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Fallin'

Mr. Blue Jeans

Fell through the cracks again
Didn’t scream — what’s the use?
Walls don’t listen, they just stare
I’ve run out of truths

Wrote down a thousand thoughts
Burned them all in my head
They say time will heal it all
But some things live instead

I whisper to the dark
But even silence turns away
If I vanished now
Would it even change a day?

I go deeper, deeper
Like I was meant to drown
My voice breaks apart
And there’s no one around
Tried reaching up
But I’m not sure I care
I’m not drowning, I’m giving in
To cold, and fear, and air

Dreamt I was underwater
And no one ever looked down
They danced on the surface
While I quietly drowned

My shadow left before me
Even it had enough
All I ever wanted
Was to be just enough

I can’t carry my name
It’s too heavy to hold
I’m not brave, I’m not strong
I’m just tired and cold

I go deeper, deeper
Like I was meant to drown
My voice breaks apart
And there’s no one around
Tried reaching up
But I’m not sure I care
I’m not drowning, I’m giving in
To cold, and fear, and air

Would you miss me
If I stayed gone?
Or would I fade
Like a half-played song?
I begged in silence
For someone to see
But I stopped waiting
When it was only me

I go deeper, deeper
Like I was meant to drown
My voice breaks apart
And there’s no one around
Tried reaching up
But I’m not sure I care
I’m not drowning, I’m giving in
To cold, and fear, and air

Deeper, deeper…
Nothing left to keep
I fall like silence
Into endless sleep

Deeper

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Эта песня — о тихом героизме, который не попадает в хроники.
О той, кто стоял рядом, когда мир отворачивался.
Без громких слов. Без наград. Только любовь, которая держит.

«Та, что выдержала» — это не про подвиг напоказ.
Это про человека, на плечах которого ещё держится мир.

Part of the diptych “Ta, chto vyderzhala / Mama, ty vyderzhala”
Dark version (“Mama, ty vyderzhala”): https://soundcloud.com/torgio-records/mama-ty-vyderzhala?in=torgio-records/sets/a-chto-vyderzhala-mama-ty

TA, CHTO VYDERZHALA / MAMA, TY VYDERZHALA — DIPTYCH

Та, что выдержала

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No Way Home

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