take defeat, there’s always reason to believe
there’s more out there for you and me, see I made it just follow me now
Let this be the playlist when you strugglin’,
money is troublin’, and your love becomes numb again 
Tossing and tussling? wheezing and coughing?
This song can be your melatonin and your Robitussin man
I was playin weezy when these kids listened to muffin man
Father figure’s yeezy so believe me I’m the fuckin’ man
And the flow is butter man, godly like the son of man
Momma you my rock, my paper’s thin I’m slowly stackin’ em with scissor hands,
Edward is the name, I was given royal lineage
That’s why I’ll be banking heavy dividends from lyrics I just penciled in
Eternally cemented and I’m cheffin’ up a classic, I’m a star, becoming Michelin.

december

Blue

6. freak in you
Produced by: Top FLR, Noah “40” Shebib, PARTYNEXTDOOR, G. Ry & Neeyo
Re-produced by: Yuma
Written by: Edward Daes, PARTYNEXTDOOR
Mixed by: Edward Daes

LYRICS:

i don’t talk too much unless its late night
and i’m off a drink to hold us closer know it ain’t right
but your man ain’t with you right now i’ll take his place, I
only got a couple hours for I disappear lights out
yea yea
baby we only got one night
baby we never got this time before
way before back when i was goin crazy
back when i had cared what them other bitches were saying
back when i was good and gave all of my love to babies
back when i was
back when i was so naive
baby a lot has changed know he
loves you but he ain’t no me
heard he say a lotta things bout me
if i wasn’t me i’d prolly do the same i think cus girl
i’m one of a kind i thought you knew that
guess it don’t matter to you cus you that
girl that these other scrubbies all drool at
i ain’t hate your man but i’m the truth yea yea
running with my yutes and
like Usain, gyalies say ‘you’re too fast’	
then i hit em with this song they like ‘you rap?’
yea yea but you’re the only one i want


a room of beautiful women and i want one
room full of women and they notice me
now all they wanna listen to is jodeci
freak in you
freak in you
is there a freak in you


pour a little more you know im stronger than you baby baby
dance till the sun up and the whole world say amazing graces
God know Ima holy devil baby
God know i’m on another level baby
yea God know I know that you feel it when we embracin
dutty wine, girl you fine, i could leave the club and all the broads for you
i could give it all for you
take that back
i got too much shit goin on to give it all for you
That’s why i made this song for you
i could only give you the music and one more night for you
hope that it suffice for you
hope this set it right with you
hope that when you finally understand you ring my phone up and you come thru
you’re the only one that break this numbness and this cold you should know

girlies want a ringtone, here’s a perfect song for you

[1]
we should get it on 
nobody needs to know
you can keep a secret i know yea
you can keep a secret i know yea 
you can keep a secret i know yea 
[2]
only for a night
im here only for the night
im here only for the night
we can make it right


I want one
room full of women and they seein me
now all they wanna listen to is pnd
freak in you
freak in you
is there a freak in you
 

i’ve been talkin crazy for a while, gettin sick of it
you told me your done with goin out, then you dip again
i told you i’m done with goin out, then i dipped again
guess i’m just addicted to the style that we living in
all these women love me for my style i be drippin in
listening, to the naughty things that they whisperin
listening, to them boys talking down the kid again
indifferent, i’ve been for a minute and its whittling me down

this what seoul feel like in the nighttime
bad bitches runnin with my guys
money on the floor, ceilin lights shine
movin thru the city till the light rise

baby we only got one night
baby we never got this time before
freak in you 
freak in you
is there a freak in you?

freak in you [prod. partynextdoor] [reprod. yuma]

3. fuck it all
Featuring: Shiloh, Won
Produced by: Saint Romain
Written by: Edward Daes, Shiloh
Mixed by: Edward Daes

LYRICS:
I know I can be aggressive to you when you least expect it
I can be a bit neglecting, I can be a bit defensive but I
got good intentions, guess that it happens when you got a deep obsession
mixed with depression, I’ma lost son, I’ma foreign boy, you’re familiar with it I know
Know I got a soft spot but don’t use it like you know who it’s saved for, it’s all full
Know I got a cold heart, i’m unfaithful, but you got the warmest hands that I hold
Gotta another million things that’s on hold, Gotta another million things that I owe
Girl I’m only 17, weight up on my shoulders like i’m benching ughh
lately i’ve been feeling dazed
by all the bullshit overlooked that my pupils learning to say
impossible to avoid it, the conversations with fakes
the altercations with the sane ones
unfazed by imperfections in the way we live this thing man
devil’s in the details so i can’t explain
that’s why i choose to pray thru these songs, verses, refrains
and why we never worked girl, i always say what i think

fuck them, fuck me, LOVE U, but fuck it all
fuck them, fuck me, i love you, but fuck it all…

fuck it all (feat. shiloh) [prod. saint romain]

2. next2me
Featuring: Shiloh, Eunice Ra
Produced by: buster
Written by: Edward Daes, Shiloh
Mixed by: Edward Daes

LYRICS:
Your bedsheets feel better tonight
your parents comin home later, why?
i don’t want them around here
i just want you right here, right next to me

let’s stay a little longer… i don’t wanna leave
just a little longer… I just wanna sleep
with you in my arms… can’t you see that i want you
next to me…. next to me….

can we stay a little longer?
SZA on your speaker with that vino on ya
tv in the back, yea can we watch a movie
or make a movie or whatever you like

can I stay a little longer
look, just gimme one more second, minute, hour
i just want more time with you babe
your parents wine is runnin out now, it’s okay 
all we ever did was smoke girl it’s okay
just tell em that you didn’t know girl it’s okay

okay, listen to the…  the waves
kiss me on my…  okay
whisper me a…  okay
play with me… today

Let’s stay a little longer
I just wanna sleep with you in my arms
can’t you see that i want you next to me
next to me
you and me
next to me

next2me (feat. shiloh) [prod. buster]

1. glass
Featuring: Eunice Ra
Produced by: potsu
Written by: Edward Daes
Mixed by: Edward Daes


LYRICS:
woke up
called you mine 
got my bag, hit the road
still kinda high
i do this all the time
i don’t wanna lie
unless we’re kicking it
down at the river and 
drinkin medicine
still im sick inside 
got a little thing we call it pain
it’s a ride
you wouldn’t really know though
baby you don’t know how to drive
you got you a chauffeur to take you home every night
to take you through this life
Lemme take you thru my life.
pent up aggression, tears that i couldn’t shed if i tried.
And girl I really tried.
Sometimes they come out,
but sometimes i feel so hopeless, empty and dry.
Yeah. So i pen it and write:
Songs thats strong-faced
confident in the lines
condescending of two-faced monkeys who trying to climb
the money trees, leaves of gold 
the Korean kind.

what u doin later? wanna fly?
sorry for goin off on a tangent, but you know why.
i’m stressed out, i want success now
fuck abbreviated i want my whole name spelled out
feelings spilt out
arenas selled out
never will i sell out
but i might just fuckin quit this then start a fucking business and
raise some fuckin children with fences, white the pickets
and give in to a wifey, forget them other bitches but
i’m really too young to be thinkin bout that
I got a real big dream to chase, a rhythm to catch
and a million to grab, each bill printed in cash
need to be able to say the phrase that “we made it at last”
working until i collapse
you say i need some patience, fuck that
its midnight again, i’ll see u in half an hour
meet u at that place yea the one with the glass
i mean the other.. yea that.

glass [prod. potsu]

Written by Eddie Daes, Shane Conton
Produced by Ill Instrumentals
Mixed, Mastered, Recorded by Andrei Lgnd

DRUNK! (feat. Shane)

written by me
mixed by me
recorded by me
produced by me & candle lights

it’s not okay
it's 1am and rain is pouring on your face
and you’re crying, girl there’s nothing I can say
if i find him, ima kill him
girl he killed you, numbed your feeling,
broke your soul, he broke it whole

it’s not okay
it’s unfair, it’s wrong, it’s not your own mistake
girl it breaks my heart, you’re not the one to blame
this world is evil, these men are twisted
they tore you apart, all your innocence
it’s not your fault, it’s not your fault

but girl
ill keep u warm
ill keep u warm

its a cold world

ill keep u warm [prod. candle lights & me]

produced by zero beatz
photography by william lee
written, performed, recorded, mixed by me

eddie daes

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