Production + Strings by Klem Loden
Mixed by Hannah Jocelyn
Mastered by Katie Tavini


Lyrics: 
Where ya going
I don’t know but I know I’m going soon
Maybe tonight I’ll be miles high
By the light of the moon

There are killing machines in the sky
There’s a million angry lies
Screaming out in synthetic lights

And there’s no outside
I’m just waiting for tonight

And I can hear it calling
I can hear it calling
Can’t you hear it calling babe, calling out your name
I can feel it coming
I can feel it coming
Can’t you feel it coming babe, it comes in waves

In ocean waves
In ocean waves
Rolling in like waves

At heaven’s gate
I saw a man without a face
But it was a mistake
It was just an airplane

There are killing machines in the sky
There’s a million angry lies
Screaming out in synthetic lights

And there’s no outside
I’m just waiting for the light

And I can hear it calling
I can hear it calling
Can’t you hear it calling babe, calling out your name
I can feel it coming
I can feel it coming
Can’t you feel it coming babe, it comes in waves

In ocean waves
In ocean waves
Rolling in like waves

Waters rising like the waves
Waters rising like the flames
Falls like rain, it comes in waves

Waters rising like the waves
Waters rising like the flames
Rolling in like waves

Hallelujah to the world we made
Hallelujah to the coming rain
Rivers running down your face

Hallelujah to the world we made
Hallelujah to the coming rain
Rivers running down your face

Rivers

All sinners blinded in our carnival of souls
Building our walls fighting our wars

Singing ooh, I’m gonna hurt you baby
But I’ve got to be free
Ooh, I’m gonna hurt you baby like someone hurt me

I’m gonna build a bomb for you mommy
Gonna build a bomb, why didn’t you love me
With my tanker and my oil I’m gonna bring them to their knees daddy
When I bring them to their knees will you finally be proud of me?

Ooh, I’m gonna hurt you baby
Like someone hurt me
Til we get off this wheel it’s all gonna keep hurting


Featuring Marcus Jade
Produced + mixed by Tom Deis
Mastered by Katie Tavini

The Wheel

Don’t tell me you’re not coming
I guess time keeps on turning
Trouble in paradise, the burning time
Is coming and I’m learning

The art of distance, the art of change
The way nothing really ever stays
I want you close, but you’re so far
Seven oceans in between where I am and where you are

Nothing stays the same
The sun the wind the joy the pain it’s all just a season
I wish I knew the reason
I wish I had something to believe in
But I’m just breathing
I’m just bleeding these wild feelings
Tempestuous as the waves
Touch me make it all go away

The truth is distance, the truth is change
The truth is nothing really ever stays
I want you close, but you only do me harm
Seven oceans in between where I am and where you are

All the games we play
We use each other first to numb the pain then to inflict it
We’re just repeating patterns
Hidden in the sea of our dark matter
Making love and getting high
All to avoid the eyes
Of the truth that lingers behind 
These bright bright lights
Now you leave again
I know I have to face these wild feelings
Yeah I’ll find my way
I’ve looked at life both ways, it’s worth it in the end

Sometimes love is distance, and love is change
I’m going my own way
I want you close, but you’re so far
Seven oceans in between where I am and where you are

Produced + mixed by Tom Deis
Mastered by Katie Tavini

Seven Oceans

Om Guru (Trust Within)

Snatam Kaur Cover 𓈒⟡₊⋆∘˚⊹ ࿔⋆˚₊ 𖤓☽˚.⋆

ong namo

This is a song about dreams and nightmares, about slipping through the cracks of reality.

"Once upon a time, I, Chuang Chou, dreamt I was a butterfly, fluttering hither and thither, to all intents and purposes a butterfly. I was conscious only of my happiness as a butterfly, unaware that I was Chou. Soon I awaked, and there I was, veritably myself again. Now I do not know whether I was then a man dreaming I was a butterfly, or whether I am now a butterfly, dreaming I am a man.... During our dreams we do not know we are dreaming. We may even dream of interpreting a dream. Only on waking do we know it was a dream. Only after the great awakening will we realize that this is the great dream. And yet fools think they are awake, presuming to know that they are rulers or herdsmen. How dense! You and Confucius are both dreaming, and I who say you are a dream am also a dream. " - Chuang Chou, ~200 BC


If The Butterfly Dreamed Me (Demo) 

I loved you with rain and fire
I loved you and I don’t know why
I keep doing this to myself
I think I messed up myself

You only love me when you’re dreaming
How many months how many years it’s been
Since somebody loved me when I existed
Would you love me if I existed

Lights on the river promise to deliver me
From the demon in my brain
Maybe I’m the demon
Killing from within
Either way I’m nothing real
I’m burning from the inside out

Smoke pours from your mouth
Haunt me like a reverie, you can’t compete
With the gods of memory
Big bad wolves in my dreams
The made-up you is real to me
That’s the one that doesn’t let me sleep
That’s the one that drums my heartbeat

The earth wears white to its funeral
Snow on graves of beautiful flowers
For hours, I’ve been listening to the wind howl

Feeling the marks your hands left
I opened up till there was nothing left
You cannot carry my heaviness
Slow burn fading out

Smoke pours from your mouth
Haunt me like a reverie, you can’t compete
With the gods of memory
Big bad wolves in my dreams
The made-up you is real to me
That’s the one that doesn’t let me sleep
That’s the one that drums my heartbeat

I keep listening to the wind
I’m alone at night again
I think I’ve always been

Low light, candle wax
Would you give me some of myself back
Nevermind I don’t want to see it
Tell me is it black as ash

Blow me out, smoke blooms from your mouth
Haunt me like a reverie, you can’t compete
With the gods of memory
Big bad wolves in my dreams
The made-up you is real to me
That’s the one that doesn’t let me sleep
That’s the one that drums my heartbeat

I can hardly see you now
I cannot keep you out
Why you always hanging around

No, the one I needed
Oh, the flowers I’m bleeding
Never left the ground

I never loved the real you
The real me never got shot through
I could have eternally bloomed
But something got let loose

The ghosts seem solid now
I see them all around
Now the garden’s burning down

Now the garden’s burning down, smoke pours from your mouth
Haunt me like a reverie, you can’t compete
With the gods of memory
Big bad wolves in my dreams
The made-up you’s too real, it’s strangling me
That’s the one that doesn’t let me sleep
The one that drums my heartbeat

Nothing is as it seems
I saw a garden in my dreams
Now did I dream it, or did it dream me?



If The Butterfly Dreamed Me

White Blood by Oh Wonder
featuring my brother Shea Gordon on vocals & guitar


White Blood (Oh Wonder Cover)

River by Leon Bridges, feat. my brother Shea on vocals and guitar

River (Leon Bridges Cover)

Eden Ariel's feature on "Lilith"
recorded on my bedroom floor, june 2016

i'm finding people don't like you when you have no face and no eyes

https://lilith6.bandcamp.com/

Lilith

Headless Horseman

I left home one evening
Walked into the light
I went looking for answers
In the days and nights

I had a body and face
I was told were mine
Painted sparkles on my eyes
Spent too long asking if I looked alright

And I think I’ll travel a great many roads
Before I go back home
And I think I’ll wander a long long way
Fore I know what I’ve always known

I tried looking in the flowers
Growing by the ocean shore
Saw ragged cliffs and apocalypse wars
Made me ask what it’s all for

And many said love was the answer
With that far-off look in their eyes
But what does that mean in this lonely hotel
When the one I want is nowhere nearby

I think I’ll travel a great many roads
Before I get back home
And I think I’ll wander a long long way
To know what I’ve always known

I thought I’d try out religion
Cast my eyes to the sky
But all of it seemed like constellations
Connecting disparate worlds as they fly

Spent many nights drenched in sorrow
A blues that don’t seem to ever quit
Sure seems like some of us are cursed
With endless longing for things that don’t exist

Yeah I think I’ll travel a great many roads
Fore I get back home
Yeah I think I’ll wander a long long way
To know what I’ve always known

Yeah I've got a long way to travel
In these rented bones
Lotta songs to be sang, lotta laughs to be had
But lord one day I'm coming home

And I’ll stand looking out at the kingdom
And I’ll see your holy reasons
And I’ll thank you for all of the bleeding
And the changing seasons
Just gotta keep believing

wandering song

We took the car very far out to the end 
I took the train all the way out of my head 
At the surf shop at the end of the world 
The palm tree unfurled, and said 

Welcome to the end 
 Which is also where all things begin 
You have arrived 
But you have also just left 

Far far away 
In Rockaway 
I forgot my name 
Far Rockaway 
Heaven is a highway to you 

The bath house stood in shambles, reclaimed by vines 
And I caught a glimpse of life beyond the lines 
Beyond reason, beyond rhyme 
Beyond symbol and sign 
Beyond neon lights, beyond paradise 
Beyond wrong and right 

Far far away 
In Rockaway 
I forgot my name 
Far Rockaway 
Heaven is a highway to you

Far Rockaway

Altars

Goodbye Coney Island

If the Butterfly Dreamed Me

the greatest (lana del rey cover)

Singer-songwriter from New York.
Debut LP Portals out now

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Dnjq7X5vFJNeWsjXzEKjx?si=b3J79TUbTnWxmBDGx5q_oQ

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