All I wanted 
Have you eaten
Fallingwater is my favourite design 
I guess
Is it haunted
Hadn’t been beaten 
When I was younger I thought 
I’d be an architect 
But I dropped it
Didn’t need it
I don’t like math and haven’t thought of the next line yet 

But I’ve read that Frank Lloyd Wright was an asshole
I’m not aspiring to be one
But I guess you could ask my ex girlfriend 
She might have a different opinion

Did you cop it
Are you fiendin 
Fallingwater is just god pissing on our heads
It’s outlandish
Yes I mean it
I sold a painting that I don’t even believe in
Do you want it?
What’s the reason?
I’ll take the money but my better stuff is different

Fallingwater

Take a chance on me 
Just go the extra mile baby
We can fix this thing (I think)
We can reconcile maybe 

Diminishing returns
Only get what one person wants
I guess we’ll never learn 
A Thousand times might as well be once

I probly shoulda mentioned
When you first got my attention 
I was locked inside a prison 
But I didn’t know the difference
Now it doesn’t really matter
Cuz you didn’t even care to call
Now I’m fuckin scared but
We were probly right to end it all

Making plans with me
Is probly not the best decision 
Cuz I’m the worst you’ll see 
Talk all day but I won’t listen

Diminishing returns
Only get what one person wants
I guess we’ll never learn 
A Thousand times might as well be once

I probly shoulda mentioned
When I first got yer attention 
I was locked inside a prison 
But I didn’t know the difference 
Now it doesn’t really matter
Cuz you didn’t even care to call
Now I’m fuckin scared but
You were probly right to end it all

Now we’ve got nuclear weapons
I might be a coward
But I’m not a beggar
Go to the banquet
I’ll pick you up late
But if I can’t make it
Let’s call it our first date
We’ll call it our first date 
Just call it our first date

Diminishing Returns

Beef Wellington 

I don’t wanna lose you but I already did
Mistakes I made cuz I’m a 40 year old kid
I’d disappear after I laid you down 
Remorse, pain and fear now that you’re not around
Well I don’t wanna lose you but I already did
Mistakes I made cuz I’m a 40 year old kid
I’d disappear after I laid you down 
And I miss the laughter now that you’re not around

When our love used to be an act of meditation 
But now it’s turned into a trap of trepidation 
Lord above help me over this false fascination 
Or is it just a figment of my imagination 
Well I hope not

Break it off and the bridges burn
Like Doc Brown said point of no return
You were the one or at one time I thought 
You get what you give and you give what you got

Cuz our love used to be an act of meditation 
Somehow I stepped into a trap of trepidation
But gawd, she shot us with awesome assassination

Beef Wellington

Defense Mechanisms

I coulda used you
I really needed you 
But if I lose you
Do you still love me?
I misused you
I didn’t keep you
I guess I lose you
Are you still listening?
It didn’t ring true 
You didn’t mean to 
I didn’t read clues 
What does it mean?
Am I a passenger?
I need a breakthrough
Or just an airbag (parachute)
Where am I driving?

Defensive driving mechanisms 
Sometimes aren’t the best decisions 
I’m a fool for asking questions 
I don’t want the answer present
Where are you anyway Eddie?
Tables set everything’s ready
Honestly it’s all too heavy
Comes and goes so just hold steady

It woulda proved true
If I had loved you
But yer a bitch too
You shouldn’t love me
Cuz yer the smartest girl
And I’m an asshole
So bash my brains in
Just fuckin kill me
Just like the bear Jew 
From Quentin’s eighth film
Is he retiring?
It’s such a question
Cuz he’s the best in
Making movies
But will we really say
I’m just admiring

Defensive driving mechanisms 
Sometimes aren’t the best decisions 
I’m a fool for asking questions 
I don’t want the answer present
Ollie Ollie oxen free
Is not the girl who’s calling me
She don’t feel or speak my language
Thought she did but I’m brain damaged

All we are is conversations 
Golly gosh and ostentatious
Bought the farm but not the places
Plot the harm, alarm the faces
It’s probly not a staunch decision 
Motives aren’t always the vision
Cost be damned just get the shit
It’s gotta be goddamn offensive

OR

ITS PROBLY NOT TOO ADVANTAGEOUS
MOTIVES ARENT ALWAYS COURAGEOUS
Dot yer T’s and count the pages
We might be cheating but can you blame us

Obvi awesome oxidations
Not the obligated way to
Cross the proxy off yer stations
It’s probly best that we waited
Around to see she’s obligated
An odd sixteen now since we dated
But I’m so glad that since we made it
She’s so great and I’m glad I’m not jaded

Defense Mechanisms

My good friend gave me myths to live by
My third girl I thought she was just the love of my life 
And we’re all just trying to get by 
Cross pollinations got the right wing wound up so tight
Why’d you have to go?
And taint it all so bad
Why’d you have to show me things I wouldn’t have
I don’t want this
I don’t need this
I don’t know you
You don’t own me

Cross Pollination

And the seasons never change
But the stories always do
Like where you got your new boy toy
The things he does to you
And the reasons all the same
Yeah it always cuts in two
When you said you didn’t betray me baby
But I have got the proof

Sometimes I’d like credit
Sometimes I’d like truth
In a clutch you know I bled it
Like the glory of your youth
Like the glory of your youth
Like the glory of your youth


I’m on a mission 
I’ve got tunnel vision

Romance and security
Say it all and yer dumpin me
Save me doll when yer goin please

Tunnel Vision

Don’t feed me cake 
But I’ll take some ice cream
I know what it takes 
And I hope they aren’t lying

I can’t take a nap
No matter how hard I try
Kids can’t read the map
And I don’t have a vine
  
Step on a rake 
Then you start yer crying 
The hippiest shake 
From thunder and lightning 

All the news is fake
But it’s so inviting
I don’t know what to say
But I’ll keep on trying

No cash on board
Cant you read the sign
This can’t be ignored 
Or can’t you read my mind

Shit you brought a sword
To a scissor fight
At least please cut the cord
It’s attached to my wife 

Don’t step on a crack
Seven years bad luck
Break your mamas back 
But you don’t give a fuck

We’re all stuck inside
Might as well keep dying
Brain freeze is right
But the cakes still got icing
I don’t mind 

I don’t like it
I don’t mind

No Cash on Board

this is a demo of the song "classic clean".

I never thought I'd have classic clean
Cuz I always really fancied the dirty girls
Not even once in my wildest dreams
I wonder if I'll ever wake up (wake up)
You're mean how say but 
you don't say what you mean 
and it's probably gonna be messy
Just like when I paint with my focused abandon
It looks like I'm just always fucked up

If you're wandering
And wondering
If you're brave enough
It seems that no one is
He's sauntering
And bartering
Am I the only one that sees
That no one wants him

Yeah you said that
don't exist technically
Love is a blotter hit
I do the wrong shit
Got out when you jumped in
And it's always confusing
Losing my mind on weekends

And then it comes all at once
There was this boy who
Got into an accident and
couldn't go to school
(thats the hook)

I never thought I'd have classic clean
Cuz I always really fancied the dirty girls
Not even once in my wildest dreams
I wonder if I'll ever wake up (hey, wake up)
You're mean how say 
but you don't say what you mean 
and it's probly gonna be messy
Just like when I paint with my focused abandon
It looks like I'm just always fucked up

She never thought she'd
get asked to be queen
She'd always lived in the shadows
It wasn't a part of her self-esteem
If she's honest, hell
She knows she's fucked up
None of us got what it all really means
One hundred years if we're lucky
Don't even start with the classic clean
I thought of it when I was fucked up

If you thought of this
Or sorta did
I'm sorry but you're not
Insured with Him
Have you lost your mind?
No
I'm like this all the time.
Okay
Am I the only one who sees
that no one wants this?

Yeah you said that
Love is an aero plane (love is a battlefield)
Love is a fighter jet (love is a trainwreck)
It's also a flamethrower (it's also a god-dream from the)
With a fire truck in the pulpit  (fountain of youth so we drink it)
Yeah love is the ocean man   (love is a volcano)
and the sand and the waves   (with the fire and the flames)
And if you don't understand    (we created our own island)
that we're all just little grains   (from our own farm we will graze)
Yeah we're all little seeds 
with big ideas and big dreams
mysteries surrounding us
we think we know what it means
and those are the scary ones, the ones with the answers
cuz the ones with the answers, are the ones with the cancers

I never thought id have classic clean
cuz i always really fancied the dirty girls
not even once in my wildest dreams
i wonder if ill ever wake up

Pink Mansions

Classic Clean

demo 
demo

this was the first song i wrote upon moving to nashville. trinity is the main street you get off the bypass to get to our neighborhood and its one of the parts of town that hasnt yet been gentrified and is really run down and dangerous. it could be considered ghetto by some standards. seems like theres a robbery or murder just around the corner everyday. 

---------------------------------------------------------

Don't you tell me things untrue
Because I heard three points of view
Now all those friends you thought you made
Don't show up on Christmas Day

"I heard that you were living here
But didn't know the vicinity"
I'm not far from downtown
I'm just over off of trinity
It's okay the face you made
Everyone does it
It's not so bad as long as you
Don't go outside at night
Don't go outside at night
That's where I spend my whole life
Over off of trinity, over off of trinity

I didn't know what was at stake
I didn't know what I would find
Even though changes were made
I still feel like I'm losing my goddamn mind
That's where it's been the whole time
Over off of trinity

Off Trinity

Good Intentions

Nobody wants money to be like this
The hardest parts coming believing it
Save yourself darling just leave and then
We'll be much better off in different instances

I got lots of good intentions
But don't always follow thru
Lost my short-term attention
Found a penchant for booze
Some folks wanna tell me
Like they know what I should do
But I'm writing my own book
You can buy one that's used

It's a long way home
But I'm still in my house
Even further down the hole
My heart and soul of the south
It's a necessary lie
An awkward way to get out
Yes I stress about my life
But not the way you would doubt 

When you said it didn't matter if I told you the truth
And we got caught last Saturday but just acted aloof
He's a special kinda stupid, every word is the proof
Some take secrets to the grave, some release in the booth

And yes it goes down fast like always
Even though you promised me you'd slow down
And now yer crawling thru the hallways
Wrong floor, wrong building, wrong town

If business isn't finished why do we have to move
It's a difficult description when the arguments mute
In its earliest conception you could still find the groove
Since yer on a destination you put on yer best suit

And yes it goes down fast like always
Even though you promised me you'd slow down
And now yer crawling thru the hallways
Wrong floor, wrong building, wrong town

Nobody wants money to be like this
The honey starts coming believe in it
Save yourself darling just leave and then
We'll be much better off in different instances

Good Intentions

It started when I lost the friend
I didn't know then it wasn't pretend
She took my love - unjaded and free
Drowned it in drugs and misery
Now that she's gone, I finally see
Our true love wasn't meant to be
The awful goodbyes and crushing returns
Tears in our eyes, bridges are burned
Was it true love we honestly lost
Or did we lie to ourselves and pay the cost

Cuz we were working on a dream
But it never came true
And you are all I want
Now I can't have you
Isn't this the part where we apologize and call
How could something so awesome be also awful
For a moment I thought that we had it figured out
Then momentum got caught and it all came down
Two steps forward then twelve steps back
I wanna move on but I can't get past you

Yeah I can't get past you
Plus I don't know how too
Glad I don't have to
Change my mind tonite

Working on a Dream

2016-11-07 1910

The Golden Rule original demo

Say what you will man but the numbers don’t lie
We were caught in a trap before the fourth of July
The mirror is empty as the windows light up
We could walk and get smokes 
Until her tears are dried up
Maybe ill go home and work on a song
Oh well I guess its this one 
Third person verse sing along
The point of the riddle is 
That we never grow up
Until we learn to remember
This shits all just made up
Maybe ill see you all again someday baby
And if you’re going to save me
At least gimme the glory 
And I’m willing to wager, yeah ill go it alone 
Until you’re saying the things that may never seem wrong
Now I wonder who works here
Has she been there before
And If I wasn’t the worst then I would really destroy
Say what you will about the fourth of July
But everyone is in a good mood you and I are

Saying everything
Is all the time
I can’t seem
To get you off my mind
Time is the bad guy 
I know that
So sad but why

And I know they’re always faking 
When the cameras are on
Just like taking a picture
Takes yer soul till its gone
I was writing this down
Call it document two
I’m a fraud and a fake
A genius magician too
I’m getting my passport
I just turned thirty-four
I’m a bit overweight
And a tad self-absorbed

Saying everything is all the time

Gonna make it brickblack
Gonna make it out back
An almost perfect fortress
Where you can work on the world

BRICKBLACK

The duck is sitting on the mantle
The fireflies are in the sky
We’re just spinning round in circles
Most the time we forget why

The flowers are a source of distraction
The stutter chopping down the sign
The dramas worth it for the action
Trying for a line of sight

My mothers dying right in front of my eyes
We just go about our days
We try to find a reason to put over the lies
Its changing almost every day

War Eagle
The fire in the fight
War Eagle
The siren in the night

The fire truck puts out the scandal
They wire money over night
Were still spinning round in circles
We’re losing every source of life

My mothers dying right in front of my eyes
We just go about our days
We try to find a reason to put over the lies
Its changing almost every day

War Eagle
The fire in the fight
War Eagle
The siren in the night

You’re gonna give it to me
I’m gonna make you feel better babe
Its so funny how a couple of drinks
Can turn you into something
Give it to me
And ill show you what you want
Ill show you what you get from me
Uh huh

War Eagle
The fire in the fight
War Eagle
The siren in the night

(this song was brought to you in part by enzyte, the gift that keeps on giving. and, the new diet doctor pepper, theres nothing diet about it.)

War Eagle

Missed His Queue

Everyone's got problems
you're a stupid motherfucker
if you think that youre the only one 
who's ever felt defenseless
its a lonely way to live this way
but its the only way i know
say that you understand
but only get defensive
and i do not understand
the position that you hold
now that I'm a little older
and ill do my best to listen 
im a --

i thought i saw you standing on the sidewalk
i was gonna call you but didn't feel like talking
im a little overweight
its not really a debate
but at least i got my girl
oh wait I'm still not getting laid
I'm perpetually depressed
and my ego is in check
cuz i learned from taking drugs
and well you sure haven't yet
cuz its a long way
from two thousand eight

i thought i sorta saw you standing on the sidewalk
i was gonna call you but didn't feel like talking
am i really always late
its a really hard debate
but at least i got my girl
oh wait I'm still not getting laid
and I'm perpetually depressed
but my ego it is in check
cuz i started taking drugs
and you surely haven't yet
its a long way from the station
but i know how we can take it
if we go all the way 
we can do it any way we please
and now we - see ourselves singing
inside dreams of our own making
and hours while they're drinking
we will see how far we can take it
and haters i was shaking
without being overrated
without becoming jaded
cuz right now I'm elated
that we still haven't made it
so we can change the conversation
to the likes of our own making
im a little overweight
its not a really a debate
but at least i got my health
oh wait i was only faking
it was something i was thinking
it was something i was needing
was something i was thinking
it was just something i was thinking


Everyone's got problems
you're a stupid motherfucker
if you think that youre the only one 
who's ever felt defenseless
its a lonely way to live this way
but its the only way i know
say that you understand
but only get defensive
and i do not understand
the position that you hold
now that I'm a little older
and ill do my best to listen 
im a little overweight
i just want to get paid
i already said it once
and i swear thats my position 
and i...

Everyones Got Problems Motherfucker

Past, Present, Future

Same Old Shit (S.O.S.) (Sell your Soul to RocknRoll)

Internetiquette (if the pixies can do it then so can I)

In these trying times
prettier than you
don't believe the hype
because hey, i don't need to
in these trying times
don't believe the news
I'm doing just fine
but hey, what about you

stay inside
don't go out

the dang ol cigarette store
is somehow still open
stock up now buster
before we be closing
don't you come to me 
when yer sweating & fiendin
covid nineteen 
shut this shit down for a reason

Eddie Love's Album

Jim Looper Won’t Stop Saying In These Trying Times

It’s hard to say yer sorry if you don’t really mean it
I got lost at the party but she never believed it
A part of her expression was a fling on the weekend
Thanksgiving depression
That she keeps as a secret

And nows
The part
It comes
It’s hard
It shows
In fits
And goes
In starts
Would you
Relive
The past
To give
A change of heart
So cold, so dark
But you, remark
I never got
Over the night that you shunned me

Wow what you just did oh man
That sure was a dumb thing
But I tried to make it up to you
That must be worth something

I saw you sitting lonely on the side of the road
I thought I’d pick you up if you had nowhere to go
I don’t want anything
I’m just like Mother Teresa
Im just that kinda guy
I’m altruistic by nature
Now yer saying sorry
And I just don’t believe it
When you did the things you did
And didn’t receive it
It’s probly just a lesson
That I haven’t learned yet
I guess they keep me guessing til I really return it
And nows
The part
It comes
It’s hard
It shows
In fits
And goes
In starts
Would you
Relive
The past
To give
A change of heart
So cold, so dark
But

Wow what you just did oh man
That sure was a dumb thing
But I tried to make it up to you
That must be worth something

You can’t drink anymore
So you are just on the weed and
The occasional opioid
That you break into pieces
I’m glad yer doing well
And I would still like to see you
But I don’t think you understand
You took advantage of Me Too
I’ve found myself in places
That I never imagined
But the loss of my best friend
Is the thing that’s most tragic

I am a scavenger
Between the sheets of union
Lately I can’t tell for sure
If the machines turn anyone

It's Not Even Dark Yet

Scavenger

Guess that we were talking once
I didn’t think you’d fuck it up
But then you went and called the cops
Throw my hands up when they showed up
Then you went and brought it to
The things that we had got into
Love is lost you found your fool
I paid the cost you kept your cool
Probly should’ve listened to my friends
Who said I’m dropping you
You became a cancer
Can’t stop calling you the answer
Had it not been for the binging
Could’ve been a different ending
I guess I really was the one
Who became the defendant

This is a temporary fix

Considered all the factors
Didn’t know you were an actor
And my help it didn’t matter
With the way you closed the chapter
Yes I know I did things wrong
Like stay with you six months too long
Let you play the victim
Boy you sure know how to pick em
But in truth and all fairness
At least it didn’t involve the parents
You didn’t call Kim or Karen
When yer plastered like in Paris
Or Vegas or Milwaukee
And Florida drunken walking
Talking to the ghosts of county
I guess that’s two down and counting

This is a temporary fix
Take what you like in spite of it
The kids keep on asking for more
The kids keep on asking for more
The kids keep on asking for more
The kids keep on asking for more
The kids keep asking
Kids keep asking

I wish that things were different
But it wouldn’t make a difference
If yer gonna keep on using
This was all part of your choosing
We both end up on losing sides
Except you were the one who lied
I’m a fool hopeless romantic
For a drunk who’s also manic

This is a temporary fix
Take what you like in spite of it
They keep on asking more the kids
The kids keep asking
Kids keep asking

Plaster of Paris

Don’t cut any corners 
I’ll take the long way home tonight 
I won’t listen to orders
Don’t fuckin freeze it’s fight or flight
Don’t lock up the borders 
We’re supposed to be free with signs of life

I listened to the wrong things now 
I’ll let her go and not know how
I listen to the strength inside 
My mission to expose disguise 
Subpar and everythings undone
So far I don’t know what I want 
And now you’re gone it’s just so what
This system is the way it was
I miss you more and more each day
But then it dawns on me how I paid
You’re not the girl I thought I loved
We were once tighter than our blood
But you’re a bleeder
And you’re anemic 

Don’t cut any corners 
I’ll take the long way home tonight 
I won’t listen to orders
No fuckin freeze it’s fight or flight
Don’t lock up the borders 
We’re supposed to be free with signs of life
No Courage Without Vulner
abilities it seems it’s not so slight
My heart has been murdered
Thought we were together for life 
But this yarn is a burner
Devastations free in a good fight

I listened to the wrong things now 
I’ll let her go and not know how
I listen to the strength inside 
My mission expose your disguise 
Subpar and everythings undone
So far I don’t know what I want 
And now you’re gone it’s just so what
This system is the way it was
I miss you more and more each day
But then it dawns on me how I paid
You’re not the girl I thought I loved
We were once tighter than our blood
But you’re a bleeder
And your anemic 
Yes I have seen it
How you could mean it 
I can’t believe it
How you could leave it

No Courage Without Vulnerabilities

Might wish that things were different
You hoped I’d lose my mission 
I’m lost but you’re a stand still
I found a new life can kill
Don’t tell me what you wanted
I don’t care anymore bitch
You lost my faith when you did
What you did but you don’t care

My glass half full is all in
Cut class to protest all this 
They just don’t care about you
You’re family’s fucked what about you 

It is not even dark yet
I wish it wasn’t like this
Half of this how did we get 
Like this yes you I still miss 

I thought I’d find you drinking champagne 
Lost in love and calling my name
The cryptic text you sent when you’re done
It’s funny how you think that you won
It’s sad how you just clockwork place blame
When you’re the one who always complains
Never take responsibility 
Thought I knew you got the best of me

But now that’s over
Like I told her
Don’t discourage 
Now there’s things discovered 

It is not even dark yet
I wish I wasn’t like this
Half of this how did we get 
Like this yes you I still miss

Might wish that things were different
You hoped I’d lose my mission 
I’m lost but you’re a stand still
I found a new life can kill
Don’t tell me what you wanted
I don’t care anymore bitch
You lost my faith when you did
What you did but you don’t care

My glass half full is all in
Cut class to protest all this 
They just don’t care about you
It seems like you’re the only...

Now you only show up to pick up your things
But it’s been three months so you show what you mean
Can’t believe I gave you ten years of my life
When you turn around and become someone’s wife
Don’t know how yer mirrors the way that you’d want
“Gibberish”
“Gibberish”
You’re an allegory I don’t want to know

Allegory

I thought that I was crazy
But that came and went
Gosh oh my god
I thought you were my best friend 
Now I’m in danger
Cuz I knew what it was
You’ll be a stranger
The next time that we hug
I thought I was saving 
The best for last
Ten years are gone
And the tears come too fast
Lost my mind thinking
You would come back
But I never thought 
That you would attack 

Now it’s a stain on our memory
But I will try too hard to believe 
Everything seems to come back to me
Now we’ve got our lost melody

You’ll Be A Stranger The Next Time We Hug (Lost Melody)

Drumz

Look at all these flowers grow
How they know what we don’t know?
Water, sun and the world turns 
Enemies thrive, cities burn
Guess what

I found a mandevilla 
In the galleria 
Just wanted to see ya
But you had different idea
If it’s up to me I
Wouldn’t wanna be ya
Just like North Korea 
You’re no longer free

Don’t take blame 
for quitting the game
I guess it’s all the same 
cuz I just don’t know yer name

Mandevilla

When I was a kid I knew Ryan Reynolds was going to be a movie star the first time I saw him on 2 guys, a girl & a pizza place.

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