this is my personal playlist that i've been listening to everyday since 2022 .
songs rotate through based on preference , so if you want to see all the songs that were in the playlist check likes .
should always be ~6 hours long . if its not you might want to check up on me .
i kept the playlist private for years out of paranoia , which seems kind of stupid i know but it really got to me back then . thankfully my mental has improved since then , so i don't mind letting others see what i've been listening to . this spans over 3 years of my music tastes , so if you see something that seems weird , it was probably me when i was 14 . 

*****my eyes are burning and i feel so weak ....

gatekept for your safety

[ commissioned for the osu!catch world cup 2021 grand finals tiebreaker ]

Download

of Ambrosia

wake up, kill myself, wake up, kill myself, wake up,

borderline

SPURME - Midnight

✰Spotify✰
https://open.spotify.com/album/6rbcb3pkKEwSM5mBVOc18j

Tesseract

Black Jacket x SPURME - Avalanche

Death0k x SPURME - New Text Document

thank you for 50k listens and 500 followers

I gave up on begging for you

https://open.spotify.com/album/1yDZTO6s5dDgFyHuxepydj?si=JMLlu8-dRLSqXR0LlZqt7Q
Remixing stuff is cool and all, but if I had infinite time I'd only make songs like this. 

thank you to @dokxid for listening to a million WIPs of this song.
thank you to andy pls, healspirit1, and buddywudd for being huge influences behind this track. check them out!
and as always, thank you for listening :]

https://archive.org/details/yemdamage

Free DL

Damage

https://open.spotify.com/track/3mfFFYirlTArlTD9gXeZNY?si=c287c0d5a0274064
special thank you to kinq
and thank you for listening :]

STEMS: 
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1mRC4blIT-38Q0f3rrwRmbgWdaUYUyrcd?usp=sharing

Hopesick

if only it were easy to be truly happy

special thank you to Kiz for letting me use his super edgy username
and thank you for listening :]
bpm is 197.40 sorry

Drowning Moon

[ commissioned for the osu!mania 4k world cup 2023 semifinals tiebreaker ]

HALL

a huge thank you to @hkmori for doing wonderful work on this track!!!

and thank you for listening :]

dedicated to Blue

yem & hkmori - sleepless delirium

with @hundotte
jacket: https://twitter.com/Darkpuppey
video: https://youtu.be/QAioeZ3gmHg

i don't know what i was supposed to be anymore
i don't know what i ever wanted to be anymore
conducted by ghosts, everted by fate
the fire of criticality burns ever brighter

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HUNDOTTE:

“I always make a point to understand the medium I’m composing for, in this case the mechanics and background of the rhythm game this piece was composed for. While me and Frums are often known for overwhelming rhythmic complexity, we decided to dial that back slightly for this song, while still maintaining its identity as an angry piece that is fast, aggressive but not necessarily in a rhythm game boss way. The incredible chart that k//eternal and TaroNuke made for this song blew me out of the water, and I’m glad we went with this direction in the end, aimed to create an experience that goes beyond impossible rhythms and crazy speeds.

The line ‘utopia mutilates me’ is taken from the libretto of the opera I’m working on, about themes of loss and cycles of abuse and toxic codependency in relationships - a two way destruction and consumption. One takes, the other gives, but in so doing takes from themselves, and thereby takes from the other. Surging, pulsating. Sounds of your internals screams blotting out whatever the outside world is trying to make you see or feel. All you can see is darkness and the coldness running through your veins, your heart in your throat, the static in your mind. 

It was an absolute joy working with Frums. I was facing a period of artistic dryout and becoming disillusioned with rhythm game music, but from the moment the ideas began to form around the first audio files they sent to me, it was as if the song itself was compelling me to sculpt it from the silence. I give my utmost thanks to Frums, my hero in the electronic music world for constantly inspiring, rejuvenating and blessing me and others with their wonderful works and unceasing dedication to this art.”

FRUMS:

“While working on this song, an image rose to the top of my mind. Start with a body. Pick a random plane intersecting that body, such that the cross-section has C2 rotational symmetry - or, equivalently, that the surface of the body would remain unbroken if one of the resulting masses were rotated 180 degrees. Do so. Repeat this process until the body is no longer recognizable as what it originally was.

This is one of the more difficult pieces I've worked on. I give my sincere thanks to Hundotte for their skill and patience as they repeatedly replied to my deeply unpunctual chunks of audio with, well, the actual song as you're hearing it. I hope you enjoy what resulted, thanks to them and perhaps despite me.”

NOISZ STΔRLIVHT

Hundotte vs. Frums - halved halved halved

thank you for your support. better tracks will come eventually.

What even is b@#$%core?

offline

bandcamp

don't leave me

For Amen Destroyer Comp: https://breakcoredemon.bandcamp.com/album/amen-destroyer

im still making music, sorry for not posting so much!
project file vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzLL05s27rU

special thank you lakreemoza <3
and thank you for listening :]

Body and Blood

In the depths of something's mind

2024 MPC 1000 rework of 'too young to love' from 2015

(still) too young

Get Arcaea

dropdead

nanachi fangirl and geometry dash player
mexican

msg me on disc for whatever you could think of here @edithdotdx8